COCK SUCKING. embarrassed or proud

[tristantrotsky]

There was a time when I could never imagine sucking a cock. My first boyfriend, we were naked together, knelt down between my spread legs and took my erect cock in his mouth and gently sucked it. It was heaven !! After that whenever we met up I'd drop my knickers, lay back and he would slowly suck me off. I was still nervous about having a cock in my mouth but plucked up the courage to try it. It was so naughty !! and wonderful. Although I enjoyed it so much I always backed off before he came. I did wonder what it would be like to have a mouth full of cum. Now on my third boyfriend. Last time we had sex I asked him to cum in my mouth. I was still very nervous but excited as I sucked him. I could feel his cock swelling in my mouth and then, so wonderful, I felt the rush of his cum in my mouth. It was lovely and so easy to swallow. Now I am a real cock sucker.

I'm proud of you Rachel.
The road to true happiness lies in pleasing yourself... and your lucky boyfriend!

 

[KinkStevens]

All I know is I need one to suck right now

 

[Tayloroc]

Mmmm. That would be fine with me

 

[SwitchOnTheNight]

Both. If I haven't seen my FWB in person for a few weeks, it can be awkward getting back into it, but then that sense of pride kicks in when I hear him moan.

 

[tristantrotsky]

All I know is I need one to suck right now

A line-up of big hungry cocks to service would be even better...

 

[fitandfresh]

The more the merrier.......can I cum join the queue.?

 

[tristantrotsky]

The more the merrier.......can I cum join the queue.?

You get preferential treatment, at the head of the queue...

 

[KinkStevens]

A line-up of big hungry cocks to service would be even better...

Oh god yes

 

[Dkskier]

The source of pride I realize when sucking a man to orgasm eminates from the fact I am pursuing life from a perspective I long ago adopted. That is to not allow others to define me, or their approval to effect my behavior. I enjoy the act. I revel in the effect (yes, I enjoy the cum). Best when they come back for more!

 

[KinkStevens]

I’m embarrassed how proud I am.

 

[Subsy]

In part because I’ve always presented as female I’ve always been pleased to perform for a mature, competent man. There are so many approaches but my go-to is to get verbal instructions/suggestions….such as “come here darling“ as he points to a spot in front of his stance.
I like the imagery……the words….the sexual intent and that my presence stirs his desires. Embarrassed ? Not at all.

 

[Escierto]

In part because I’ve always presented as female I’ve always been pleased to perform for a mature, competent man. There are so many approaches but my go-to is to get verbal instructions/suggestions….such as “come here darling“ as he points to a spot in front of his stance.
I like the imagery……the words….the sexual intent and that my presence stirs his desires. Embarrassed ? Not at all.

Quite so. Sometimes my girlfriend will say nothing except to take my hand and put it on the bulge in her panties. Sometimes she will be even more direct and pull down her panties while saying, “I need you to suck me now.”

Whatever she does to invite me to suck her beautiful cock, I get excited and happy knowing that I shall soon bring her to orgasm and have her sweet cum to swallow as my reward.

 

[Charlotte_Sin]

Complete unabashed pride and enjoyment. I love everything about it

 

[lordpenizworth]

I'm very proud of myself for doing something many men want to do but don't. I think that following my curiosity and becoming a cocksucker made me a more "realized" human being.
I still love women. But pleasing a man is also wonderful.
I'm also proud that I can unashamedly let other men know I'll suck their cocks.

 

[Iwillgo]

I was very proud I could make his legs tense, his toes curl and completely empty his balls and swallow everything …I was also very embarrassed he told friends who then approached me wanting the same (but still proud to know I could be great at something I really enjoyed doing). Shame on him for betraying our trust…

 

[creative1772]

it's not something that i go around bragging about... i prefer to keep things private... i don't want anyone to know...
but it's always a thrill... in the moment it feels sooooo good... so fulfilling... to know that i'm doing such a good job and to be rewarded for all my hard work with such wonderful tangible gift... mmmm

 

[CuckedbyBBC]

I put a lot of thought into this and unfortunately I have to say embarrassment. I’m so happily married to a woman so sucking cock is no longer an option. There’s a very outside chance I’d suck one with my wife. We have been together for about 10 years, and lately we have been a bit more open about discussing sexual fantasies. She agreed to watch vr porn - but we’ve yet to do it. Her fantasies are very vanilla though, so that’s why I still peg it (pun intended as a long shot). I did however tell her that I used to crank it to tranny porn. I left out the fact that I sucked between 40-60 transsexual and cross-dresser cocks and took about 15 of them up the ass between 1998 and 2012.

I have to go with embarrassment however as I’ve hidden this fact from everyone I know except a few women I dated/hooked up with via an ad expressing my desire to be pegged, submissive, forced-bi etc. there’s only one woman I definitely remember telling I sucked cock and got fucked but there may have been one or two others. I’ll never tell my wife how prolifically my face and ass was used, I fucked and got sucked too, but definitely preferred to bottom, but maybe I’ll tell her I dabbled.

I don’t identify as gay or even bi. I just loved cock, and still do, and I would without a doubt be gobbling it down regularly if I wasn’t married. The person has to be femme looking or a faceless cock (think glory hole). It really fucking sucks that I’m embarrassed by it (I have another post - actually a thread I started about close calls of getting caught deep-throated! But I am. I wouldn’t tell neighbors, friends, family - even the gay ones! Because I need to keep up my masculine image.

I’ve had a lot of sexual experiences, but at the top no doubt is those times when I released a true 6-7.5 incher and began to sensually lick the tip before sliding down as far as my gag reflex would let me. Or having two beautiful women with great cocks inside me at the same time. But unfortunately, I’ll keep that “shame” to myself.

 

[Travler99921]

Almost all the men I have sucked have been married. They either don't get sucked by their wives or their wives are not very good at sucking. It turns out I am rather good at felatio and more then willing to have them cum in my mouth. I am proud I can offer that service.

 

[Jeph77]

I'm kind of embarrassed while in the act, with the simpering moans of delight I may emit while getting all lovey-dovey with a big throbbing dick. Is that really me?

 

[Abdelkaoolomocro]

For me a funny memory. I tried once to suck a friends cock but hated it. He even came in my mouth… never again. Hecstill teases me with it

 

[4yourpleasureiam]

If you have sucked a cock, is that fact an embarrassment in your life or a source of pride? Has that emotion changed over time?

Proud to be able to bring joy to a man

 

[ParkerSteve66]

Almost all the men I have sucked have been married. They either don't get sucked by their wives or their wives are not very good at sucking. It turns out I am rather good at felatio and more then willing to have them cum in my mouth. I am proud I can offer that service.

That is a wonderful service to offer to men like me that never got sucked by my wife. You are a true treasure.

 

[J1biboi]

For me a funny memory. I tried once to suck a friends cock but hated it. He even came in my mouth… never again. Hecstill teases me with it

Yours is one of the very few comments that I've read that tried sucking cock and didn't like it.

 

[Abdelkaoolomocro]

Yours is one of the very few comments that I've read that tried sucking cock and didn't like it.

I know. That taste… him thrusting his cock in my throat..

 

[brad260]

it's a very good thing.. I don't go around telling everyone but when i have a hard cock in my mouth it's so good.. if it's good for both, just enjoy and i do!