My first time sucking cock was a multitude of emotions. I was driven by curiosity but at the same time I was sure that when it was over I would feel embarrassed and ashamed. I invited a man to come to my house I felt that it was the best way to not back out as one can do when you arrange to meet somewhere. I was dressed in a very sexy dress and heels , my heart was beating so fast when he arrived. I knew I couldn't back out I had to preform. I didn't want to engaged in small talk just get right to it. I lead him into the living room pulled his pants down and had him sit down. As soon as I got him in my mouth I was in heaven. His moans of pleasure and verbal praise drove me crazy. I was hooked. I love sucking a cock and having it cum in my mouth. It makes me feel so feminine and sexy. The only draw back from my first experience was he was unable to get fully hard because of medication he was on. But is was still a wonderful experience having a dick in my mouth being told how good it felt and that I was doing an amazing job. Since then I crave cock and cum so much so that I frequent a glory hole to satisfy desire to have men cum in my mouth. So I would have to say I'm very proud of my ability to satisfy a man orally.