Confessions: What Are Yours? Part IV

[Gentledom45]

Ict I’ve been trying to set my friend who lives in Texas up with a date. Not going so well. One guy was a no show after telling her he was on his way. Maybe it will happen soon. She needs it.

 

[HappyToBeAlive]

ICT wishing my wife would share my fantasies about femdom, oral sex, 3somes and so on even when i keep telling myself and her that i do not think about them anymore

 

[lil_jenni]

ICT I had a weird experience at the store yesterday. I was pushing my toddler around in a cart when I heard a man's voice call out, "Hey, Jenni!" Now maybe that doesn't seem strange on its face, but you need to know that my real first name isn't Jenni. I only go by that name on here. I also used to give it as my name if I didn't want to give my actual name to a hook up, but that all was a long time ago.

My first panicked (and irrational) thought was that someone recognized me from here. But I don't post pics, so I didn't think that for long. But my next fear was that it was a hook up from my college days, which isn't so far fetched since I still live in the same state. That helped with the panick a little, but not much because that is still not something I wanted to deal with, especially with the kiddo there.

It turns out it was a guy calling out to someone else. Nevertheless, I got out of there as quickly as I could, then sat in my car and talked myself down from a full fledged panic attack.

 

[Smoothshavendad]

ICT I had a weird experience at the store yesterday. I was pushing my toddler around in a cart when I heard a man's voice call out, "Hey, Jenni!" Now maybe that doesn't seem strange on its face, but you need to know that my real first name isn't Jenni. I only go by that name on here. I also used to give it as my name if I didn't want to give my actual name to a hook up, but that all was a long time ago.

My first panicked (and irrational) thought was that someone recognized me from here. But I don't post pics, so I didn't think that for long. But my next fear was that it was a hook up from my college days, which isn't so far fetched since I still live in the same state. That helped with the panick a little, but not much because that is still not something I wanted to deal with, especially with the kiddo there.

It turns out it was a guy calling out to someone else. Nevertheless, I got out of there as quickly as I could, then sat in my car and talked myself down from a full fledged panic attack.

Hi Jenni...

 

[lil_jenni]

Hi Jenni...

Funny....

Of course, I'm fine with it here...

 

[planetbeat_]

I confess today I pissed an played with my vibrator in a layby and videos it posting on x hamster. Then on my return journey. Left my knickers in a layby hoping someone finds them and wanks

I confess that I am a little at a loss as to why I missed this......so exactly where is this lay by? and where is this video?

 

[planetbeat_]

ICT I am so happy it is Friday, so much more knowing that I don't have anything to do this weekend, it is all going to be fun, fun and more fun

 

[AudreyMarie]

ICT I'm tipsy after my (liquid) lunch hour.

 

[Followmenow6969_2]

I confess that I am a little at a loss as to why I missed this......so exactly where is this lay by? and where is this video?

I was thinking the same things

 

[king04]

ICT life sucks

 

[hot_hunny_bunny]

I confess that I am a little at a loss as to why I missed this......so exactly where is this lay by? and where is this video?

A15 just ask for the link

I was thinking the same things

You only need to ask

 

[ZanzibarWest]

A15 just ask for the link




You only need to ask

Could I have a link to the video? Sounds awesome.

 

[lil_jenni]

ICT I surprised Hubby at work for lunch. We stayed in his office. Not much food was eaten, although I left very satisfied.

IACT I met an intern at his office I had not met before. She is a college junior in a pre-law track (like all their interns). She was in the criminal law division last semester and is in the civil law division (where Hubby is) this semester.

IACT that she is fucking hot as hell Latina with dark brown, curly hair in a ponytail, gorgeous long lashes and sexy caramel colored eyes, full (and obviously very kissible) red lips, and dimples to boot. Oh, and she has a lot of vava and quite a bit of voom, if you know what I mean. She was wearing dark slacks and a sweater, both relatively loose, and it was still clear she has curves I can only dream of. And yes, I have a new girl crush.... obviously.

IFCT I was thinking about her when Hubby fucked me to an orgam on his desk.

 

[lil_jenni]

ICT I have been doing some internet sleuthing (or stalking, take your pick ). The intern at Hubby's firm is of Brazilian descent (father is from US and mom is from Brazil). She went to Carnival in Rio a couple of years ago. There is a ridiculously hot picture of her in a tiny bikini on her Insta account. She's kissing another girl, and it's no mere peck.

IACT I jilled-off just a few minutes ago. That's related to my prior confession.

IFCT I probably need to leave this whole thing alone. Well, at least until she's not an intern at Hubby's firm anymore.

 

[Dandum1570]

ICT I have been doing some internet sleuthing (or stalking, take your pick ). The intern at Hubby's firm is of Brazilian descent (father is from US and mom is from Brazil). She went to Carnival in Rio a couple of years ago. There is a ridiculously hot picture of her in a tiny bikini on her Insta account. She's kissing another girl, and it's no mere peck.

IACT I jilled-off just a few minutes ago. That's related to my prior confession.

IFCT I probably need to leave this whole thing alone. Well, at least until she's not an intern at Hubby's firm anymore.

Well now....

 

[7inchglory]

ICT I'm missing chats with her every few days and her stupid smile.

