COCK SUCKING. embarrassed or proud

I have had the opportunity to taste breast milk from several women, a couple of lovers and the mother of my children. It's kind of thin and watery and very sweet.

It is actually possible for a male to produce breast milk if the breasts are stimulated enough and the right hormones are present.

https://www.babycenter.com/baby/breastfeeding/can-men-breastfeed_8824
I love it, only sucked titties before but not from lactating mothers or women. Or trans girls — yet.

That's how I'm hoping to be once I'm on HRT, a little lactating sissy inviting everyone to drink my breast milk.
 
If you have sucked a cock, is that fact an embarrassment in your life or a source of pride? Has that emotion changed over time?
Pride that I was able to shuck off my lifelong straight conditioning and accept that I'm fully bi and absolutely love cock. I mean I love my own and have a lot of fun with it, sucking and wanking somebody else's is even better.

Fuck haters, nobody should be embarrassed about what you like (although a bit of discretion's still advisable if you work around homophobes).
 
If you have sucked a cock, is that fact an embarrassment in your life or a source of pride? Has that emotion changed over time?
For me it is both.

I was raised where it was considered wrong to do, so for many, many years I put it off even though I had chances too. Secretly the guy that kept asking me I wished would just take me, no questions asked so that I did not have to say no, and that once done to me, I could claim plausible deniability. I would have NEVER said anything about him “forcing me” too had he done that

Now that I have done it, I feel guilty while doing it. It does not help that I can be pretty naughty in doing it, and certain aspects of it like being on my knees and sucking the mans balls in my mouth can illicit huge amounts of guilt at what I am doing, but I also kind of like that I do more than just a quick blow-and-go. In that I really like that I can give a really good blowjob… proud of it… would be another term. And that is the ironic thing. I am almost addicted to that feeling of guilt. That “I should not be doing this”, as I do it anyway.

But I have a friend, or his friends, that are friends with benefits so after I am done, I get the affirmation I crave, that they really liked what I did even if it was a bit over-the-top. If it was just a quick blow-and-go, I am not sure I would feel the same as I would feel more used, and thus feeling very guilty than proud.
 
You guys give me hope. I so want to suck my first cock but have been too timid to follow through. I think I’m ready..
You need to do it. You'll be nervous but excited as your mouth inches towards his cock. Finally your lips touch the head of his cock. You hesitate momentarily before opening your mouth. It's sliding through your lips now and his glans feels strangely wonderful against your tongue, unlike anything you've ever felt against your tongue before. It's a completely new sensation as you realize nothing you've ever had in your mouth before this tastes or smells anything like a man's cock. There's a moment of awareness as you realize and think, "I've actually got another man's hard cock in my mouth. I'm a cocksucker now." But you don't really care because you're finally doing what you've longed for for so long. You start concentrating on doing what you hope feels good as you try to sense what he likes. You're actually sucking a cock now and you'll soon be feeling his warm cum fill your mouth, for you to enjoy and swallow.

To some extent some of this experience is relived every time I suck a new cock, and I've sucked a lot of cocks. It's just one of the wonderful things about being a cocksucker. I'd love to get a PM from you when you finally do it, reliving your experience for me.
 
It's a completely new sensation as you realize nothing you've ever had in your mouth before this tastes or smells anything like a man's cock. There's a moment of awareness as you realize and think, "I've actually got another man's hard cock in my mouth. I'm a cocksucker now."
That is definitely true. When I suck my girl's cock, there is no denying that it's a male cock. The rest of her is woman but that is all man.
 
You need to do it. You'll be nervous but excited as your mouth inches towards his cock. Finally your lips touch the head of his cock. You hesitate momentarily before opening your mouth. It's sliding through your lips now and his glans feels strangely wonderful against your tongue, unlike anything you've ever felt against your tongue before. It's a completely new sensation as you realize nothing you've ever had in your mouth before this tastes or smells anything like a man's cock. There's a moment of awareness as you realize and think, "I've actually got another man's hard cock in my mouth. I'm a cocksucker now." But you don't really care because you're finally doing what you've longed for for so long. You start concentrating on doing what you hope feels good as you try to sense what he likes. You're actually sucking a cock now and you'll soon be feeling his warm cum fill your mouth, for you to enjoy and swallow.

To some extent some of this experience is relived every time I suck a new cock, and I've sucked a lot of cocks. It's just one of the wonderful things about being a cocksucker. I'd love to get a PM from you when you finally do it, reliving your experience for me.
GCS - a great description. This is exactly how I felt sucking my first cock. I am not exclusively a cocksucker, as I still love eating pussy.
 
I've only done it a couple times and it was long ago. I remember being very embarrassed
 
Having been raised Catholic I am well used to guilt and embarrassment, however in the heat of the moment lust takes over and the sensations of smell taste desire and general horniness means that in the moment there's nothing but desire and yes if I do it well some pride that I have pleasured him so well
 
Why on earth should anyone feel embarrassed about such a wonderful way of giving and receiving pleasure....? I don't understand the question!
Because some of us were raised with strong religious undertones. Or there were men in our life that drove home by way of ridicule, outright anger, homophobia, or other means that real men would never be with other men. Forty years of that builds a sense of guilt and embarrassment that is just not overcome because "you did it and that's that". The word is called "engrained" and for some of us an engrained anti-gay culture is not so easily to overcome.

I did not say any of that is right, but that is why there is guilt and embarrassment. For people who have not had that, and don't feel that, that is a very good thing, but some of us... many of us... have.
 
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