Lady_Guenivere
Sex is a two-way treat.
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- May 17, 2007
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We called each other friends, you and I. We shared intimate things and cared for each other, showing there was a bond of love between us. I looked at you and you looked at me and we knew there was something good that we shared.
I erred on the side of caution and didn't tell you, that was wrong, I know it. I thought there was something stronger between us though, something the trust of a friend would understand and ask me before coming to a descision. In my heart, there are only two words that cry out to you, 'I'm Sorry'.
I can see in your words the hurt you carry, the disappointment you feel. I can only think that if you are feeling so strongly about what has happened, your feelings were strong enough to care. I wish I could stop the hurt and would do what I could to join the gap between us.
I miss you terribly and I'm sure you feel the same in your heart. It's still me, I haven't changed. I'm still the same friend you knew and loved before all of this. Talk to me, let me know what you feel and let's work this out together.
God...this made me sob uncontrollably.