Bi Married and closeted

[badonkadoku]

What she didn't know was I blew my first of 3 cocks the month before. I haven't since but want more.

Have you shared about any of these 3 on here?

 

[LarryTee50]

Due to my living situation, an actual encounter with another guy(s) for nasty fun is highly unlikely, so I have my bi fun here on Lit.

 

[Travisspank]

Definitely not alone. 48 bi bottom in sexless marriage. Now my only real sex is with guys, and I was really lucky to find a guy who lives near me that I trust and we have pretty regular fun.

 

[luvslingerie200]

Definitely not alone. 48 bi bottom in sexless marriage. Now my only real sex is with guys, and I was really lucky to find a guy who lives near me that I trust and we have pretty regular fun.

you are very lucky. would love to find a fwb

 

[Travisspank]

you are very lucky. would love to find a fwb

I am very appreciative of the situation! And definitely fortunate

 

[JackVettriano]

Following this post with interest

 

[two2go]

I'm slowly coming out ... reached out to some literotica members to talk and found a hookup app to explore. I'm amazed how many 50+ guys want to suck and fuck. I met a guy a block away through the app. We very briefly tasted each others cocks and plan to do more when the time is right. It was so easy to take him in my mouth!

Question: what is your co-pay on PrEP?

What is the hookup app that you spoke of?

 

[cuck72]

older late 60's and 100% bi wannabe here. My wife has no real idea how much I want to be a cock sucker. I eat her pussy and talk about being her cleanup cuckold. But she doesn't know how much I jack off watching gay porn wanting to be a cock sucking bottom.

 

[TallOne]

Answered my own question .... PrEP (Descovy) $50 for 90 day supply.

That's going to depend on your insurance, but you can also actually get it free including the testing and consultation through https://heymistr.com/

They'll still use your insurance but just cover any out of pocket cost.

 

[regina75]

my first wife knew and didnt care, infact she enjoyed me cleaning her out or sharing BJS.
later on she wanted watch me get pegged

 

[Funguy63]

Have you shared about any of these 3 on here?

Not yet. But I can and gladly will.

 

[klippert]

No-one knows I'm a cocksuscker, but sometimes, I wish the world did!

Years ago before we had kids and with all the innuendos. My wife casually asked if I had ever had sex with men...I said yes.. waiting for it... she smiled and said: many of the men she worked with that were gay told her...

"Their is a "moment when they had sex with a guy" 'there was a fork in the road'. "Some went gay the others went straight. So many first sexual experiences are with the same sex". "it was all about getting off and we didn't care who it was with, only difference... If it was with a guy... you kept is secrete..."

My wife chalked it all up to that and experimenting. Only a couple of times, after a few drinks and we were fooling around in bed. Did she ever ask any details and was curious of my thoughts. Since then she's lost interest in sex and has never mentioned it. To this day I really think all these gay male adventures they told my wife really turned her on. Only, she never saw the man she was with to ever be gay or Bi. She described them as really feminine. Though they liked masculine men
Late 2021 I received a text from a gent I met through a mutual friend. He's in the same situation. Deeply loving strong but sexless marriage. We met Dec. '19' had plans to start meeting for some mutual when in '20' the world went insane. Since his text we have had developed a great friend and M/M 'Sex' relationship. We have many of the same interest; Hot Rods, Big 4x4 Diesel Trucks, wrenching and most of all Hunting and fishing. Which is the best excuse to get together...

 

[little cletus]

My wife knows I’m curious. She always says that if anything happens to us I’d go for it. She’s probably right. I have zero issue with the gay sex part of it. Whats stopping me is that I’m married and won’t cheat.

