collegegirlsub
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I think it can be a little embarrassing to feel like your body is betraying you for the sake of pleasure. However, it seemed like deep down you likely truly enjoyed all the pleasure that she gave you.my first time, my ex had me in a lather doing me doggy style, then she pulled out, and positioned it against my bottom…..
I begged and pleaded for her not to, but the head pierced me barely, and I began to cry, again begging her to stop, it went in further, as I wa moaning and crying and pleading then the force all the way in as I screamed and almost fell, the hard core fucking followed and the orgasms kept ripping through my body much more rapidly and far more intense than when it first barely pierced me.
Finally I had to pull away from it and her…..I could not breathe, my heart was pounding so hard and my mess was everywhere on the bed.
I asked her “why did you torture me like that?”
She looked at me bewildered and said “Honey I did not move once you started easing int in, you were the one fucking, I never pushed it in or pulled it out.”
I sat there trying to make sense of it, but she was right. She showed me the video she took of us with her phone. I made her double delete it. We never spoke of it again. NEVER.
She was also the one who introduced me to a finger. I will never go any larger again. I still feel so dirty and trashy since that night.
I don't think there's any reason to feel dirty or trashy about that experience. I understand that society makes women feel bad about embracing their sexuality. I have been lucky enough to have supportive lovers who helped me realize feeling a bit naughty can be a wonderful thing.
