LITEROTICA PODCAST
LIT CAMS (200 Free Tokens)ADULT TOYSVOD MOVIES

Straight men who suck dick or who are curious to suck cock please read; cross dressers too

panty_chap said:
I'm late to the party but will share some thoughts.

The TL:dr version is, I've always been fascinated by panties, how they look, how they feel. How they make me feel. I've never wanted to BE a woman, I like being a man in panties (I never tuck). As the years have gone on and the internet came to be, I realized if I'm going to play around with this it's most likely going to be a guy I'm playing with. One small step at a time, my fantasies drifted from femdom to being a sissy with a guy, because that's what was available to me.

And now the novel.

I started playing around with panties a long time ago. Pre-internet, I was around ten years old I suppose. The fantasies always involved girls/women. Forced fem stuff. Femdoms. It changed as I got older but was always me in lingerie with women in charge.

Then the internet became a thing. Chat rooms. AOL's "you've got mail" chime. Interaction with others... but it didn't take long to figure out that the person I was chatting with was also a guy. It was so rarely a woman. I can only think of one time I didn't become convinced it was a guy.

When I moved away from home online shopping was becoming a thing. I started ordering panties from Victoria's Secret. I bought a few toys online. I'd play at home, alone, imaging a woman was coming over and I had to be dressed for her.

But online it was guys, pretending to be women. Usually when I'd figure this out the chat would come to an end. I convinced myself that it was all fantasy, and who cared who the other person was as long as the dialog was fun? I stopped calling people out when I'd figure it out. But still the chats/exchanges wouldn't last long and they didn't happen all that often either.

At some point I figured out that if most of the other people into this were guys, maybe I'd get more replies if I checked out gay chatrooms/forums. It was worth a try.

I was right. it was a lot easier to get replies. Those chats dragged men into the fantasies. That was a slippery slope. I was now using guys for my cyber thrills, and the more I did that the more prominant they were in my fantasies. Chatting with them became more normal and again my "limits" would change.

Then I started playing with webcams. I never wanted to BE a woman. I loved how panties felt, how they looked, and the taboo of wearing them. I now realized that involving men added to the taboo part of it. The fact I'd prefer to be with a woman, but was on cam for men, added to the thrill.

I didn't wonder if I was gay. I didn't have any desire to meet with guys, I just liked being seen in lingerie, and "made" to do things for them. They'd choose what I'd wear, tell me how to pose, what to do, etc. The longer I was in panties, the more my limits would change. If he was patient I'd do pretty much whatever he asked. And enjoy it.

This went on for years. I never met up with anyone in person, was very clear in profiles and chats it wasn't part of the deal, I was cyber only.

Eventually what I had labeled as submissive turned into being a sissy. I started to realize/learn how much of what I did was more of a sissy fantasy than a fem dom fantasy. Real life I liked women. Fantasy life, it was mostly men now.

One day someone local invited me to hang out in a hot tub. The thought of being in a hot tub, in wet panties, in front of a guy was terribly appealing. I was SO close to accepting, but didn't. When I thought about it, I had to admit to myself that one thing keeping me from it was a thought that I'd end up kissing his cock, if not sucking it. Ok fine, kissing would absolutely lead to sucking. I wasn't ready for that.

This still didn't make me wonder if I was gay, It was part of the fantasy. More taboo things. But that led to my chats and fantasies becoming more what I would call sissy than submissive. But I was comfortable knowing that having a fantasy didn't mean it was something I'd do in real life. Fantasizing didn't make me gay any more than fantasizing about driving 200mph down the freeway made me a street racer.

As the idea of being a sissy grew I started looking at online tests like "are you a sissy" or articles about sissy training. I realized I had been doing a lot of these "sissy" things for years. I fell further into this "sissy" thing. And fantasizing more about being something of a toy for men. There was one particular person I chatted with who had become something of a dom to me. He enjoyed feminizing me, I enjoyed doing things that I wouldn't probably do without a little push.

A perfect storm came. My wife had lost all interst in anything sexual, not that she ever had much interest in me. My entire sex life was now online and it was feeding on itself. Then the big catalyst, Covid.

