Bottom Bi

[Batcum2002]

I've recently gotten caught up in being the bottom boi in some extreme gay sex with no protection. I lay back in a chair while some really butch men use my face and mouth like a sperm disposal unit. I tried being safe, but I just really love the taste of sperm. I've eaten my own for years and when the chance came here in Phoenix to get into this group with some guys from the "Bunkhouse", i just gave in. i know it's dangerous, but I cant stop.

Am I taking a big chance?

 

[RJMasters]

i just gave in. i know it's dangerous, but I cant stop.

Am I taking a big chance?

You already know the answer to this.

If you are serious about having a lack of self control, you should seek expert help in the hopes of being able to say no to unsafe sex.

You only get one life....just one. How bad it would suck to live with painful soures in your mouth and throat for the rest of your life or get a STD that will end your life sooner.

If people are willing to engage with unsafe sex with you, then its a good bet they are doing it with others too. It is not a matter of "if" its just a matter of when.

 

[Evil_Geoff]

What RJ said. In SPADES.

 

[WriterDom]

If this is real your wife is taking the same chances by being married to your dumb ass.

 

[Chicklet]

whee, dangerous sex addiction.

if you're absolutely dead set on not using protection, then at least find a couple of exclusive partners, all get tested, and then continue with your extra curricular activities. But for it to be safe at all, the two or three of you would HAVE to be exclusive. That's the only way that that thing will work safely.

There are some decent therapists out there that can help you quit your addiction, if you want to go that route, but god's honest truth is that you won't go to them unless you acknowledge that you're putting your safety, any spouse's safety, and health at major risk.

Think of all the anonymous mouth's being used like yours. Consider the high occurrence of herpes. Consider all the other disgusting STD's that are INCURABLE and will be with you for the rest of your life. Your 'no condom' days will end FOREVER when you contract one, because then YOU will be the one spreading it around. Consider how disgusting that will be. Ugh. I wouldn't do you.

Go do something about this problem, dude.

 

[Kierae]

If you haven't done this already, I would post it to the GLBT forum. It is my understanding that the risk is small with swallowing sperm (believe cdc stats had it at 1 in 10,000) but that is assuming you have no gum disease/bleeding gums/sores/cuts in mouth. You probably have a higher risk of getting the other STD's out there - also performing oral sex on those guys with actual skin to skin contact would increase the risk for the same reasons (possible open sources for transmission).

I know that bukake type parties are fairly common in the communities right now. Plenty of people are playing with the risky behaviors which would explain the rapid increase in gonorrhea and syphilis in the population. I do have issue that you are taking this risk with having a wife, who from perusing your posts, would not be interesting in sharing this risky behavior and wouldn't be a happy camper with you deciding to do so. What you do with your life is fine but you are making decisions for her which is totally uncool and unacceptable. I would suggest if not talking to her about any of this is possible, that you don't be participating in the cum guzzling. Being ejaculated on is a much safer practice (if you have no open lesions/cuts/avoid eyes/mouth and the hiv virus has a short survival rate with exposure to air).

It does make me wonder why exactly you got married to someone who from your words is very vanilla when you clearly enjoy this type of activity. I hope you find the balls to actually talk to her about this or abstain from the behavior and keep it at fantasy. Good luck!


~kierae