COCK SUCKING. embarrassed or proud

I don't know. When I see the leering swagger of our big dick building manager, because he knows what I'm thinking about, whenever I run into him, kind of shakes up my world, a bit.
No, a lot.
 
I don't know. When I see the leering swagger of our big dick building manager, because he knows what I'm thinking about, whenever I run into him, kind of shakes up my world, a bit.
No, a lot.
That would do the same thing to me as well.

I would be worthless the rest of the day just thinking about what could be...
 
This is a hugely valid point...it would depend on who knew whether it would turn into an embarrassment or liability.

I'm proud of the fact that I can turn a guy on, get him throbbing, and get him off with my mouth, but I don't want everyone to know how much I enjoy being on my knees giving pleasure-that's business between me and the man that I'm sucking
Discretion is a valuable quality in a good cocksucker.
Many of the men who enjoy having their cocks sucked are caught up in sexless or unsatisfying marriages, so they don't really want it known that they regularly get their cocks sucked in an extramarital way!
 
Sucking that cock and begging him for an ass fucking, then having him grab your hips and use your slutty body hard is just the best.

I'm so horny thinking about it.
 
Sucking that cock and begging him for an ass fucking, then having him grab your hips and use your slutty body hard is just the best.

I'm so horny thinking about it.
I like that too!

It might be because that is exactly how I first was taking from behind. Me giving a really good blowjob and really getting into it when he just grabbed my hips and turned me around because he was so taken over by lust. There was no asking if I was okay in taking it there. he just urged me into position, and I took him.

But it was not as bad as it sounds. I had confessed to him that I had been hit on several times by a gay friend and secretly wanted to, but just could not bring myself to say yes. I had confessed that if the man had just taken me, I would not have been upset at him.

It was not a means to tell him to just take me, but by doing so it certainly conveyed there would be no consequences if he did.
 
If you have sucked a cock, is that fact an embarrassment in your life or a source of pride? Has that emotion changed over time?
I can't really say it's either. It's just a fact. Another fact is I enjoy pleasuring others. I had my first experience with a man in my 50's waiting largely because of my upbringing. Over the years, my GAF dial has worked its way to zero. I'm accepting of others. If someone isn't accepting of me and my personal life, okay. I stopped picking up things that I can't change many years ago and choose to focus on those things within my reach. I've never been asked by anyone that doesn't know about my private life whether I've ever had sexual contact (sucked a cock) with another man. If it ever happens, I'll answer honestly. If they have a problem with it, okay. Let's keep it that way, your problem.

As someone who worked in a high stress field (mental, emotional, physical) for many years, I understand all too well the toll it takes; including suicidal depression and PTSD. The above mentioned attitude of not picking up impossible burdens has had 10 times the positive effect on my well being that I ever got from counseling and medication
 
Im proud to be a cocksucking sissy. I enjoy getting on my knees and devouring big thick cocks. Nothing pleases me more and im not ashamed to say I know my place is to be a mans dirty slut on my knees or between his legs doing everything he wants.
Sissies definitely make the very best cocksuckers, because they simply adore cock.
 
For me it seems that if there are multiple people there watching I feel embarrassed. Turned on and aroused but embarrassed.

The time I felt the most embarrassed was with three guys, I had finished the first two and was working on the third guy when two women walked in, they had been hiding and saw everything. Now they wanted to watch up close. Of course they were giggling and talking too me.

Now I look back on it and it really turns me on, a lot.
I love having an audience when I'm in submissive, cocksucker mode. Also, it usually means I'm getting more than just one cock to suck.
 
If you have sucked a cock, is that fact an embarrassment in your life or a source of pride? Has that emotion changed over time?
Early on I was a bit ashamed, as I live a straight lifestyle. Only one of my really good friends knows because I have sucked his dick many times. No one else knows ( except for all of the guys whose cocks I’ve sucked- probably about 35 over about the same number of years) over time I just excepted it as a facet of who I am. I’m ok with it, embrace it actually. I know that I love to suck men’s dicks and swallow their cum but that’s it. No relationships, no romance, just a quick blowjob and I’m gone. Can’t explain it and I guess I don’t need to. We all have some secrets that there’s no point in telling. My wife of 20 years knows of my cock lust , she doesn’t care to hear about it, so it’s between me, myself and I ( and whose ever cock is in my mouth😂) over the years I’ve had several regulars- each providing something for the other: horny guy needs a blowjob NSA- I get to suck cock and swallow cum- perfect arrangement. It’s great having situations like this, it cuts out the pain in the ass hookup bullshit, dealing with kooks, flakes etc I know this is long winded- apologies- it seems there are many men who want to get NSA blowjobs and many men like me that enjoy providing that service. Bottom line , I really enjoy sucking a nice cock and swallowing the hot cum that comes out if I do a good job. It would be awesome if there was some dl way for both feeders and cocksuckers to get into the mutual situations. Hopefully this is helpful ☮️
 
Discretion is a valuable quality in a good cocksucker.
Many of the men who enjoy having their cocks sucked are caught up in sexless or unsatisfying marriages, so they don't really want it known that they regularly get their cocks sucked in an extramarital way!
Most of the men I’ve given blowjobs to, this was their scenario- wife/ girlfriend won’t suck or won’t swallow whatever. I’m happy helping them out , needs are mutually beneficial
 
I don't know. When I see the leering swagger of our big dick building manager, because he knows what I'm thinking about, whenever I run into him, kind of shakes up my world, a bit.
No, a lot.
Have you already sucked his dick?
 
Most of the men I’ve given blowjobs to, this was their scenario- wife/ girlfriend won’t suck or won’t swallow whatever. I’m happy helping them out , needs are mutually beneficial
It is a mutually beneficial service; he wants to bust a nut now and then; you want a Hot Lunch when you can get it.

It even benefits his wife, as he is having someone else perform a task she approaches like an unpleasant chore.

You drain his wallet, baby, I'll drain his cock.
 
Yeah. It happened. Now he knows, when I knock on his door, it's not building related.
I can't imagine how it must feel to run into him incidentally during the day - especially if there are other people around.

Ok... i CAN imagine it - you walk past as he's talking to another tenant. He looks up at you and gives you a causal "Hi" as he would any other resident -- but this cuts right to your core, you feel the rush of adrenaline, and your mouth waters, just remembering what you know.... you know what he tastes like.

....and you want it again.
 
I can't imagine how it must feel to run into him incidentally during the day - especially if there are other people around.

Ok... i CAN imagine it - you walk past as he's talking to another tenant. He looks up at you and gives you a causal "Hi" as he would any other resident -- but this cuts right to your core, you feel the rush of adrenaline, and your mouth waters, just remembering what you know.... you know what he tastes like.

....and you want it again.
It's the swagger, so galling, but so hot.
 
Proud and I just wish the many men who want me on my knees, pulling down their underwear and choking on their cocks would give me the slightest of hints so that I can properly seduce them! Seeing daddy's cock pop out that initial time is....sofuckinghot!
 
If you have sucked a cock, is that fact an embarrassment in your life or a source of pride? Has that emotion changed over time?
Not proud but elated that I discovered the pleasure of giving and getting. I love pussy too and my opportunities have widened over the years but one thing that is one of my biggest turn ons is sucking a cock
If you have sucked a cock, is that fact an embarrassment in your life or a source of pride? Has that emotion changed over time?
and when he is holding my head in his hands and he starts cumming and pumps his cock in and out of my mouth until he has dumped his load nothing is a bigger turn on than when a woman is watching me take it all!
 
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