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Dear X:

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Sir_Winston54 said:
:: Raises hand to volunteer :: :D
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Thank you

I realise that it wasn't easy for you to agree to be the first volunteer, after all the mood I am in, I can't promise not to scrape my teeth; but I will try not to....honest.

Now if you could just hop on a plane and land somewhere in the Uk.....
 
the captians wench said:
Oh yeah!

I'm told I'm very cute when I have a cock in my mouth and get all zoney. :eek:

*giggles* Silly D.O.M.
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Yes, I *am* a Dirty Old Man. What's your point? :p

shy slave said:
Thank you

I realise that it wasn't easy for you to agree to be the first volunteer, after all the mood I am in, I can't promise not to scrape my teeth; but I will try not to....honest.

Now if you could just hop on a plane and land somewhere in the Uk.....
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Teeth-scraping can be trained out of one...

As for hopping on a plane, I'd be more likely to be able to step into the transporter and tell Scotty to "beam me up." <sigh>
 
shy slave said:
Dear Ex

How could you message me out of the blue and start a conversation as if the past two years never existed?

You do know it is two years since you ended it, don't you?

This year I finally felt completely over you. Felt that if you called I would not go back, would not start thinking of moving to be near you and would not go out and buy new cd's etc to learn a language I didn't understand the first time around.

I missed you for such a long time. I have dated, had sex, had good times and bad times since we split up, but as in the old Gloria Gaynor song 'Now your back' Why?

Is it friendliness that has caused you to suggest we speak on the 'phone again? Do you really think I can seperate my mind from what we had at the beginning, from how it ended and from how I feel now?

I don't know how I feel about you.

I loved you completely, utterly and without reservation. Can a cheerful friendship be born after two years?


*HUGS* *sigh* ...it's never easy with us, is it? :rolleyes:

Dear X

We have started dating, but I am not sure how I feel about it.
We are different.
You seem to want me to 'live life' yet I am happy with how I live my life. I don't want to have adrenalin rushes, or be told I need to tone up a little.
I like who I am.

I do want more D/s than you seem to wish to give. You told me after a few drinks that some of what you do is an act. Then you expect me to give my all to someone who is 'acting.'
Maybe I have mis-understood.
I know I need to talk to you about it properly but you are good at avoiding the subject.
I was shocked when I was doing something for you that I don't like, and when I told you I don't like it, you casually told me to stop. I don't see D/s in that, but maybe I have mis-understood (again).
I think it may be different aspects of D/s that motivate us.

I just need to have a difficult conversation with you and then we can decide what next.

All that is aside from my ex getting back in touch, which I have not told you; but as you don't really seem to listen you would not recall if I had or not.

Some say 'tomato', some say 'tomahto' Are we supposed to be 'mind readers'?

Dear Me,
Why is it that men seem to screw your head up so easily. You are an old woman and should know better.
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You have MORE going for you than you think! :D
 
Sir_Winston54 said:
Yes, I *am* a Dirty Old Man. What's your point? :p

Teeth-scraping can be trained out of one...

As for hopping on a plane, I'd be more likely to be able to step into the transporter and tell Scotty to "beam me up." <sigh>
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Transporters are fine, at least it can land you outside of the traffic :)
 
shy slave said:
:kiss:

Thank you.

When it comes to men I am as dumb as a truck.
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I certainly don't think you're dumb but in case this is helpful...I had a friend who thought she had lousy taste in men so she developed a set of criteria for the guys. If they didn't meet the criteria, she didn't date them, regardless of the attraction. And the criteria weren't "rich" and "hot" either! ;) Maybe you already do this. I just thought I'd throw that out there on the off chance it's helpful.
 
intothewoods said:
I certainly don't think you're dumb but in case this is helpful...I had a friend who thought she had lousy taste in men so she developed a set of criteria for the guys. If they didn't meet the criteria, she didn't date them, regardless of the attraction. And the criteria weren't "rich" and "hot" either! ;) Maybe you already do this. I just thought I'd throw that out there on the off chance it's helpful.
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Thank you, you do say nice things, but when it comes to men I do seem to be a bit blonde.

I do have a criteria, but it needs some fail safes in there.

When I met someone I really could like a great deal, they don't feel the same way, and those I feel nothing but friendship for, feel far more.

Drives me crazy.

Bottom line, no-one matches up to Andante, goodness knows I wish they did. It has taken alot to get over him, and now he wants to be happy, tease a little and talk; I have no idea if thats a good thing.

I have a really close, dear friend who is also an ex, 'G' ADR met him when we went to Vegas. He is an ex and he thinks my taste in men is terrible too.

If an ex thinks that, what hope is there!
 
