Bi-curious? In the closet? Unsure…

[Muddy91]

I've actually been thinking a lot about this. I could if I wanted to get on Grindr or go to the ABS or Theater and have sex with a man. Yeah things go in holes but the act is just the act. I would like to know what it feels like to make love to a man. Feeling his skin and muscles. How he responds. Exploring every part of him and him me. Really patient, slow and sensual. Connect. Perhaps one of these days.

wow definitely a great way to frame the idea of it!

 

[Muddy91]

You have not missed the boat - I'm 60! you have plenty of time.

Honestly I have hard time with the way I feel. So many times I long for a cock in my face so I can just choke it down and feel someone cum in me, the way I have cum so many times before in someone else. It makes me want to appreciate it. Everything else aside.

 

[Deszos]

I am certainly no sex pro, but after experiencing intimacy many years, many times with both genders, making love with an alpha gentleman is unparallel. There is nothing as satisfying, exhilarating, fulfilling as being swept away and thrilled by a man.

 

[Deszos]

Honestly I have hard time with the way I feel. So many times I long for a cock in my face so I can just choke it down and feel someone cum in me, the way I have cum so many times before in someone else. It makes me want to appreciate it. Everything else aside.

I didn't know what an orgasm could be until the first time a man exploded deep inside my mancunt. The number of times I came in, with, over a female or male never compared to the experience of receiving a male lover. OMG, just the thought that my body, heart and passion can bring a man to climax and deposit his seed in me is thrilling beyond words. Wish I realized earlier in life than I did.

 

[Muddy91]

I didn't know what an orgasm could be until the first time a man exploded deep inside my mancunt. The number of times I came in, with, over a female or male never compared to the experience of receiving a male lover. OMG, just the thought that my body, heart and passion can bring a man to climax and deposit his seed in me is thrilling beyond words. Wish I realized earlier in life than I did.

Wow that sound amazing! I know for me my best experiences with a partner were with my exwife, especially when I was in her ass, we grew to a point where every time we were going to be intimate that my dick was going in her ass. I loved hearing the sounds she made. But things have changed so much. Now the only thing that gets me hard or gets me to cum hard has to do with the thought of cock. Wether it’s the thought of it in my hand, my mouth or my ass, that is what it takes anymore. I’m not sure why

 

[Deszos]

Have you been married a long time? Could the magic have run out? Come to think of it, years before my marriage ended, climaxing with her was getting tougher to do. It wasn't until I began imagining I was with a man that I was able to orgasm. In time I think even she was beginning to question, though she never did. We just stopped having sex. But I became interested in her ass: fingering, eating, wanting to fuck. Back then my pecs were hard, and I'd try to get her to suck my nipples, eat my mancunt. She would for a minute or so, disliking. Oh, and I'd almost have to beg her to finger my hole. By then, I lost interest in her body. Soon as we divorced, I explored my curiosity about men. The best decision in my life.

 

[Muddy91]

Have you been married a long time? Could the magic have run out? Come to think of it, years before my marriage ended, climaxing with her was getting tougher to do. It wasn't until I began imagining I was with a man that I was able to orgasm. In time I think even she was beginning to question, though she never did. We just stopped having sex. But I became interested in her ass: fingering, eating, wanting to fuck. Back then my pecs were hard, and I'd try to get her to suck my nipples, eat my mancunt. She would for a minute or so, disliking. Oh, and I'd almost have to beg her to finger my hole. By then, I lost interest in her body. Soon as we divorced, I explored my curiosity about men. The best decision in my life.

Was married 20 years. Though for me I had thought about a cock being in me from an age before getting married. I admit, I do love eating pussy and who doesn’t love some nice tits? But we grew apart, and it brought me back to my early desires. I’m not sure what that means, if it means anything. Other than I want something more

 

[Deszos]

Sounds serious. Perhaps you're reaching a crossroad. Hope you think long and hard before you make any decisions. You don't want to make one you regret. Just some friendly advice.

 

[Muddy91]

Sounds serious. Perhaps you're reaching a crossroad. Hope you think long and hard before you make any decisions. You don't want to make one you regret. Just some friendly advice.

Been thinking about long and hard for what seems like years now. lol. Ty but I have never looked back in my life and i am not about to start now

 

[Deszos]

When you're in a grounded frame of mind, weigh the pros and cons. If you make a decision, is what you'd gain worth what you'd lose? No matter what, you've got friends.