Isolation. Working from home. I've always been a bit of an introvert and I stopped having face to face contact with people. Things changed fast. I was in my own little world. I became convinced that this wasn't just a fantasy. I was truly a sissy. I started wearing panties pretty much every day. I started removing body hair at my "doms" request. I got to where I had no hair from the waist down. And I loved the look/feel (but not the upkeep!). My wife knew I loked to wear panties on occassion. It was a don't ask don't tell thing. but why hide it. With hair gone it didn't seem so embarrassing, She had seen me in them in quick bursts, as a joke no and then, but one day I walked into the room in just panties, with no where to run, nothign to hide bahind, and told her i thought i could pull the look off. When we had our happy hours I'd mix and serve her drinks wearing only panties. She barely reacted. When talking about it once she said she just hoped she wasn't making me gay. I said no, maybe a sissy but not gay. She didn't reply. She didn't ask about it. She didn't have an opinion my shaved legs. Or any interest in anything else that was shaved. My sex life consisted of wearing panties to get my thrills, and the online world was the only place that got any reaction.

Once I started to think I was an actual sissy I became obsessed with sucking a cock. I had "virtually" done it in chats many times by then. Blown guys. Let them fuck me. I loved those fantasies. I started thinking about making them real. I spent a lot of time thinking about how I could make it happen. My dom wanted me to eat cum and start having sex as a sissy, through anal play. I bought a prostrate massager (remote controlled!) and began to clean up my panties with my mouth after he would finally let me cum. Yes, he had me eating cum and fucking myself.

I loved the feel of having the massager inserted. Loved? No. Love. I drip simply from inserting it. I do NOT like eating cum. But I like being made to do it.

My dom was having fun with it too. I sent him photos and gave him permission to do whatever he wanted with them. I have posted pictures of myself in lingerie in various places but anything too risque was taken down after a few days. He now had photos of me shaved, in panties, out of panties. He would control when I could cum and yes, I followed his instructions. It would end with me begging him to let me get off. He would only let me if I came in my panties and sent him photos which he then posted.

Eventually I got back involved in the real world and my sissy fantasies/activity came to a grinding halt. Once I Was interacting with people again I lost the desire to be used like that. Things that used to trigger me into a sissy moood didn[t trigger me anymore.

BUT... I never had the desire to purge any of my lingerie. Or the massager.

I still ike to be in panties, I just don't do it as often as I had been. And I still enjoy the feeling of inserting the massager.

I'm still interested in going down on a guy. And being fucked. I just can't imagine a situation where it would happen. I'm still not confused about being gay. I'm not. But I certainly don't feel right calling myself straight either. Luckily I'm not all that into labels so it doesn't keep me awake at night wondering about it. I don't really feel like a part of the LGBT communtiy either, not really sure how gay guys feel about guys like me or how I fit in. I'd kinda like to get a pair of shiny, rainbow colored panties though. ;-)

And that's my long winded story about how I drifted from purely interested in females to not feeling honest saying I'm straight. And even rambling on this long I have left SO Much out of the story.
Click to expand...
Fantastic story. One that I believe articulates well the sexual orientation status of many men. There is this grey zone with many guys that will emgage in virtual sexual encounters, cam sessions and even in person encounters but not describe themselves as gay or bi. I fall into this category as well and think that many men also do. Thanks for sharing. It is nice to know that other guys can get turned on by chatting with you, or seeing you on cam. I myself have enjoyed masturbating on cam with guys. For me it is the raw sexual desire that comes out and where we can just share it platonically. Just two guys who want to feel desired and helping each other out. I get great satisfaction for helping a guy orgasm. Anyway, not nearly articulating as well as you but thought I would express my gratitude for your story. Take care
 
Something amazing about geeling a pulsating cock in your hand as it squirts cum everywhere. Everyone should experience that at leat once in their life
 
Jason51 said:
Fantastic story. One that I believe articulates well the sexual orientation status of many men. There is this grey zone with many guys that will emgage in virtual sexual encounters, cam sessions and even in person encounters but not describe themselves as gay or bi. I fall into this category as well and think that many men also do. Thanks for sharing. It is nice to know that other guys can get turned on by chatting with you, or seeing you on cam. I myself have enjoyed masturbating on cam with guys. For me it is the raw sexual desire that comes out and where we can just share it platonically. Just two guys who want to feel desired and helping each other out. I get great satisfaction for helping a guy orgasm. Anyway, not nearly articulating as well as you but thought I would express my gratitude for your story. Take care
Click to expand...
I began fucking sissies, then wearing panties, then looking for cock to suck....
 
