BLAH is a feeling

[Jade]

I feel extremely blah today...

One of the worst feelings in the world to me is when you share so much of yourself with someone and then they shit all over you. Any of you ever feel that way?

One of the other worst feelings is that sense of "unworthiness" that only a select few can bring out in someone with a normally decent level of self esteem...



Now imagine... a person capable of making you feel BOTH of those things... "Blah" comes to mind... for me anyway...

*sigh*

I have tried to shake the "blah"... but it does not seem to want to go away and so once again my wanderlust hath returned... I have spent most of my day contemplating where I would like to move, to save up money and then move from THAT place to some foreign country and die in a blissful culture shock for all eternity.

I have worked out, eaten, written a song, taken a bath, sang, played my online computer game, attempted calling an old friend who wasn't there, tried to call some current friends... all of whom have plans tonight, checked my email... I am running out of ideas... all suggestions much appreciated... I am seriously considering going out for a night on the town all by myself... but then, that would be stupid b/c around here that just isn't safe. So really, as you can see, all I could do, as pathetic as it may seem, was come to lit... thanks for reading.
*little wave*

 

[MinkSoul]

Hi Jade...

sorry to hear life Sucks for you right now.....




what was the song about?

 

[Jade]

Okay ... so one is responding... I am like 10 minutes away from calling my ex...

 

[Mistress]

Smuthers you in snuggles!
Feel better Darlin

 

[Jade]

MINK!!

Thanks... well I wrote two songs actually.

One was about a broken heart (duh, hehe) and it's pretty stupid really... and the other one is an angry woman song, which actually I think turned out pretty well, surprisingly enough.

 

[Jade]

Thank you Mistresses for the lovin... I almost smiled, really. *hugs back*

 

[LittleRedDevil]

I hate the BLAHs! Try dancing to a silly song. It always helps me, but then again, I'm a little on the odd side.


What is purple and tried to take over the world?
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Alexander the grape!

I know, I know. what can I say?

 

[Mistress]

Giggles and snuggles you more!

Well, I don't believe in almost smiling.

 

[Shelby]

Who here can post on this thread all of the words to the new Areosmith song Jaded?

It's a top hit, still #1 around my wooded area. Sung by a guy who's probably bad to the bone in bed. And I mean BAD.

And all about our Jade. Anyone who has a song written about them, well...

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Jaded,
I'm so Jaded...

 

[Pyper]

Jade, while you're in a writing mood...how about starting my final project for my nonfiction class for me? That'll get rid of your blahs! (Actually, I doubt that, but want to anyway?)

 

[Jade]

M- okay I really did smile this time

LRD- going to go do the dance now... will be back when it's over!

 

[Mistress]

Here ya go hon:


Artist: Aerosmith
Album: Just Push Play
Song: Jaded




Hey j-j-jaded, you got your mama's style
But you're yesterday's child to me
So jaded
You think that's where it's at
But is that where it's supposed to be
You're gettin' it all over me and serrated

My my baby blue
Yeah I been thinkin' about you
My my baby blue
Yeah you're so jaded
And I'm the one that jaded you

Hey j-j-jaded
In all it's misery
It will always be what I love and hated
And maybe take a ride to the other side
We're thinkin' of
We'll slip into the velvet glove
And be jaded

My my baby blue
Yeah I'm thinkin about you
My my baby blue
Yeah I'm so jaded
And baby I'm afraid of you

Your thinking's so complicated
I've had it all up to here
But it's so overrated
Love and hated
Wouldn't trade it
Love me jaded

Hey j-j-jaded
There ain't no baby please
When I'm shootin the breeze with her
When everything you see is a blur
And ectasy's what you prefer

My my baby blue
Yeah I'm talkin' about you
My my baby blue
Yeah I've been thinkin' about you
My my baby blue
Yeah you're so jaded
Baby
Jaded
Baby
You're so jaded
'Cause I'm the one that jaded you

 

[MinkSoul]

MeThinks....a BackRub is in order...

but, unfortunatly.......my arms ain't long enough...


Dam

 

[Roll-One]

Hi Jade

Hmmmmm, i've had that feeling for awhile now, so i know what your talking about...I can't seem to shake it damnit. I cancelled two dates for this weekend.

Hope you get rid of the Blah monster real soon.


[Edited by Roll-One on 04-14-2001 at 07:03 PM]

 

[April]

Jade, I miss talking to you.


Just for you:
http://www.zyzyx.homestead.com/files/celtic2a.gif

 

[Svedish_Chef]

You only checked your email.. you didn't write...

Come on over babe...

 

[Jade]

Thanks everyone...

Believe it or not I have to get going... how ironic is this... I teach a youth group... so anyway, off I go.

You are all totally fabulous dahlings. (english accent that I love, hehe.)

 

[Svedish_Chef]

Damn it honey, and I wanted you too

I better get an email now!

 

[Iris]

Blah

Yeah, I've felt that way. IRL I'm very self conscious and if you catch me on the wrong day, and say or do - or don't say or do - something, I can get to thinking the whole world hates me. Even if I realize that I haven't actually done anything to make anyone hate me, I can't get the thought out of my head once it's there.

I usually find it's better after some sleep and "stepping away" from it for a while. Do something to get your mind completely off of it. Talk to a friend who always makes you laugh, watch a funny movie, just distract yourself.

Hope you feel better soon. {{{Jade}}}

 

[Mistress]

Yep, I"m very self conscious too believe it or not! lol....
I"m glad your feeling better sweetie, if ya ever need Snuggles, you know where to find me! Smiles brightly