Bunny's Stuffie Corner

Put up a new GILF character on my main platform site, and she's attracting attention left and right and also getting a good many calls. This is without even a face pic, just a generic pic of some stocking-clad legs that belong to another one of my characters because I'm too broke to buy content, lol.

Blog customers are trickling back. The company I'm working for is dead, so I can't rely on it, but hopefully, things are picking back up again.
 
I showed Daddy the collar today. And I told him I planned on buying it for myself at some point in the future, so it wasn't like some covert hint where I was trying to get him to buy it for me, either. I was just stating a fact

He didn't say anything. And this was in the middle of a conversation. He just stopped talking.

I guess he thought it was stupid, but didn't want to be the asshole who said so.

The more this goes along, the more I wonder if the man even likes me, like as a person. When I talk about feeling little, he doesn't answer. When we do talk, he seems to get aggravated with me a lot. If he's not either whining about how much his life sucks or (very rarely) talking sexual things, he's usually not talking to me at all.

It makes me feel like he thinks I'm an annoyance he has to put up with in order to receive sex and validation. Like, he thinks I'm silly and frivolous and lazy and soft (among other things).

So yeah. I don't think my Daddy likes me very much.
 
I showed Daddy the collar today. And I told him I planned on buying it for myself at some point in the future, so it wasn't like some covert hint where I was trying to get him to buy it for me, either. I was just stating a fact

He didn't say anything. And this was in the middle of a conversation. He just stopped talking.

I guess he thought it was stupid, but didn't want to be the asshole who said so.

The more this goes along, the more I wonder if the man even likes me, like as a person. When I talk about feeling little, he doesn't answer. When we do talk, he seems to get aggravated with me a lot. If he's not either whining about how much his life sucks or (very rarely) talking sexual things, he's usually not talking to me at all.

It makes me feel like he thinks I'm an annoyance he has to put up with in order to receive sex and validation. Like, he thinks I'm silly and frivolous and lazy and soft (among other things).

So yeah. I don't think my Daddy likes me very much.
You deserve so much more than this Bunny.

Let us know how we can support you.
 
Thank you.

I guess just don't yell at me when I allow it to go on like this for many more years because I don't want to lose him. :rolleyes:

(And I know it's dumb, but I know me.)
Hugs.
You always get to decide. But I just want to say I have rarely read a post from you about your daddy when you were actually happy about how things were going. I just know that you (anyone actually, but especially you) deserve more from the person who is supposed to love and cherish you the most.
 
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Thank you.

I guess just don't yell at me when I allow it to go on like this for many more years because I don't want to lose him. :rolleyes:

(And I know it's dumb, but I know me.)
God knows I won't yell at you Bunny!
It seems like you and I share a trait that people have called/accused me of, all my life, which is, being "loyal to a fault."

I'm happy to say, having just turned 59 in January, I FINALLY am in a relationship with the most Lovely Wife/Domme and I can honestly say with confidence, that my loyalty is not "misplaced!"
I truly hope you find yourself in a relationship, where you can say the same thing I do...
Tons of love to ya Bunny!
 
God knows I won't yell at you Bunny!
It seems like you and I share a trait that people have called/accused me of, all my life, which is, being "loyal to a fault."

I'm happy to say, having just turned 59 in January, I FINALLY am in a relationship with the most Lovely Wife/Domme and I can honestly say with confidence, that my loyalty is not "misplaced!"
I truly hope you find yourself in a relationship, where you can say the same thing I do...
Tons of love to ya Bunny!
You think you are loyal now, just wait till you grow up!:unsure:
 
I showed Daddy the collar today. And I told him I planned on buying it for myself at some point in the future, so it wasn't like some covert hint where I was trying to get him to buy it for me, either. I was just stating a fact

He didn't say anything. And this was in the middle of a conversation. He just stopped talking.

I guess he thought it was stupid, but didn't want to be the asshole who said so.

The more this goes along, the more I wonder if the man even likes me, like as a person. When I talk about feeling little, he doesn't answer. When we do talk, he seems to get aggravated with me a lot. If he's not either whining about how much his life sucks or (very rarely) talking sexual things, he's usually not talking to me at all.

It makes me feel like he thinks I'm an annoyance he has to put up with in order to receive sex and validation. Like, he thinks I'm silly and frivolous and lazy and soft (among other things).

So yeah. I don't think my Daddy likes me very much.
I’m so sorry Bunny! That is just an unacceptable level of asshattery.

Thank you.

I guess just don't yell at me when I allow it to go on like this for many more years because I don't want to lose him. :rolleyes:

(And I know it's dumb, but I know me.)
I’m too far away to shove him off a cliff anyway and you are old enough to get to decide how to deal with it.

You deserve so much more than this Bunny.

Let us know how we can support you.
This is a better answer, but I seem to just kind of like the mental image of idiot flying off cliff, for now.
 
Thank you.

I guess just don't yell at me when I allow it to go on like this for many more years because I don't want to lose him. :rolleyes:

(And I know it's dumb, but I know me.)
What a cool, supportive place you’ve made for yourself. Everyone here wants you to have everything you want, need and deserve and they’re cheering you on. That’s so awesome.

I’m going to say it’s not dumb of you.

Every day all of us put decide to live our lives not entirely satisfied. We make the choice every day to be grateful for what we have and to keep moving forward.

You put your truth on the table for your Daddy to see and you accept how he reacts to it because you can’t control him.

That’s so awesome.

If you choose to be with your Daddy anyway … then you’re making a very informed choice …

As long as you’re being truthful and honest with yourself that this is enough of what you want to hang around.

