Fingerfuxs
Demisexual Sadist
- Joined
- Aug 26, 2020
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The problem with having an escape
Comes when you realize you could take it.
You could say “Fuck you!” to the world,
Stick both middle fingers up,
And get out.
But the thing is, though, that you don’t
At least not immediately.
Even with the button
Huge
Red
Blaring in front of you,
You’ve run out of the energy or the means or the will to push it
Hoping the knowledge of it’s existence
Is just swept into a corner less frequented
But instead,
It sits there.
Taunting you.
Reminding you in it’s little ways daily
That it’s there.
Ready.
Wanting to be pressed.
Begging for it.
So each day, when you gather the energy,
You stand in front of it
A list of pros and cons in your hand,
And you make the conscious decision.








