Appealing?

[kdb]

I'm sure they'll sit in a drawer for too long. But at least I know they're there when I'm ready for them.





Dont wait too long... life is about making the most of the moments given to us. They arrived on your porch for a reason and it wasnt to be put in a drawer. Like we like to say in MN....DOOOOO IT

 

[txconfidential]

I'm sure they'll sit in a drawer for too long. But at least I know they're there when I'm ready for them.

Dont wait too long... life is about making the most of the moments given to us. They arrived on your porch for a reason and it wasnt to be put in a drawer. Like we like to say in MN....DOOOOO IT

LOL...

So... what? I should slide them on... maybe add those ankle strap shoes... to teeter back and forth from my computer to my coffee pot?

When RL settles a bit and I'm moved, they MAY find their way into some pics.

 

[kdb]

LOL...

So... what? I should slide them on... maybe add those ankle strap shoes... to teeter back and forth from my computer to my coffee pot?

When RL settles a bit and I'm moved, they MAY find their way into some pics.

Sounds like a solid plan...the teetering that is....LOL

 

[deltha]

Always enjoy what you write. As a I consider myself a happy person I am glad you are too

 

[purfecthost]

Whew!



Thanks, purfecthost. What will be will be. I'm not one to force any issue... generally. I do have other areas of my life to focus on as well. I guess my personal life is the one with new developments, so it gets more attention consciously and subconsciously, simply because it's different. So, even though I'm consciously focusing on work, or family or whatever, beneath the surface my mind is picking up on things that are different and mulling them over without any conscious effort on my part. Then every once in a while... it forces random thoughts to the forefront and throws me for a loop. That probably didn't make any sense to you... sorry.



Good to know. And I'm not one of those that subscribes to the notion that there is one and only one person out there. We are different people at different times of our lives. How wonderful it would be to meet young, fall in love and live hapily ever after - like my parents did. (Boy, talk about an impossible standard to live up to... sheesh!)

But it can also be wonderful to connect and discover someone new. Someone who brings a wealth of experiences that differ from, yet compliment your own. Someone to challenge your ideas and beliefs and help you discover more about yourself than you would have otherwise... and vice versa.

Okay, stopping now before I go on and on again. What I won't do to avoid working...

I know exactly what you mean And yes there is definitely more than one person. I wish you good fortune in finding yours

 

[purfecthost]

Okay, when I play with photobooth, there are MANY pics that can never be posted here. So, I remembered one that may work after some creative cropping.

Would you settle for me chewing on my finger, sort of? It's kind of a two-for-one deal, no?

Of course, now y'all know that I said "NO!" to braces.

I bet if I go back and track the density of my posts, the high densities would correlate to my deadlines. I am the queen of avoidance behavior. Of course... it's "percolating" while my dinner cooks and I post.

Can you tell I've had one too many of those energy drinks?

sexy pose

 

[purfecthost]

I think it has less to do with my writing than it does with the anonymity.

Wow - love the impression you have of me. It's always weird to see someone else's perspective - generally I think of myself as occasionally "cute" ... constantly analyzing (guess that's the "thinker") and more sensual than sexual... but that's probably because of the lack of opportunity to express my sexuality.

As for the curves... here is a pic from before Xmas...

A sexy dress and a sexier pose
Your opportunities will improve

 

[purfecthost]

And, to balance it out...

WOW
You must have had lots of attention wearing that out

 

[purfecthost]

I feel compelled to disclose that the dress is lined and is not see-through. I just had the lining pulled up for "artisitic effect".

That's a pity lolol
Nice move

 

[purfecthost]

Ha ha... no luck there...



You mean like this?

That is extremely hot

 

[purfecthost]

LOLs Sam... takes more than that to get me to "assume the position" Bwaaa ha haaa haa ha



lol ArmyGuy... what a sweet offer. I'm sure there are TONS of young, hot, available women who would love to worship a soldier with gratitude. Why would I want to distract you from them?




Thank you SoD!

From the outside it looks like a long, difficult time. From the inside, it was just going through the motions of life - day by day, sometimes moment by moment. And though one facet of life was challenging, I recognized at my core that I was more than a wife.

Granted, I lost that for a period. And that had a terribly negative effect on many other areas of my life. But, deep down, I was fortunate that my core self remained intact. And at my core, I am happy, joyous, loving and playful.

As for finding someone to "make me happy" ... that's never going to happen.

I either will or won't be happy - that's up to me, not whatever man happens to cross my path.

I am responsible for my own happiness. And it thrives or withers based on what I make of my circumstances and the attitude I have when dealing with anything the Fates throw my way.

Even during the "difficult" times, I was happy in most other areas of my life. I tend toward joy. In fact, I kick myself when I forget that one of my key mottos is

"Nothing Without Joy"

While that motto may have prevented me from earining more money or prevented me from having the typical outward trappings of "success" (trophy husband - garish status symbols and property for display: don't get me wrong, those are great, just not at the expense of happiness and well being)... it has allowed me to maintain a joyous and happy outlook on life. To find pleasure in even the smallest of delights. And to go to bed each night with a content heart and sound mind. (in general - can't deny that feeling undesirable didn't cause more than a few nights of lost sleep)

Yes, I'll hit some bumps in the road ahead. Yes, I'll have to deal with fear, insecurities, uncertainties, and being overwhelmed. But they will all pale in comparison to the inner happiness that I have been fortunate to cultivate and nurture through all of this.

So... I am happy. I will nurture the happiness and always hold that out as my primary goal. As for finding someone...