 

[Ciceri]

After my divorce I befriended an older gay man. It's still difficult to explain but once we became sexually intimate, he laid down some rules. I was not to engage in any physical relationship with women. He knew I'd been married and considered myself straight so he just voiced his expectations. There were other rules, too. I agreed to those rules. I think it was just understood. I submitted to him and was expected to be a dutiful wife. He took control over me and I liked that

 

[Grinthax]

Been married for a couple of decades and the wife started me off with experimenting, pretty sure she knows what I think at this point. Gradually moved to pegging, toys, and all that good bottom and oral stuff. Would really like to find a 'closeted' like-minded top to have some fun with on the side occasionally. Got to say, if I can find someone, I think I'm to the point of trying the real thing.

 

[Erodicus]

"Bi, married and closeted" pretty well sums me up too. Only a few male friends who are wanking partners know. I call my self bi-lite. Into checking out other cocks, watching a guy get stiff and jerk off. I really enjoy sharing mutual handjobs - otherwise I'm straight.

 

[Achingluv]

Went both ways for a short time way back when. Enjoyed the fantasy more than the reality, and never went back to it after I met my wife. Now, all these years later, I think about doing it again. My wife knows about my past, but not my present feelings. I love her so much, but she is sexually more conservative than me. I once asked her if she'd peg me, but no dice. Don't want to fuck up my marriage, and was never really a "playa" anyways, so I stick with fantasy and masturbation.

I'm really glad for this site.

 

[One_ping_only]

Went both ways for a short time way back when. Enjoyed the fantasy more than the reality, and never went back to it after I met my wife. Now, all these years later, I think about doing it again. My wife knows about my past, but not my present feelings. I love her so much, but she is sexually more conservative than me. I once asked her if she'd peg me, but no dice. Don't want to fuck up my marriage, and was never really a "playa" anyways, so I stick with fantasy and masturbation.

I'm really glad for this site.

You and I both. Even our wives are alike where they both know of our past but are way too conservative to engage in anything else unmmmmm unfortunately.

 

[Bisexguy70]

Went both ways for a short time way back when. Enjoyed the fantasy more than the reality, and never went back to it after I met my wife. Now, all these years later, I think about doing it again. My wife knows about my past, but not my present feelings. I love her so much, but she is sexually more conservative than me. I once asked her if she'd peg me, but no dice. Don't want to fuck up my marriage, and was never really a "playa" anyways, so I stick with fantasy and masturbation.

I'm really glad for this site.

Glad your here. Im about the same. I however secretly engage in some man play time to time. But trying to just stick to fantasy. Love getting on here and chatting about my busexual urges. Cock is like a drug to me. Once I had a fix, I keep wanting more

 

[NEOhio1972]

Glad your here. Im about the same. I however secretly engage in some man play time to time. But trying to just stick to fantasy. Love getting on here and chatting about my busexual urges. Cock is like a drug to me. Once I had a fix, I keep wanting more

You and I both. Even our wives are alike where they both know of our past but are way too conservative to engage in anything else unmmmmm unfortunately.

I don't have the history, but do like the thread and the curiosity of it all. I'm not sure if its true curiosity or more just being relaxed with taboos and really just being open to what feels good for you, and for someone you meet or interact with......I think?

 

[NEOhio1972]

Agree....and don't get me wrong.....if there is a wet pussy available, I'd like it.......but a hard cock with someone who is enjoying it as much as me? I'm in!!!! Lol

 

[Sienna62]

OK, I'm in heat! If any of you guys need a safe place to play together and would be into a mature woman watching you? Let me know, hands off, I'm only a spectator!

That’s such a thought …, I’d love to watch you watch

 

[DoRight77]

I'm a curious straight guy who would like to find out what it is like to masterbate with another guy. Married and don't want anyone to find out. I've ask a close friend who I trust who has been single most of his life but he just doesn't want to do anything.

I’m Jim Zito on Skype

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[Dad442]

I’m Jim Zito on Skype

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Hi Jim, I don’t know what part of the country you live in , but I started visiting nude beaches and found all kinds of open minded men and women.

 

[NEOhio1972]

Hi Jim, I don’t know what part of the country you live in , but I started visiting nude beaches and found all kinds of open minded men and women.

Nude beached in the northeast? Or elsewhere? Been Maui and miami....new experiences.