Bunny's Stuffie Corner

[BiBunny]

Guys, I'm not trying to be dramatic, but I don't think I've ever felt this bad, and I've felt like shit my whole life, lol.

Supposedly, it takes about 48 hours for this awful shit to clear your system completely. (It's hydralazine, if I haven't already said that.) Never the fuck again.

 

[BiBunny]

It's been over 24 hours since I took the last pill, and I'm finally starting to feel better. The nausea is almost completely gone. My ass is still dragging a bit, but I think I'll be able to clean my house today.

I'm just glad I figured out what the problem was!

 

[Klaus_Smith]

It's been over 24 hours since I took the last pill, and I'm finally starting to feel better. The nausea is almost completely gone. My ass is still dragging a bit, but I think I'll be able to clean my house today.

I'm just glad I figured out what the problem was!

Good to hear you figured it out.

 

[BiBunny]

Good to hear you figured it out.

Thank you!

I was even able to eat my whole lunch today.

 

[BiBunny]

So I didn't get as much done as I hoped today. Got some blogs done, but the house is still a mess. I guess I expected a bit too much, as I still don't feel 100% yet.

Maybe tomorrow will be better. What's left of the devil's medication ought to have cleared my system by then.

 

[BiBunny]

People are stressing me tf out today.

 

[BiBunny]

Sorry, people, I've spent the last few weeks trying not to die. Your fucking blogs you're paying $10-$15 for are not my top priority right now.

 

[BiBunny]

So I just got home from the doctor. I have a new med--clonidine--to replace that awful hydralazine. Hopefully, this one won't cause such terrible side effects and will actually help my bp.

 

[BiBunny]

So I haven't been brave enough to take the clonidine yet. I'm afraid it's gonna make me feel awful like the hydralazine did, and then I'll be even more behind.

I still haven't recovered from that shit yet. I still feel nauseated and exhausted. It's better than it was, but I'm still not good yet. I don't know how to fix it.

 

[BiBunny]

It's also frustrating that my life is collapsing in on itself, and my Daddy won't answer my texts. Like, what good are you here?

 

[BiBunny]

Good news! I'm finally feeling like a person again! The nausea is basically gone, and I am less tired today (I think). Gonna do all I can get done, in case it comes back.

 

[BiBunny]

Sigh.

I feel better, somewhat, but I've gotten nothing done. I had to deal with an energy vampire on the phone today for nearly four hours because I serve the world as an unpaid therapist while they're out there living their main character lives.

I have told people time and again that I have limited energy and that I need to save it for paying customers. They say, "Oh, I understand," and proceed to do shit like call me and talk for four hours because they think it somehow doesn't apply to them or something.

I'm gonna get evicted. The rental company is going to get tired of being patient with me. All my utilities are going to get turned off. I'll have to move back on with my fucking parents, and then I'll be an unpaid therapist on call 24/7.

But it doesn't matter. It's just me, after all. Doesn't matter what happens to my ass, as long as everyone else is properly catered to.

 

[BiBunny]

On a completely unrelated note, is @NuclearFairy ok? Haven't seen any posts from them in a while. Hope they're just on vacation!

 

[NuclearFairy]

On a completely unrelated note, is @NuclearFairy ok? Haven't seen any posts from them in a while. Hope they're just on vacation!

I've been a bit busy with halloween stuff for the kids and trying to build a second chicken coop. Although last night I got woken up by a bout of vertigo so bad that I couldn't hear anything and was vomiting off and on for an hour and a half. So, now I have a doctors appointment and my SO is insisting I stay in bed.

 

[BiBunny]

I've been a bit busy with halloween stuff for the kids and trying to build a second chicken coop. Although last night I got woken up by a bout of vertigo so bad that I couldn't hear anything and was vomiting off and on for an hour and a half. So, now I have a doctors appointment and my SO is insisting I stay in bed.

Oh, man, I'm sorry. I hope you get better soon and the doctor's appointment is helpful.

 

[NuclearFairy]

Oh, man, I'm sorry. I hope you get better soon and the doctor's appointment is helpful.

It's fluid behind the ears. Doctor recommended citerizine, nasal spray, and Dramamine before bed. Unfortunately, I'm flat broke and the only thing the insurance will cover is the nasal spray. Oh well, I think we might have some of the other stuff around here somewhere.

 

[BiBunny]

It's fluid behind the ears. Doctor recommended citerizine, nasal spray, and Dramamine before bed. Unfortunately, I'm flat broke and the only thing the insurance will cover is the nasal spray. Oh well, I think we might have some of the other stuff around here somewhere.

Bless your heart, that doesn't sound fun at all. I'd send you something to help if I had more than 61 cents in my bank account. I hope you can find what you need and feel better soon!

 

[NuclearFairy]

Oh, my SO wanted to know if you've tried shielding?

 

[BiBunny]

Oh, my SO wanted to know if you've tried shielding?

I'm not even exactly sure what it is, tbh. So no, I haven't, lol.

 

[NuclearFairy]

I'm not even exactly sure what it is, tbh. So no, I haven't, lol.

Well, it could be a mental exercise, where you imagine that you're a rock and let other peoples words flow around you.

It could be where you turn your own energy into a barrier, thereby keeping other people from stealing it or infecting you with theirs. Which some people also view as a sort of mental exercise.

There's also grounding, which I was taught to do in massage class, but you could apply it to phone calls as well. You basically, take a moment to meditate, imagine yourself as a tree, let the energy that you're picking up from outside pass through you without touching you, and into the earth. But I'd imagine that it's easier to hold such a half medative state while giving someone a massage than talking on the phone.

It's just, if you can't make yourself set a time limit and then hang up, one of those might help with your state of mind at least.

 

[cascadiabound]

So I just got home from the doctor. I have a new med--clonidine--to replace that awful hydralazine. Hopefully, this one won't cause such terrible side effects and will actually help my bp.

I've taken clonidine (but not for bp) for a long time without any side effects /issues. I hope it is helping you.

 

[BiBunny]

I've taken clonidine (but not for bp) for a long time without any side effects /issues. I hope it is helping you.

I still haven't been brave enough to start it yet, to be entirely honest with you. But you saying that makes me feel better.

 

[cascadiabound]

I still haven't been brave enough to start it yet, to be entirely honest with you. But you saying that makes me feel better.

Please try it. You won't know if it will help you without trying it... I say that recognizing how traumatized you were by the hydralazine.

Visualize the clonidine helping you and your body feeling good, your blood pressure going down, your anxiety being calmed and not one side effect. Try doing that for a few minutes a couple of times a day and after 4-5 days start taking it.

Sending hugs and care.