IACT that IF she ever reads this, it'll probably be too late - and it kind of makes me sad

 

[lil_jenni]

ICT I fucked up last night. Hubby was taking me from behind, and I started asking him what he would do if another girl was with us. We've played that game in the past, and although he hesitated when I started, he played along.

IACT I turned it up a notch and asked if he'd like it to be the hot brazilian girl at his work. Yeah, that was a bad idea. He stopped cold and told me that was inappropriate. I said it was just a fantasy. Then I asked if he thinks she's hot. He tried to change the subject and start something new. I pushed. Eventually he said he thought she was an attractive woman but that even fantasizing was inappropriate because she's an intern.

IACT I blurted out without really thinking, "Do I have anything to worry about when she's not?" The hurt look on his face was almost as bad as when I cheated on him and ended our first relationship. I tried to pass it off as a joke, but that didn't work. Needless to say, neither of us came last night.

IACT he turned down a BJ in the shower this morning, so I know he's not happy with me. I'm gonna do my best to make it up to him tonight... If he lets me, because ...

IFCT he texted me a few minutes ago to say we need the talk about the coupons I gave him for Christmas because he ls worried about me. Shit! Shit! Shit!

 

[numeniusa]

ICT I fucked up last night. Hubby was taking me from behind, and I started asking him what he would do if another girl was with us. We've played that game in the past, and although he hesitated when I started, he played along.

IACT I turned it up a notch and asked if he'd like it to be the hot brazilian girl at his work. Yeah, that was a bad idea. He stopped cold and told me that was inappropriate. I said it was just a fantasy. Then I asked if he thinks she's hot. He tried to change the subject and start something new. I pushed. Eventually he said he thought she was an attractive woman but that even fantasizing was inappropriate because she's an intern.

IACT I blurted out without really thinking, "Do I have anything to worry about when she's not?" The hurt look on his face was almost as bad as when I cheated on him and ended our first relationship. I tried to pass it off as a joke, but that didn't work. Needless to say, neither of us came last night.

IACT he turned down a BJ in the shower this morning, so I know he's not happy with me. I'm gonna do my best to make it up to him tonight... If he lets me, because ...

IFCT he texted me a few minutes ago to say we need the talk about the coupons I gave him for Christmas because he ls worried about me. Shit! Shit! Shit!

Isn't that a good thing, though? That he wants to talk? Weren't you concerned that he'd clammed up about it all? This is your chance to talk it through together. Good luck!

 

[lil_jenni]

Isn't that a good thing, though? That he wants to talk? Weren't you concerned that he'd clammed up about it all? This is your chance to talk it through together. Good luck!

Yeah, you're right. But the whole him being concerned about my mental health thing was what I was not looking forward to.

But, ICT it went better than I could've hoped. He wants to talk more later, but he said that if exploring more with women is something I really want, he would do his best to be supportive. I told him my preference would be for him to be involved. He said he didn't think that was right for him and that I was more than he ever knew he wanted and the only person he believed he would ever need.

IACT needless to say, I melted at that. He got a cock worshipping session last night and a BJ in the shower this morning. He says he owes me tonight, and I said that's fine but I'm going to make him happy again too.

IFCT I doubt I'll act on anything with another woman right away. At this point, I can still count the women I've been with on one hand, and if/when there is a next one, I want it to be right. Also, I'm not sure how supportive Hubby would be if I started sleeping around with random girls. Also also, he asked me to stay away from our former babysitter (he does not believe we can trust her, but it's not an issue--I doubt I'm the one she's interested in anyway) and the hot brazilian intern at his firm.

 

[numeniusa]

Yeah, you're right. But the whole him being concerned about my mental health thing was what I was not looking forward to.

But, ICT it went better than I could've hoped. He wants to talk more later, but he said that if exploring more with women is something I really want, he would do his best to be supportive. I told him my preference would be for him to be involved. He said he didn't think that was right for him and that I was more than he ever knew he wanted and the only person he believed he would ever need.

IACT needless to say, I melted at that. He got a cock worshipping session last night and a BJ in the shower this morning. He says he owes me tonight, and I said that's fine but I'm going to make him happy again too.

IFCT I doubt I'll act on anything with another woman right away. At this point, I can still count the women I've been with on one hand, and if/when there is a next one, I want it to be right. Also, I'm not sure how supportive Hubby would be if I started sleeping around with random girls. Also also, he asked me to stay away from our former babysitter (he does not believe we can trust her, but it's not an issue--I doubt I'm the one she's interested in anyway) and the hot brazilian intern at his firm.

That all sounds good. Now you understand his reticence about the threesome. I'm sure men (and women) of Lit are reading your post and sympathising that he's a man who would turn down MFF! It seems reasonable to avoid the former babysitter and his colleague. Keep talking...

 

[LizVegas79]

ICT I'm being a really crappy mom right now.

 

[AmazingLost]

ICT a song on the radio made me cry this morning.

 

[Iris_66]

ICT I'm being a really crappy mom right now.

Hey Liz, don't be so tough on yourself, we've all been there, pulled in too many directions and something has to give.

I'm sure you will be back in control of all the variables and making it all run smoothly

 

[HornyJunkMail]

Trying to make sense of crazy! I give up!

 

[kinkycockney]

ICT being strong every day is so hard