Bi-curious? In the closet? Unsure…

[Deszos]

Holy crap. And I've almost been seen in my dresses on camera by my family.

yikes!!! scary, right? my one snotty daughter often brings up the fact my legs are smooth. i tell her it's my meds. she doesn't believe me. my regular doctor is a man (cute) and my arthritis doctor is a younger woman. those two the most (of all my docs) will check my legs. besides being smooth, i oil them extra for those appointments. i know they know. i like them both. but, YIKES, you dodged a close one.

 

[SPARTAN047]

yikes!!! scary, right? my one snotty daughter often brings up the fact my legs are smooth. i tell her it's my meds. she doesn't believe me. my regular doctor is a man (cute) and my arthritis doctor is a younger woman. those two the most (of all my docs) will check my legs. besides being smooth, i oil them extra for those appointments. i know they know. i like them both. but, YIKES, you dodged a close one.

Very! I've actually been caught in Halloween makeup by my family but at least I could say it's for Halloween. They don't approve though. I've also been seen with all my rings on and even before dressing, I shaved for ~ 15 years. None of them liked it and everyone called me a girl. ('Are you a girl? Why shave?') I don't care about that since I'll be transitioning, but the way they mean girl, as in sissy girl hurts a little. I've now accepted that label though.

 

[write_or_wrong]

I had a what-could-have -been a most embarrassing situation couple years ago. My car and I were T-boned on a highway. I was rushed to the ER. Very soon after, my two adult daughters arrived and were near when I was taken to a cubicle. My neck was fractured, and I was immobilized so there was little I could do. Anyway, when two nurses came in, they ushered my daughters out just as they began cutting my clothes off. Talk about professional, beneath my shirt and short pants they found a bra and bikini panty. Without saying One Single word, the bra was placed in one of my sneakers, with a sock atop it. The panty was placed in the other sneaker, with another sock atop it. Nothing was ever mentioned. I was revealed only a second or two after daughters walked out. Phew. I have several doctors unfortunately. They must know this side of me. No, I don't wear bra and panty to appointments but they all see my supple, smooth 34-C breasts upon examination. Often, when one would put their stethoscope on one breast, it will be held, I think, extra long a time. Sometimes, it can't be denied, a doctor will cup my breast, then the other, and hold them for a while. I get a Kick out of it.

Very glad you weren't hurt worse than you were. And special thankful thoughts to those nurses who were so professional and thoughtful about what they found. I'm sure medical staff come across all kinds of things during their work, and what a perfect profession to practice 'live and let live'.

 

[Deszos]

Very glad you weren't hurt worse than you were. And special thankful thoughts to those nurses who were so professional and thoughtful about what they found. I'm sure medical staff come across all kinds of things during their work, and what a perfect profession to practice 'live and let live'.

I agree, and thank you. xoxo

 

[Deszos]

I agree, and thank you. xoxo

come to think of it, after i was whisked away from ER and taken to ICU i never saw the large team of angels who tended to me there again. the team in ICU who cared for me was much smaller. we were almost an intimate group. just a few people each shift who cared for my every need. no one ever appeared to have been told anything about my bra, panty and smooth breasts, pits, legs, etc. they were so nice, professional, compassionate, wonderful. what angels they are. and, an angel You are too for listening to my rambling.

 

[Thin59]

I’m a married male, only been with women. I still find women sexy and desirable, and I can still perform with my wife. But when I’m alone, all I think of is men and cock. I’ve almost exclusively jerked to gay fantasies and gay porn for years now. I never feel more alive and sexual than when I’m able to embrace this side of me. I’ve struggled at times trying to understand if I’m bi-curious, bi, or maybe one male sexual experience away from coming out of the closet. Ultimately I guess it doesn’t matter, I’m comfortable with my desires. But just curious to hear from anyone with similar feelings or insight. Cheers

Im the same. Have a great sex life wife my girlfriend but love jerking off to gay porn and always swallow my own cum. Love huge cocks and big swinging balls.