Jason51 said:
Something amazing about geeling a pulsating cock in your hand as it squirts cum everywhere. Everyone should experience that at leat once in their life
Click to expand...
Right? It's like holding the primordial firehose, the bearded serpent releasing his seed.
 
silkstockingslover said:
Hi
I am writing an essay on exploring a man’s same sex lust from any of the following men:
1. Men who have sucked cock and/or bottomedr

2. Men who are curious to suck cock and/or bottom
3. Men who have cross dressed.

I’d this is you, please share your stories of experience, your fantasies, your inner struggle and I may use your story or quote in my essay.

Jasmine
The essay is tentatively called amen: How to Accept you Like Cock

Thanks in advance for considering this request.
Click to expand...
i found letting my best friend jo me caused me odd feelings and thoughts which i shared with him which was it caused me to want dick and him to watch. he agreed to and i started wearing pantyhose with him. i'd suck guys dick as he watched. he said the best part was seeing me get a hard in my hose as i sucked. fantasy? well one is to get a room out of town then locate say 4 guys to come watch me suck each one. also maybe a male(s) jerk me off on his dick then demand i suck my cum off jis dick. then allow him yo use his head to push my cum down my throat.
 
silkstockingslover said:
Hi
I am writing an essay on exploring a man’s same sex lust from any of the following men:
1. Men who have sucked cock and/or bottomedr

2. Men who are curious to suck cock and/or bottom
3. Men who have cross dressed.

I’d this is you, please share your stories of experience, your fantasies, your inner struggle and I may use your story or quote in my essay.

Jasmine
The essay is tentatively called amen: How to Accept you Like Cock

Thanks in advance for considering this request.
Click to expand...
I’m an older guy who has become fascinated with the idea of deep throating. I’ve bottomed before with just one guy some years ago. I’m pretty tight so it wasn’t as pleasurable as I’d hoped. I’ve been working with dildos down my throat and up my ass and fantasize constantly. I don’t think I’ll ever have the chance to fulfill as I’m paranoid about std’s. I would love to take a 7-8” cut cock down my throat and swallow. I’d also like an assertive man to take me from behind. If i knew the guy was safe, I’d pay a much younger guy for the chance to swallow his cock.
 
Burgherman4 said:
I’m one of those older men. In my 50’s my wife was blowing me and obviously not into it. I thought to myself’ I could do a better job than that.’ That started the wheels cranking. I started looking at M2M porn and getting very interested. After a while I tried sucking a cock and YES I loved it. I’m now in my 60’s and don’t do it often because it’s hard to connect with other married guys but still get turned on by cock
Click to expand...
If your wife plays, maybe you could suck a cock that’s been in her and covered with her juices.
 
silkstockingslover said:
Hi
I am writing an essay on exploring a man’s same sex lust from any of the following men:
1. Men who have sucked cock and/or bottomedr

2. Men who are curious to suck cock and/or bottom
3. Men who have cross dressed.

I’d this is you, please share your stories of experience, your fantasies, your inner struggle and I may use your story or quote in my essay.

Jasmine
The essay is tentatively called amen: How to Accept you Like Cock

Thanks in advance for considering this request.
Click to expand...
I've gotten into this recently, but would prefer to DM if you're interested rather than posting publicly.

Enjoy your stories, btw.
 
No offense intended, but straight men do not suck cock.

I know what I got, and I like it. I suck straight cock.

Thank you; that will be all.
 
I know we live in an age where common sense is out of the window and reality is whatever you want it to be but a man that is attracted to women but also enjoys sucking dick is bi-sexual, not straight.
 
Cubik said:
I know we live in an age where common sense is out of the window and reality is whatever you want it to be but a man that is attracted to women but also enjoys sucking dick is bi-sexual, not straight.
Click to expand...

So essentially the reality that you want it to be lol okay
 
You must log in or register to reply here.

Similar threads

SweetAnnie40
Annie's Super Sissy Idea List!
9 10 11
Replies
260
Views
79K
irishblade
irishblade
CuckedbyBBC
I write detailed graphic gay erotica but I don’t want to fuck men. What’s with that?
2 3 4
Replies
93
Views
7K
eroticspank
E
mrdiscreetshh
Married Men who are bi-sexual, bi-curious, pan-sexual, demi-sexual, and more...
2 3
Replies
66
Views
7K
saintcero
saintcero
UnHolyPimpHand
Wings of the Fallen ((UnHolyPimpHand & Curious_Muse))
2 3
Replies
50
Views
8K
UnHolyPimpHand
UnHolyPimpHand
P
Straight Guys Who Are Bi-Curious And Want To Share A Cock With Their Wife
3 4 5
Replies
115
Views
21K
Rayjay507
R
Back
Top