Confused - yet strongly aroused {Am I in the proverbial closet?}

[Pearl_Starved]

I don't know how to start this - so I'll just set my cards on the table plain and simple..

Since a few months now I've been looking at transexual/"shemale" (as they call them) porn and not just drooling at the site of the transexuals but I've also noticed that, although some of them sometimes look masculine - so long as they look like a pretty boy (i.e., such as myself) I'm still very much turned on.

New fantasies have been coming to my mind and I've tried to contact a few transexuals who haven't had their male genetalia removed - yet with no real luck.
I've also been reading more and more erotic stories about transexuals.
As posted in another section (though it was more for the girls) I'm interrested in finding a erotic penpal.

So long as you're a 'pretty boy'/affeminate gay/transexual I'd love to write my fantasies to and for you as well as share your own - or even just chat.
Obviously such an invitation is always open to females - though I don't see how a female would be able to share something like this this with me.

 

[pantyboy33]

Well, pearl_starved, I can understand your interests. I share the same types of fantasies. Although I certainly wouldn't discribe myself as a cute girlyboy I love the same thing. I do enjoy dressing slutty and acting femine and making love to a big hard cock, drinking every last drop of cum, all the while wearing panties and slutty lingerie.....