Would love companionship and am exploring how to best find companionship on my terms, for my own good at this weird, transitional stage of my life. I don't have a road map or model, so I'm playing it by ear.

And more long term... what will be will be.

If /when I connect with the right person, it won't be because I want him to "make me happy." It will be because we have a mutual, irresistable and electric attraction. We will both already be happy and will relish the opportunity to share that happiness with another... to take each other to new heights of physical, mental and emotional joy and ecstasy. And to love, support and hold the other when life offers challenges and inevitable heartache.

Until then, my friends, family and adorable Corgi will get the overflow.

xoxo

Friends, family and corgi are lucky people. And when you find that special someone....he will be one very lucky guy
You are one smart and very grounded lady. Well done to you for being and staying that way after what real-life throws at you
Good luck for the future and hope the special one isn't too far away

 

[txconfidential]

Sounds like a solid plan...the teetering that is....LOL

LOL... doesn't sound very productive

Always enjoy what you write. As a I consider myself a happy person I am glad you are too

Thanks Deltha!

Friends, family and corgi are lucky people. And when you find that special someone....he will be one very lucky guy
You are one smart and very grounded lady. Well done to you for being and staying that way after what real-life throws at you
Good luck for the future and hope the special one isn't too far away

Thank you for all of your wonderful comments, purfecthost.

 

[txconfidential]

SURPRISE -

Bet y'all thought I'd never post pics again, huh?

Well, I'm kind of at a loss for new pics. So I'm addressing some requests. More Cowboys (you poor Cowboys fans!), white panties, face (not gonna happen, sorry), etc.

I'll be on and off throughout the day. But these will get us started:

 

[BlackManFux]

SURPRISE -

Bet y'all thought I'd never post pics again, huh?

Well, I'm kind of at a loss for new pics. So I'm addressing some requests. More Cowboys (you poor Cowboys fans!), white panties, face (not gonna happen, sorry), etc.

I'll be on and off throughout the day. But these will get us started:

These are gorgeous pictures, Tx. I hope you're well.

 

[outdoorsman69]

Besides having a georgous body you have a beautiful smile TX

 

[darrad143]

Wow is all I can think of

 

[armyguy614]

You get better every time I see you. You really know how to make a guy homesick, thank you for all the pics you post

 

[justhavingfun95]

SURPRISE -

Bet y'all thought I'd never post pics again, huh?

Well, I'm kind of at a loss for new pics. So I'm addressing some requests. More Cowboys (you poor Cowboys fans!), white panties, face (not gonna happen, sorry), etc.

I'll be on and off throughout the day. But these will get us started:

Hubba, Hubba...
GREAT smile!....
Love the 2 positions you just happen to be in, in the pics..
Also did not realize your hair was so long,
I really like the long hair,
do you like having your hair pulled...?

JHF

 

[photogeek]

ummm wow... if these new photos are how you procrastinate I hope you do it more...

 

[txconfidential]

These are gorgeous pictures, Tx. I hope you're well.

Thank you, BMF! Knew you'd like the Cowboy shirt again

Besides having a georgous body you have a beautiful smile TX

very sweet of you to say, thank you Outdoorsman.

Wow is all I can think of

"Wow" is good - thanks!

 

[BlackManFux]

Thank you, BMF! Knew you'd like the Cowboy shirt again



very sweet of you to say, thank you Outdoorsman.



"Wow" is good - thanks!

Of course, but you take the star to new heights of beauty. I love everything about your form, figure, and intelligence.

 

[cool2RNs]

PHENOMENAL!!! I think you are more than appealing, I'd say desirable I'm sure ts already been said, but I'll say it again, I'd love to see more

 

[kdb]

LOL... doesn't sound very productive



Thanks Deltha!



Thank you for all of your wonderful comments, purfecthost.

It depends on your definition of productive...lol

Re: cowboys pics. Love the hair and beauty mark on your right side. It looks like a chocolate chip that could melt if touched by hot lips.

 

[txconfidential]

You get better every time I see you. You really know how to make a guy homesick, thank you for all the pics you post

Thanks, ArmyGuy! You'll be home soon and you'll have your pick of gorgeous Texas gals, I'm sure.

Hubba, Hubba...
GREAT smile!....
Love the 2 positions you just happen to be in, in the pics..
Also did not realize your hair was so long,
I really like the long hair,
do you like having your hair pulled...?

JHF

LOL... you are so much fun.

ummm wow... if these new photos are how you procrastinate I hope you do it more...

These pics are actually a bit of a celebration. So much to celebrate and be happy for today .

Plus, the project is OFF MY PLATE! Of course I have my ongoing work. But today, I'm still loopy and brain-addled from pushing so hard so I'll be back on those tomorrow.

Today I'm in recovery mode - decluttering the trail of destruction from the weekend, laundry etc. Plus, I'm going to spoil myself with some delicious homemade food and wine tonight. Ahhhhhhhhh...

 

[bliss4u22011]

mm GLAD YOUR SHARING...THAT IS A SEXY SHOT !!!!...well both are but the one with your hair on your knees...mmm you look soooo sexy
Glad your project is done always nice to have thos off your plate
hope you have a great day and thanks for sharing your beauty

SURPRISE -

Bet y'all thought I'd never post pics again, huh?

Well, I'm kind of at a loss for new pics. So I'm addressing some requests. More Cowboys (you poor Cowboys fans!), white panties, face (not gonna happen, sorry), etc.

I'll be on and off throughout the day. But these will get us started: