Replicant2018
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Hello guys and gals.
This is a very difficult post for me to write, I know some people will hate me, but please hear me out.
I am the one Christy referred to as "Steve", we met here and became FWB and I decided to pursue a LTR with another woman, I know this hurt her and was not my intention and I regret that decision A LOT. In person she is amazing, always a beautiful smile on her face, laughing and genuinely lit up the room just being there.
We parted ways for a bit but have reconnected in the last few weeks, she's not doing well mentally. I feel absolutely terrible that I contributed to this and there were many others on here that were intentionally assholes, believe it or not, she is very sensitive although puts on a brave face, and many of the experiences hurt her deeply.
She shared with me that she felt very low with all this and one of her best friends had a miscarriage, her dog is severely diabetic, but I thank God (and I'm not a religious man) that she went to her doctor for help. I don't have all of the details but she said that the birth control pill clashed with some other medication she was on and really messed her up, like REALLY messed her up.
She's off the pill now and starting to feel better, myself and a few of her other friends take turns spending the night at her place just to make sure she is okay. I have promised to be a much better friend to her regardless if the "benefits" ever happen again. She is a very special woman who I feel very lucky to have met and have a second chance to have her in my life.
One decision she made is that she is not going to "sleep with anything with a heartbeat anymore" as she put it. I almost spit my drink out when she told me in the past three months, she had sex with over 100 men and at least 20 women through various orgies, gang bangs, etc. Her psychiatrist told her it was a self destructive behavior because she had such low self esteem and that was her way of feeling wanted.
She asked me to post a message on her behalf as she doesn't want to be here any more for obvious reasons but did have a strong connection with a few select men and women that she says she misses hearing from. If anyone wants to send her a message please post it here or DM me and I will happily pass it on.
Hope that everything works out for her.