Am I Impossible?

[Shadowsdream]

I certainly hope so..to a degree...

Here is a thread to post your dream expectation...join Me in a new conversation...

she has the heart of a child and a lust for life that keeps her on the edge of hopes and dreams. her strength is her vulnerability and the innocence that touches her eyes does not hide the intellect of her mind.
she is a woman child, half angel half devil, with a laugh that touches the soul.
The scent of her skin, still moist from a morning shower, is as intoxicating an ambrosia as gardenias strung like garlands meant to be worn by hula dancers. she knows it. she flaunts it as seductively as an angel clothed in no more than gossamear wings meant to tempt her Goddess.
And temp Me she does. Never knowing that I already hold her in My heart as she day dreams and yearns for the One who will mold her into the perfection she craves to be.
she day dreams, I night dream. Inhaling her fragility and wrapping My strength of steel around her doubts and disappointments. My mind brings My fingers to caress the silk that is her skin burning a path of intrigue down her cheek and finding the line from her lips to that delicate neck that only a collar can improve. I graze an imaginary glazed finger nail from the hollow of her throat to the curve of her perfect breast as I watch her chest heave in the desire to be taken into freedom. I sense the passion that burns out of control as her moist heat dampens her silken panties and causes a hint of a blush to heighten the pallor of alabastor skin so pure that sculptors would shed tears just to lay their hands on her beauty.
she is wanton in a classy way. her need to please out weighs her shyness.
This is the perfect submissive that will have the honor of curling around My feet on a cold winter night.

 

[Ebonyfire]

Am I too demanding?

he has the heart of a lion, cause only a submissive with a strong heart (besides strong knees) can kneel at my feet.

he is confident and successful. Although he is at the top of his game, he is still willing to be a student of life.

he is strong and sturdy of body, with clear eyes and a pleasing face even though looks are not the most important thing.

his desire to serve is such that it has become a need so great as to block out the sun of his success.

he does not worry about the "others" in My life vanilla or sub cause he knows he place at My feet is secure.

 

[MissTaken]

To Dream the Impossible Dream

A man of honor
A man of morals
A man with strength of character that envelopes all whom he encounters


A man with a creative mind matched only by his lust for life

A man who cherishes any gift from the heart, no matter how small
who takes my gift, places it high on a mantle, caring for it,
protecting it and taking it down to gently caress it on cold,
lonely nights

who nurtures his gift, encouraging it's growth, revels in it's joy,
comforts it in sadness and frustration

He will be a man who trusts and loves openly, unfettered by the shackles of time and history. He will understand and accept that I am all that I present to him and more. The More will come as a result our union, but always, I am "just me" with him.

He and I will meet as equals, loving one another, supporting one another, encouraging one another, cherishing one another.

Yet, in his arms, he will find complete and total submission and I will find peace. Together, we find love.

 

[Shadowsdream]

I am honored to see such openess and depth expressed here in this thread. I will not respond to each as it is not as much a conversation as an individual statement.
But make no mistake as to My interest in the comments of all who participate for I will be continually monitoring the growth of this thread.

 

[Hecate]

I shall have to postpone the answer to this

I thought I knew what I wanted - but offered it I didn't want it anymore.

I thought I knew what I needed - but find now I don't really need it, just a "nice to have" but not crucial.

I found something I never knew I was missing - and now don't want to be without it anymore.

I thought I knew who I was, and didn't notice I have grown a lot since I last checked.

... and I am aware now that this is a time to define myself more than my surrounding environment.

As soon as I have adjusted my reality I shall voice my dream expectations - though for me they may be more realistic than I ever dreamt!

 

[justgem]

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[A Desert Rose]

Great thread, Ma'am.

I guess I have to think about this before I can post.

 

[A Desert Rose]

Great thread, Ma'am.

I guess I have to think about this before I can post.

Okay, I have thought about it.

He is a true cad, in every sense of the word.

And still I care for him, too much.

 

[Shadowsdream]

I am amazed and pleased to see how this thread is maturing. It is a tribute to the diversity of expectations spoken in honesty and introspection.
Once again showing that there really is no right or wrong way to fullfill ones dreams.

 

[Desdemona]

Shadows, I am so happy to see you here again. Perhaps we all have impossible dreams. I really don't know. What I do know is that my dreams are fluid and seem to change over time as I learn and grow. What I wanted this time last year is very different from what I want now.

Honestly, I believe that the woman you seek exists and I sincerely hope that you find each other.

 

[TantaLiza]

Thank You for this opportunity!

I seem to learn more about myself daily so some things change while others stay the same... this is what I seek today.

The partner I seek is honest and caring while also in control of most aspects of our lives.
He encourages me to levels I've never reached before while leading me even higher.
He's satisfied with my submission yet leads me to want to please Him further.
He likes my body as it is and encourages me when I'm not satisfied with it.
He seems to know my every whim and takes pleasure in fulfillment of them, no matter how large or small.
Eventually, it will be a lifetime situation.
As time passes, we grow together, ever closer.

I can only hope for a fraction of what I've stated... in turn, I will do everything in my power to leave Him very little to complain about. Of course, not being perfect will give some room for satisfactory punishment!

LizA

 

[lark sparrow]

When that "magic" is found, the connection, all the impossible dreams come true to an extent - how one experiences the other.

