Pleasant surprises and disappointments in first gay experiences

[jimmyturtleman]

I was a late bloomer. I was over 50 when I had my first gay encounter. I was surprised how much I enjoyed some things while other things were disappointing. I could not believe how good it felt just to touch another man's cock. I expected to enjoy having my cock sucked, but it was much better than I expected. The same was true of sucking another man's cock. After the first time there was no doubt I was a cocksucker.

The biggest disappointment was 69. It was not bad, but I much preferred taking turns. Kssing a man was another disappointment.


I am not sure if it was a disappointment or a blessing, but I failed to develop any emotional connections with my male sex partners. That is true to this day. There was sometimes a bit of an afterglow, but it did not last long. I remain hetroromantic to this day.

Pleasant surprises: How good it felt when he leaned over and kissed me, then sucked my cock until I finished in his mouth.

Even Better: How natural it felt to suck his hard, fat cock, until he finished in my mouth, and I swallowed.

Disappointments: I had to wait a whole week to suck him off again.

 

[BInowGay]

Surprised at how much I liked sucking his cock and tasting his cum.
Disappointed that his cock was so big he couldn't fuck me.

 

[BillyWalrus]

Surprised at how much I liked sucking his cock and tasting his cum.
Disappointed that his cock was so big he couldn't fuck me.

How big was he?

 

[BInowGay]

How big was he?

I couldn't fit much more than the head of his cock in my mouth. He was huge. I pretty much jacked him off while I had his cock head in my mouth.

 

[mtsnowrider]

Thought about being with another guy for years and decided to give myself a 50th birthday present. On line chat with another local married guy led to a meeting and agreement to meet at a motel. Nervous as hell but determined to do it. In the room, sitting on the bed, I said I wasn't sure what to do next and he leaned over and kissed me.
Surprised at how much I liked kissing him. Even more surprised at how much I liked sucking his cock. He was surprised at how good I was for a first timer ( Years of fantasy probably explains that). I wasn't ready to let him cum in my mouth but I strokes him off and liked watching and hearing him cum.
Definitely not surprised at how much I enjoyed being naked with another man and liked him sucking me. Disappointed that I could not cum (nerves again)
Not at all disappointed that he wanted to get together again. Very happy that it became a regular FWB relationship that lasted for years. The nervousness disappeared.
Disappointed that I have never found another friend like him