And now that I’ve way over-stepped …

Hey, it’s nice to meet you.
 
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I saw this and it kinda made me reflect on stuff you've said, Bunny.
Idk if it speaks to you or not.

Hugs
It speaks volumes to me, as it's sad, but true (in my own past)...

I'm blessed beyond my wildest dreams now though, hence, I refuse to let a day go by without letting my Lovely Wife/Domme KNOW how much She means to me... She treats me with the same level of respect as well.

I truly wish BiBunny (and everyone) could have that kind of blessing in her/their life...
 
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I saw this and it kinda made me reflect on stuff you've said, Bunny.
Idk if it speaks to you or not.

Hugs

Oh, I know he doesn't care about me. Or only does so when it's convenient for him.

It speaks volumes to me, as it's sad, but true (in my own past)...

I'm blessed beyond my wildest dreams now though, hence, I refuse to let a day go by without letting my Lovely Wife/Domme KNOW how much She means to me... She treats me with the same level of respect as well.

I truly wish BiBunny (and everyone) could have that kind of blessing in her/their life...

I'm very happy for you that you have that! :)
 
Sigh.

Work is dead everywhere. I worked a few hours earlier with no calls, then logged out to go buy groceries. I came home, put the groceries up, ate something, and took a shower. I need to go back to work, but I'm fighting sleep, despite not having been awake but about seven hours at this point. And I slept plenty last night.

This excessive sleepiness problem is really making my life difficult. As it is, I only have about 8-10 usable hours in the day when I can get stuff done. The rest of the time, I'm sleeping (or lying in bed trying to sleep and failing). And the next person who suggests I'm lazy is getting stabbed. I don't sleep all the time because I enjoy it. I do it because I require it to function, and it's damned inconvenient, too.
My wife suffers that sleepiness problem, and she was never lazy. Hers comes from depression, and most likely the meds she takes to combat that. She also has developed a late in life allergy problem and a half a Benadryl tablet helps the allergies, but again makes her sleepy. She's the least depressed when she's in her card-making workshop, and is quite talented.
What type of adult podcast are you considering? I listen to a few, but would never attempt that myself. If I would attempt doing that, it would most likely be my avocation of technical analysis for stocks; pretty boring I'm sure. I already post a ton of charts and related ideas on my X account, but get very little feedback, but it keeps me busy in retirement. Hope things start looking better for you.
 
So I have a work dilemma.

I am working independently and also for a company that is not busy at all. (Been there for over a month and just now only hit the payout minimum.)

There is another company that almost certainly has to be at least somewhat busier who wants me to fill out an application and interview with them.

This other place has a 25 hour minimum for part-time, which is fine. You do, however, have to keep a schedule and deal with a fucking chatroom (neither of which you have to do at my current place, and neither of which I am particularly fond of--the last place that I left had a chat that made me cry regularly because it was so busy and full of time-wasters).

I need some more money. The company I'm with now requires 30 hours a week. The company that wants me to interview with them requires 25. Realistically, there's no way I can do both because I wouldn't be allowed to do them at the same time, and the sleep problems make it impossible for me to manage to stay up long enough to work them separately. Whichever one I choose, I'll still be able to do my independent stuff.

I don't really wanna leave the place I'm with, but I'm also not an idiot. I'm not making enough money. I don't want to give up the freedom to make my own schedule and also not have to do a chat, but I know there would be more money at that company.

I don't have to make a decision immediately or anything. Just trying to figure out what to do. If anyone has any insight, I would love to hear it. 💜💙💚🩷
 
So I have a work dilemma.

I am working independently and also for a company that is not busy at all. (Been there for over a month and just now only hit the payout minimum.)

There is another company that almost certainly has to be at least somewhat busier who wants me to fill out an application and interview with them.

This other place has a 25 hour minimum for part-time, which is fine. You do, however, have to keep a schedule and deal with a fucking chatroom (neither of which you have to do at my current place, and neither of which I am particularly fond of--the last place that I left had a chat that made me cry regularly because it was so busy and full of time-wasters).

I need some more money. The company I'm with now requires 30 hours a week. The company that wants me to interview with them requires 25. Realistically, there's no way I can do both because I wouldn't be allowed to do them at the same time, and the sleep problems make it impossible for me to manage to stay up long enough to work them separately. Whichever one I choose, I'll still be able to do my independent stuff.

I don't really wanna leave the place I'm with, but I'm also not an idiot. I'm not making enough money. I don't want to give up the freedom to make my own schedule and also not have to do a chat, but I know there would be more money at that company.

I don't have to make a decision immediately or anything. Just trying to figure out what to do. If anyone has any insight, I would love to hear it. 💜💙💚🩷
That's a LOT to digest and I don't want to say anything as a "knee-jerk" reaction, but I have a tiny suggestion that only YOU can decide is feasible or possibly beneficial to you...

Is there any chance that you could make some form of "spreadsheet" for the pros and cons of both, in numerical order of importance from YOUR POV and standards, then "grade them" each, on a "points system" of sorts, customized for YOUR needs only?
 
That's a LOT to digest and I don't want to say anything as a "knee-jerk" reaction, but I have a tiny suggestion that only YOU can decide is feasible or possibly beneficial to you...

Is there any chance that you could make some form of "spreadsheet" for the pros and cons of both, in numerical order of importance from YOUR POV and standards, then "grade them" each, on a "points system" of sorts, customized for YOUR needs only?

I'll give it a try!
 
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