nikkifromny
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All day something has been bothering me and I didn't know where to post, but here goes.
So I was chatting with a sexy friend from the UK and I told him that I liked the BBCOne show "Sherlock."
Many people are into the show "Sherlock" because they like mysteries or action. Others are into it for the frankly beautiful star or for the suggestion of sexual relationships.
But I find myself captivated by Sherlock's assistant, John. He's strong. He's a soldier, recently returned from Afghanistan. He's damn good with a gun. He's smart (a doctor).
And he's remarkably self-controlled. Sherlock acts like a brat and John is very patient and understanding, but also has limits. John is eager and willing, but not a sycophantic doormat.
And as they get to know each other, John is able to anticipate Sherlock's needs and even direct Sherlock through certain social situations.
I want to be Sherlock--brilliant, justifiably cocky, beautiful, mean.
But something tells me that I am not him.
That I am the wing(wo)man. The loyal assistant. The supportive colleague. I am 'John.'
But I also really like being in control. It's extremely hard for me to let go of that. I like directing others. I want to have a 'John' of my own.
I feel so confused.
Nikki
So I was chatting with a sexy friend from the UK and I told him that I liked the BBCOne show "Sherlock."
Many people are into the show "Sherlock" because they like mysteries or action. Others are into it for the frankly beautiful star or for the suggestion of sexual relationships.
But I find myself captivated by Sherlock's assistant, John. He's strong. He's a soldier, recently returned from Afghanistan. He's damn good with a gun. He's smart (a doctor).
And he's remarkably self-controlled. Sherlock acts like a brat and John is very patient and understanding, but also has limits. John is eager and willing, but not a sycophantic doormat.
And as they get to know each other, John is able to anticipate Sherlock's needs and even direct Sherlock through certain social situations.
I want to be Sherlock--brilliant, justifiably cocky, beautiful, mean.
But something tells me that I am not him.
That I am the wing(wo)man. The loyal assistant. The supportive colleague. I am 'John.'
But I also really like being in control. It's extremely hard for me to let go of that. I like directing others. I want to have a 'John' of my own.
I feel so confused.