Confessions: What Are Yours?

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ICT, last night was the first night in awhile that I slept naked, and it was one of my better sleeps.

IACT, even at my age, it's still nice to wake up pitching a tent.
 
ICT once again I got too much sun at the nudist resort. Older yes, wiser no.
 
ICT my Saturday was anything but restful

IACT i'm hormonal

IFCT I'm over it all right now
 
ICT I'm leading someone on because I want another.
I need the company and attention.
The one I want said there's no "chemistry"... WTF?
He didn't seem to think so a few times...
Does that make me a whore?
 
ICT a few years ago I was kind of a fixture here, but I felt the need to leave. It was the right decision, but that doesn't mean I don't have a little bit of regret. I miss having a place to vent and a sounding board for all that goes on in my life. I also miss the friends I made while I was here, though I'm still in touch with several of the best- most of the others, it seems, have moved on, or sadly passed.

IAC that much has changed for me since I left- some for the best, some not so much. Things are steady, but not exactly fantastic. I need a new job- I make good money, but they only offer me 30 hours a week. With insurance costs going up this year it's not enough, and the hours I get are so screwed up that I can't get a second job. With the market around here though, I just don't know if I can find anything else.

IFC that I finally found someone. She's wonderful and we've been together for more than 2 years. Our lives are completely interwoven now, and I don't think either of us could get by without the other. However, we have our problems- I'm still working through some serious intimacy issues that I've always had, and I know that makes it hard on her. Also, and maybe this makes me a bad person, I don't always feel as attracted to her as I should. She's severely overweight, and while this doesn't bother me in and of itself, it makes sex very repetitive- there's only so much we can do, and I just get tired of the same thing every time. She's also one of only two women I've been with, and I every now and then I find my thoughts wandering back to when I was single. I wonder if maybe I shouldn't have been more outgoing and what I might have missed out on. I wonder if I'd feel so dissatisfied if maybe I'd done more when I had the chance. Of course, then I feel awful because I truly do love her and it kills me to have thoughts that would hurt her. I just don't know.

Anyway, that's my story so far. I needed to get it off my chest, and this was the only place I knew to do so.
Welcome back to Lit. I know what you mean about the job. I'm kind of in a similar situation and it took me a long time to find mine. I'm honored that you chose this thread to express your feelings. On your relationship, sometimes the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence. We seem to always think life could be better. With all I've gone through this past year or so, I've learned even more to cherish what I have and appreciate every moment. I hope that things get better. I know it's hard to stay strong until they do, though.
 
ICT Even though he was very young, I had so many dirty thoughts running through my mind.

ICT He asked me if I wanted to hang out, but I declined - not a good idea. :devil:

IFCT All I wanted to do was straddle him and ride him slowly, while kissing. Mmm
 
ICT I'm having a bummer today.

IACT I think it's because my stomach isn't feeling well.

IFCT the 2 are generally connected.

Thanks Tonguelust!!! :rose:

ICT I'm sorry you're having a bummer...day.
ICT I hope your tummy sets itself straight soon. ginger ale, perhaps?
 
ICT I appreciate those lit friends who checked on me during yesterday's tornadoes.

IACT I hope next weeks weather is not as severe

IFCT my heart hurt hearing of those who died in yesterday's tornado :(
 
ICT I'm lucky to have met the friends I have from here.

IACT Some of you have changed me for the better

IFCT I'll never forget you. If you need anything I'm here for you.
You are a very sensitive and thoughtful person. Your presence is a great asset to Lit :kiss: :rose:
 
ICT I just had mind blowingly amazing sex.

It was a good life choice keeping him awake and feeding him so that the alcohol could wear off enough to have a damn good time.
 
Congrats I am coming up on 7 years. You can do it. The nicotine is gone now. I just reminded myself I was born without nicotine and it would get better. It does.
 
ICT sometimes I wonder if you enjoy fucking with my mind

IACT then I think nope you are just a gutless, scared man that is too afraid to take what makes you happy.

IFCT I wish it was only your loss
 
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