 

[Uncut1969]

I was involved with a married couple as he brought a bigger cock experience for his wife. Over time he asked if he could suck my cock to prepare it for his wife. I had no problem with it and it felt good and was hot as well. As time passed he presented his cock to me as my cock was deep in his wife so out of curiosity I sucked his cock too. It felt different as it was my first time but I didn't mind doing it. It seemed to make the whole situation hotter. I got harder and fucked her more intensely and could feel I was harder longer. After that the threesome always including us sucking each others cocks. We didn't go farther than that but we had no problem touching each other and our cocks after that.

Lucky man my dream experience!

 

[write_or_wrong]

come to think of it, after i was whisked away from ER and taken to ICU i never saw the large team of angels who tended to me there again. the team in ICU who cared for me was much smaller. we were almost an intimate group. just a few people each shift who cared for my every need. no one ever appeared to have been told anything about my bra, panty and smooth breasts, pits, legs, etc. they were so nice, professional, compassionate, wonderful. what angels they are. and, an angel You are too for listening to my rambling.

You're welcome. I've always tried to be a good listener. And it's easy when the story is so heart-warming.

 

[write_or_wrong]

I’m a married male, only been with women. I still find women sexy and desirable, and I can still perform with my wife. But when I’m alone, all I think of is men and cock. I’ve almost exclusively jerked to gay fantasies and gay porn for years now. I never feel more alive and sexual than when I’m able to embrace this side of me. I’ve struggled at times trying to understand if I’m bi-curious, bi, or maybe one male sexual experience away from coming out of the closet. Ultimately I guess it doesn’t matter, I’m comfortable with my desires. But just curious to hear from anyone with similar feelings or insight. Cheers

Your journey and your situation are very common. I was there too, but enjoyed a series of escalating experiences in an adult bookstore that broadened my perspective. FWIW, all the M-M encounters I have thoroughly enjoyed have not dulled my desire for women one bit.

 

[Deszos]

You're welcome. I've always tried to be a good listener. And it's easy when the story is so heart-warming.

well, you certainly are doing a great job being a good listener. don't know if i'm any good at it, but i do try to be one too. i say that's why God gives us 2 ears but only 1 mouth. xoxo

 

[Sgts19]

I am bicurious too but hope to call myself bisexual some day Any volunteers to help me get there?

Same here load. Pretty much done it all except this

 

[Deszos]

Same here load. Pretty much done it all except this

you've been at this site a long time. still only curious?

 

[Bi_Guy50]

So interesting that many of us are of the same era ,I wonder if it is due to the negative stigma that was attached to gay lifestyles in the 70s and a fear of letting our elders down ?

Of course that plays a huge part...

 

[Deszos]

Of course that plays a huge part...

that is a very good observation. i think you are correct.

 

[Illgiveitatry1]

Your journey and your situation are very common. I was there too, but enjoyed a series of escalating experiences in an adult bookstore that broadened my perspective. FWIW, all the M-M encounters I have thoroughly enjoyed have not dulled my desire for women one bit.

Absolutely I enjoy all that too I think about sucking cock while I'm jacking off. I love going to adult book stores I don't get the chance that often but when I do it's so erotic and exciting.

 

[TryGuy35]

Absolutely I enjoy all that too I think about sucking cock while I'm jacking off. I love going to adult book stores I don't get the chance that often but when I do it's so erotic and exciting.

Just the idea or the drive over to the book store, looking around, moving your hard cock around a bit in your pants to see if you get any looks, that would be so fucking hot, heavy breaths until you graze up against another man as you go down the “male” section and lick your lips at a dildo hanging on the wall…..

 

[bigsexybna]

I started exploring my bi side 8yrs ago. I struggled with it at first. A lot of guilt and shame. Then I met the right guy who opened my mind to just enjoying another way to have sex. That led to doing a lot different new things.
I’ve been marking things off of my Fucket List ever since.