 

[Muddy91]

When you're in a grounded frame of mind, weigh the pros and cons. If you make a decision, is what you'd gain worth what you'd lose? No matter what, you've got friends.

Ty for that! You are so right, its always good to get that reality check no matter how many times you have got it.

 

[Deszos]

Hey, that's what friends are for. For what it's worth, when I filed for divoirce I didn't even know the bitch was cheating on me. What I Did know was more than enough. It's been over twenty years, but to this day my daugthers Still blame me for the marriage and our family breaking up. That was on thing I didn't weigh.

 

[Muddy91]

Hey, that's what friends are for. For what it's worth, when I filed for divoirce I didn't even know the bitch was cheating on me. What I Did know was more than enough. It's been over twenty years, but to this day my daugthers Still blame me for the marriage and our family breaking up. That was on thing I didn't weigh.

Wow. That sounds crazy, I can only imagine the " he said she said" madness. I got lucky, in my case, my kids agree that thank god i got out when i did

 

[Muddy91]

Wow. That sounds crazy, I can only imagine the " he said she said" madness. I got lucky, in my case, my kids agree that thank god i got out when i did

Too many people go through way too much trying to " make it work". sometimes there comes an obvious end to a relationship and I think that its hard to see when you are so focused on glueing together the pieces of what once was

 

[Muddy91]

Too many people go through way too much trying to " make it work". sometimes there comes an obvious end to a relationship and I think that its hard to see when you are so focused on glueing together the pieces of what once was

Or maybe i am over thinking things. haha.

 

[Jodaily]

Tongues of course!

A little mouth action is always nice and appreciated.

 

[Hornymistepdad]

I’m a married male, only been with women. I still find women sexy and desirable, and I can still perform with my wife. But when I’m alone, all I think of is men and cock. I’ve almost exclusively jerked to gay fantasies and gay porn for years now. I never feel more alive and sexual than when I’m able to embrace this side of me. I’ve struggled at times trying to understand if I’m bi-curious, bi, or maybe one male sexual experience away from coming out of the closet. Ultimately I guess it doesn’t matter, I’m comfortable with my desires. But just curious to hear from anyone with similar feelings or insight. Cheers

We sound the same in our story.. wow how similar

 

[Muddy91]

We sound the same in our story.. wow how similar

Very much so!!

 

[ADIDAS00]

I’m bi curious and have been for a while. My wife is aware and we role play it alot together. We also talk to guys online and chat with them about bi threesomes, etc.

 

[Muddy91]

I’m bi curious and have been for a while. My wife is aware and we role play it alot together. We also talk to guys online and chat with them about bi threesomes, etc.

Thats great! Glad you have a partner thats so understanding!

 

[saintcero]

I’m a married male, only been with women. I still find women sexy and desirable, and I can still perform with my wife. But when I’m alone, all I think of is men and cock. I’ve almost exclusively jerked to gay fantasies and gay porn for years now. I never feel more alive and sexual than when I’m able to embrace this side of me. I’ve struggled at times trying to understand if I’m bi-curious, bi, or maybe one male sexual experience away from coming out of the closet. Ultimately I guess it doesn’t matter, I’m comfortable with my desires. But just curious to hear from anyone with similar feelings or insight. Cheers

You are not alone. There are many of us here that react the same way. Emotionally and visually, I respond to the female form. I have no desire at all to kiss or cuddle with a male. BUT, show me a photo of a cock and balls and my mindset changes completely. It doesn’t have to be a photo either. Turns out real life cock and balls will do it too.

 

[Deszos]

Or maybe i am over thinking things. haha.

On the contrary, I think you hit it right on the head . . .unfortunately.

 

[Muddy91]

I get it! oh too well! I am working on that next step myself. I love the thought of a hard cock in my hand, in my mouth or who knows where next but yes its tough. though i think i have my first actual lead

 

[SissyAngelicaLu]

I get it! oh too well! I am working on that next step myself. I love the thought of a hard cock in my hand, in my mouth or who knows where next but yes its tough. though i think i have my first actual lead

Omg I'm so happy for you Muddy. I hope you enjoy that cock.

 

[Muddy91]

Omg I'm so happy for you Muddy. I hope you enjoy that cock.

Ty! Yes it was very delectable. haha not nearly enough cum for me apparently but thats ok! haha. He was very surprised that this was mynfirst one. My thirst was pretty much embarrassing lol