I have tenatively watched my dream and reality becoming more deeply entwined daily with Mistress' over the last 16 months... fearful that should I acknowledge it too openly (especially to myself) that it will all fall away, and delighted and amazed each day when it is still there and growing beyond expectations and hopes. She is not the someone I imagined, She is Her own creation, and someone I have respected, trusted and been irresistibly drawn to from the beginning.

She owns me more than I can consciously recognize at times, but She knows and shows me, and our path continues to be one that She has set and forecast. Through our struggles and even through our happiness it sometimes appealed to me to think I could leave if necessary, that I could walk away and yet I remain, and our love has blossomed anew - amazingly getting deeper, along with a surrender that takes me to a place where I no longer need to analyze it's meaning. It's incredible being so wrapped in that acceptance - as M/s, as imperfect people, as the larger magic we create as one. Nearly, and often, overwhelming... and I now believe that it is truly only the beginning. (lol sorry for the gush, we are in an impossibly happy stage right now.)


On a side note: Shadowsdream, You have such gift for inspiration and respect. When You find a female submissive who inspires You as much as You inspire those around You it will contain such magic! The conversations You bring to the board are wonderful.

 

[Shadowsdream]

I have yet to see an expectation of the dream W/we hold to ask for more than W/we are prepared to give in return...
I have seen no selfishness nor have I felt the expectations to be unattainable...and I wait and watch...mesmerized by the openess...

 

[Shadowsdream]

To those who have dropped a personal message to Me in their posts....noted and appreciated ~~smile~~
It pleases Me to see posts added to explain the wonder of relationships already established that shine with the magic of D/s built on mutual respect and admiration.

 

[Justina123]

When I am with Bruce, no matter what else is going on, whether my busy hectic life of children and work or his, he is always watching over, caring, and directing. We can go to a movie, take the kids to a hockey game, go out with vanilla friends, go to a public dungeon and play like crazy, attend a munch, together make homemade waffles and bacon for the kids on Sunday morning, go to a private play party, talk for hours about life past and present, or sit silently listening to music or watching TV with my head on his lap being petted. All are enjoyed. He treats my children with a mixture of kindness and firmness, never seems to find them overwhelming, and when I do, he knows just when to step in or take me behind locked bedroom doors for play or cuddling.

Bruce's loyalty to his own teenage children, though hundreds of miles away, is limitless. He is honest and open and has a circle of friends, both male and female, to whom he is loyal and for whom he is never too busy. Even submissives with whom he has had a relationship or played remain loyal friends and his friendship with them, even if he may occasionally spend private time with them, enhances his worth in my eyes.

With me, he is at once hard, demanding, creative, gentle, pushing me to just let go and be me, bringing out the sexy slutty side of me that he says he loves. I love being his, kneeling at his feet, being used by him however he wishes, handled now with rough lust and then with gentle care.

Last night he told me he loves me the way I am.

Then I saw this thread for the first time and had to jump in.

- justina
<who never thought the dream would come true when she is already a grandma>

 

[cellis]

Shadow

I don't think that what you seek is impossible, you seem to have found it, at least in part, with your male slave and I feel that it is only a matter of time that you find the female one you seek.

I know that I was not looking for Himself when I he found me. I was looking for something a little different, but the life lessons I have learned from him are innumerable.

What is has taught me about myself has been more than worth the journey. I am forever changed by his touch.

~s

 

[Ebonyfire]

What I do know is that my dreams are fluid and seem to change over time as I learn and grow. What I wanted this time last year is very different from what I want now.

I can definitely identify with this statement.

Eb

 

[Angelofsex]

When you are new in a world you know nothing about. A man comes to you to welcome you to it, you are scare. He tells you of the many things it could be but you still are not sure if it is you.

A friendship is form and trust is building but you are still not sure. Like a baby taking their first steps and falls. He comes to you with more then friendship and you push it aside thinking he is just being nice.

You have trust, loyalty and honesty with this man but being to nervous you lose what could have been, but the friendship is still there. As the year goes you have grown to except what this world is all about but this special man has move on to someone else.

The love you feel for this man is and will always be there. He would have lead you to a world he has love for so long and share it with you. He would have been a great teacher, but I was the fool and let it go.

 

[Ebonyfire]

Ok, I admit it...

I am impossible too.

And my impossibility manometer is rising steadily.

Eb

 

[Shadowsdream]

Occassionally W/we do not recognize the magic when it is to obvious. Or appreciate the depth of the magic W/we have.
This thread is full of understanding and introspective, hope and appreciation.
Showing both strength and vulnerability with class and integrity.
You all amaze Me in the most wonderful way and I look forward to all of the participation that will continue here.

 

[A Desert Rose]

I am sure this is way off topic but....

I am no longer impossibly stupid. And I feel so much better having come out of it.

 

[Shadowsdream]

I am sure this is way off topic but....

I am no longer impossibly stupid. And I feel so much better having come out of it.

Little one you have never been impossibly stupid.

 

[A Desert Rose]

Well, it's been a tough week, Ma'am. But I am getting through it.

This is a great thread, by the way.

 

[Ebonyfire]

I am sure this is way off topic but....

I am no longer impossibly stupid. And I feel so much better having come out of it.

I have never known you to be stupid at all.

Must be your doppleganger.

 

[A Desert Rose]

I have never known you to be stupid at all.

Must be your doppleganger.

I think you are absolutely right!!!



What is a doppleganger, Eb?

LOL