 

[Muddy91]

I’m a married male, only been with women. I still find women sexy and desirable, and I can still perform with my wife. But when I’m alone, all I think of is men and cock. I’ve almost exclusively jerked to gay fantasies and gay porn for years now. I never feel more alive and sexual than when I’m able to embrace this side of me. I’ve struggled at times trying to understand if I’m bi-curious, bi, or maybe one male sexual experience away from coming out of the closet. Ultimately I guess it doesn’t matter, I’m comfortable with my desires. But just curious to hear from anyone with similar feelings or insight. Cheers

I understand this all too well,

I’m a married male, only been with women. I still find women sexy and desirable, and I can still perform with my wife. But when I’m alone, all I think of is men and cock. I’ve almost exclusively jerked to gay fantasies and gay porn for years now. I never feel more alive and sexual than when I’m able to embrace this side of me. I’ve struggled at times trying to understand if I’m bi-curious, bi, or maybe one male sexual experience away from coming out of the closet. Ultimately I guess it doesn’t matter, I’m comfortable with my desires. But just curious to hear from anyone with similar feelings or insight. Cheers

I understand this all too well, married 20 years, I too have only been with women. Something awoke inside me though. One night when pounding my wife in her ass the simplest thought of what if I could reach around and grab a hard dick? Ever since then I think about cock quite frequently. I find myself only wanting to fuck her ass while i think about the possibilities.

 

[Muddy91]

I'm bisexual, but I could never be in a relationship with another man. I love women and they turn me on. When it comes to men, I'll only be a slut for them, but nothing serious.

Makes perfect sense, I feel that!

 

[Muddy91]

I'm a widower in my 60s and have dreamed for years about cock. Especially when dressing. Ideally I'd love to find another cd or a woman who would like to feminize me sincemy cock is shriveledup and no longer functions. I dream every day about having a cock shooting it's cum in me and coating my lips so I can savor the taste all day.

I'm a true bisexual (15 yrs) and HATE that we can't seem to properly recognize the male sex drive. I'm 65, still jerking off almost daily, and am sure we all remember how much more intense it was in our younger days. I'm thinking of writing a book as it seems women refuse to acknowledge it. How many times have we heard the old story from our friends about wifes/GF's, with lackluster sex drives, while their guy are still waking up with morning wood? I wish we were intelligent enough to TRULY separate love and sex. "Since you don't seem to be interested, I want to have sex with this person, but then I want to come home and be with you and my family." Dream on guys, we're no-where near that point...yet. Any questions, please let me know.

absolutely agreed and so well said.

 

[Muddy91]

absolutely agreed and so well said.

I have to jerk off constantly, it’s criminal.

 

[james2346]

I have to jerk off constantly, it’s criminal.

same here, and love chatting to see where it goes

 

[Muddy91]

same here, and love chatting to see where it goes

Oh very nice! It goes all over! Haha

 

[Swuq]

I’m a married male, only been with women. I still find women sexy and desirable, and I can still perform with my wife. But when I’m alone, all I think of is men and cock. I’ve almost exclusively jerked to gay fantasies and gay porn for years now. I never feel more alive and sexual than when I’m able to embrace this side of me. I’ve struggled at times trying to understand if I’m bi-curious, bi, or maybe one male sexual experience away from coming out of the closet. Ultimately I guess it doesn’t matter, I’m comfortable with my desires. But just curious to hear from anyone with similar feelings or insight. Cheers

Married and love sex with women.

I have also been a total bottom for more than 30 years.

I accept that I am bi but very discreet.

 

[Muddy91]

Married and love sex with women.

I have also been a total bottom for more than 30 years.

I accept that I am bi but very discreet.

Very nice to hear! I too love sex with women, I just haven’t had the opportunity to explore anything else yet, tho I am certainly seeking a new experience!