Curious

[Blue_lightning12]

I met a man 17 years ago. We started fucking 15 years ago, maybe stopped 10 years ago. I was hit and miss about how into it I was. I remember at the time I felt turned on thinking of his cock, but being with him physically was different. These days I'm fantasising about what more I could do to him. I think he's not necessarily an attractive guy either. Also his body is average, but for some reason it's perfect for me. I just love the idea of dominating him. Making him mine. It makes me so hot. Only a small number of times in my life have I ever thought a guy looked attractive enough for me to think I would like to fuck him. I don't know, I guess my attraction to him is psychological. Just wondering if anyone has any insights into a situation like this. I don't necessarily think I'm bi, or at least not much if I am.

 

[ToPleaseHim]

Hey @Blue_lightning12, let me know if this is okay? I restored your OP.

 

[jehoram]

I met a man 17 years ago. We started fucking 15 years ago, maybe stopped 10 years ago. I was hit and miss about how into it I was. I remember at the time I felt turned on thinking of his cock, but being with him physically was different. These days I'm fantasising about what more I could do to him. I think he's not necessarily an attractive guy either. Also his body is average, but for some reason it's perfect for me. I just love the idea of dominating him. Making him mine. It makes me so hot. Only a small number of times in my life have I ever thought a guy looked attractive enough for me to think I would like to fuck him. I don't know, I guess my attraction to him is psychological. Just wondering if anyone has any insights into a situation like this. I don't necessarily think I'm bi, or at least not much if I am.

There are two components to this question. The first is: is he into it, too? If you ask him and he turns you down, are you mature enough to take it in stride? And the second one is: do you think that this urge for domination could be transportable? If you're looking for that experience for its own sake, there are probably guys around that are willing to be dominated, and to satisfy your desire to be the one to dominate him.