Bunny's Stuffie Corner

[BiBunny]

Too bad you can't demand that they pay you for your time.

I KNOW, RIGHT?!?!

 

[NuclearFairy]

I KNOW, RIGHT?!?!

You could probably try... Doubt you'd get anywhere though.

 

[BiBunny]

I wish I could just isolate myself and work to get out of this financial hole. But, honestly, work just feels like more people taking and taking from my energy and giving nothing in return. It's exhausting, and I don't want to give what little I have left to these ungrateful twats that call. Maybe if they tipped occasionally, it'd be better, but with the amount of money I need right now, that'd be hours and hours and hours on the phone. And I just don't think I have it in me right now.

 

[BiBunny]

I'm done, y'all.

I've hit a wall. I can't do pso or writing work anymore.

If anyone has any suggestions for remote, entry-level work that won't just absolutely destroy my soul, my PM box is open. I'll be scouring Indeed, Rat Race Rebellion, and wherever else I can find. But I just can't do this anymore.

 

[NuclearFairy]

I'm done, y'all.

I've hit a wall. I can't do pso or writing work anymore.

If anyone has any suggestions for remote, entry-level work that won't just absolutely destroy my soul, my PM box is open. I'll be scouring Indeed, Rat Race Rebellion, and wherever else I can find. But I just can't do this anymore.

 

[BiBunny]

My mom paid some of my bills that have piled up. Not all of them, but enough that I'm not in imminent danger of getting evicted or disconnected.

I told her my dad could stay here during the week while he goes to work. (He works about 30 minutes from my place; they live about an hour and a half from where he works, so it'd cut out a lot of driving for him.) I'm not happy about it, but if I'm not pso-ing anymore, it won't interfere with that. I just have to get a new job in the next couple of weeks, somehow. And it'll keep my mother calmed tf down because she doesn't want him there.

I don't know what's gonna happen next, but I'm done with pso and writing. The only thing I'm going to do now is finish what people have already paid me to do (and only that because I don't have the funds to refund them). Then, I'm done with this shit completely.

Y'all please keep your fingers crossed that I can land something that's both tolerable and will pay my bills.

 

[BiBunny]

Also, trying to get up the nerve to take the clonidine tonight. It's used to treat several things I have, besides just high bp (fast heart rate, adhd, chronic pain, etc.). So if it works, it'll probably be useful for multiple things. I'm just afraid it's gonna fuck me up like the hydralazine did, and I really don't wanna go through that again.

 

[BiBunny]

Also, trying to get up the nerve to take the clonidine tonight. It's used to treat several things I have, besides just high bp (fast heart rate, adhd, chronic pain, etc.). So if it works, it'll probably be useful for multiple things. I'm just afraid it's gonna fuck me up like the hydralazine did, and I really don't wanna go through that again.

I took it. But if I feel the slightest bit out of sorts, that shit is going in the trash, too!

 

[cascadiabound]

I took it. But if I feel the slightest bit out of sorts, that shit is going in the trash, too!

Give it at least a week. I really hope it helps you and is easy for you to tolerate.

Fingers and toes crossed and prayers sent to you !

 

[NuclearFairy]

I took it. But if I feel the slightest bit out of sorts, that shit is going in the trash, too!

My blood pressure meds made me feel like absolute shit for a couple of days. And then they left me out of sorts for about a month until my body got used to not having jacked up bp.

 

[BiBunny]

Ok, so I'm at least not nauseated today after the nightly and morning doses of clonidine. My mouth was incredibly dry this morning--more so than usual--but I can deal with that.

I'm also extremely tired, but that could be because I didn't sleep great last night and because I didn't take caffeine pills this morning. We'll see if that clears up later down the line.

 

[BiBunny]

I've been cleaning and cooking today, so because I've been on my feet a lot, my back is, of course, hurting like hell. So I took my bp to see if it'd be ok to take an Aleve. 126/83. I guess this stuff might actually be working, unlike the last med.

 

[cascadiabound]

I've been cleaning and cooking today, so because I've been on my feet a lot, my back is, of course, hurting like hell. So I took my bp to see if it'd be ok to take an Aleve. 126/83. I guess this stuff might actually be working, unlike the last med.

Yay for the medication working (I like that BP reading a LOT). Not so yay on your body hurting, but yay for having the energy to do all that cooking and cleaning.

Take the aleve, drink plenty of water and get good rest tonight