Dear X

I feel like I'm back to where I was six years (and all the rest) ago.
I really don't want to keep feeling that this is all for nothing. Some of the things you say sound more and more like a subtle form of blackmail - so that I won't leave or change the status quo.

It's really not fair though. You changed the rules of our relationship, you never asked me how I felt or what I wanted. Just did what was the right thing for you - the easiest thing. I had to be made feel worthless and humiliated over and over again till I finally took a stand.

All that time and money spent with a counsellor. You said, at first, that you didn't understand what my problem was. You talked and promised and said things would be different. Then I had to work through the way you had left me feeling: useless, ugly, dirty, humiliated and worthless. My self confidence and self esteem have never been good but they hit a rock bottom even I didn't know was possible.

I have worked so hard and tried so hard to be content with what I have. I have compromised and stopped wanting more in my life. I accepted what we had was better than nothing or starting again. I had found a balance and now, well here we go .... again.

I know I am needed. What I need is to be wanted. I need you to realise this because I just can't do this any more.
 
Dear garden, grass, bushes and tree people.

You should be singing tonight over all the rain.
 
Dear back,

Please, please quit hurting me so I can go to sleep. I promise no more moving, no more vacuuming (at least for a while), no more anything, but resting until the beach. JUST. STOP. ALREADY. PLEASE!!!!

~Kitty
 
Dear X,

I find it interesting that your current and last two pyls are all mothers with young children. I suspect you like the idea of recreating the family that fell apart. While that might make you feel better, it does nothing to repair the pain your kids must feel. But that's not your fault, of course, since nothing is your fault.

Your ability to move on and pick up with the next one astounds me. You have left a trail of damaged women behind you, though they are as much to blame as you in letting you into their life and their kid's life so quickly.

Do you feel no shame in pronouncing to the world that person x is your one and only true love, and then casting her aside months later and writing the same exact words about the next one? Good grief.

-itw
 
shy slave said:
Thank you, you do say nice things, but when it comes to men I do seem to be a bit blonde.

I do have a criteria, but it needs some fail safes in there.

When I met someone I really could like a great deal, they don't feel the same way, and those I feel nothing but friendship for, feel far more.

Drives me crazy.

Bottom line, no-one matches up to Andante, goodness knows I wish they did. It has taken alot to get over him, and now he wants to be happy, tease a little and talk; I have no idea if thats a good thing.

I have a really close, dear friend who is also an ex, 'G' ADR met him when we went to Vegas. He is an ex and he thinks my taste in men is terrible too.

If an ex thinks that, what hope is there!
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I've made some bad choices in my time, and it kills me to think about them.

Does Andante want to get back together? Or is he just wanting to play around in some way? I think if you still have feelings for him, it will be too painful to be casual with him. Well, that's how it would be for me anyway.
 
Dear X

You've started to appear in my dreams now, I wonder where this will end.
 
Dear X,

I wonder if you will figure it out. I can't keep on not knowing or understanding. I feel like you're just toying with me and stringing me along. I'm messing with things that I don't understand and probably won't ever. I even asked that stupid question of who would tell me. It's a funny story but the sad thing is that I was serious. I've missed learning a lot of things relationship-wise that most people figure out in junior high and high school. I don't think I want to learn them. It makes me feel too stupid.

I don't want to go this weekend. I know you've said that she isn't mad at me but I have this feeling she is. Remember when I told you about knowing that couple was together even though I had absolutely no reason to associate them together? That's the kind of feeling I'm having. I'm also having that kind of feeling about you just stringing me along. I guess I just don't want to accept it.

I'm tired of always being just the friend but that's what this is. I don't even really want the friendship right now.



Dear other X,

I'm trying to not pester you again. This time my resolve is to not do it anymore ever. I'm going to make it this time because I'm tired of feeling like all I do is annoy you.
 
intothewoods said:
Dear X,

I find it interesting that your current and last two pyls are all mothers with young children. I suspect you like the idea of recreating the family that fell apart. While that might make you feel better, it does nothing to repair the pain your kids must feel. But that's not your fault, of course, since nothing is your fault.

Your ability to move on and pick up with the next one astounds me. You have left a trail of damaged women behind you, though they are as much to blame as you in letting you into their life and their kid's life so quickly.

Do you feel no shame in pronouncing to the world that person x is your one and only true love, and then casting her aside months later and writing the same exact words about the next one? Good grief.

-itw
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Blimey....
 
ultramarineblue said:
I don't want to go this weekend. I know you've said that she isn't mad at me but I have this feeling she is. Remember when I told you about knowing that couple was together even though I had absolutely no reason to associate them together? That's the kind of feeling I'm having. I'm also having that kind of feeling about you just stringing me along. I guess I just don't want to accept it.
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never doubt yourself.

you are not wrong.
 
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