A Journey In Vulnerability

[Elgirldani]

Kissable lethargy

Lol, only one gets to kiss it

 

[Youneverknow81]

Some days are such a struggle to feel motivated to do anything. As happy as I am with the changes life has brought me over the last year, I still have days like today. Days when I feel isolated, and like I could disappear and no one would notice. Obviously, people would notice, and a few might even be upset by it. One would be devastated.

And that One is my light in the darkness, the break in my soul's lethargy that allows me to know that I can go on until these feeling pass. I thank the universe for him everyday

Stunning.

 

[Elgirldani]

Stunning.

Thank you

 

[Followmenow6969_2]

Some days are such a struggle to feel motivated to do anything. As happy as I am with the changes life has brought me over the last year, I still have days like today. Days when I feel isolated, and like I could disappear and no one would notice. Obviously, people would notice, and a few might even be upset by it. One would be devastated.

And that One is my light in the darkness, the break in my soul's lethargy that allows me to know that I can go on until these feeling pass. I thank the universe for him everyday

Beautiful

 

[Elgirldani]

Beautiful

Thanks

 

[Deleted member 1300976]

Someone told me that my posts have become full of warmth, still vulnerable but erotic... These words meant a lot to me.

Being open about myself and now my relationship is always very daunting, even though I thrive on it to a certain extent too. It creates so much opportunity to be judged, or to have people not understand, or try to invalidate my feelings to make themselves feel better. But I can honestly say that I've had nothing but support here, and that without that support I don't think I'd still be posting. It would have been a phase that I lost interest in quickly, as has happened every time I've tried keeping a traditional journal.

So thank you. Thank you for reading, and for seeing me in the words, not just in the pictures.

Love that view
You’re in a very sexy creative state it seems right now

 

[Elgirldani]

Love that view
You’re in a very sexy creative state it seems right now

Thank you

I have been feeling inspired lately, let’s just put it that way

 

[Youneverknow81]

Thank you

I have been feeling inspired lately, let’s just put it that way

Your creativity is contagious. Think of what you’ve inspired

 

[Elgirldani]

Your creativity is contagious. Think of what you’ve inspired

Pretty sure I don’t want to know some things that have been inspired here...

 

[Elgirldani]

Unexpected Realness

Sometimes things get real before you have a chance to know what's happening, don't they? Emotions get high, or low, in the space of one moment to the next.

I scramble to figure out what happened, what I did wrong... But you know what? Sometimes the answer is just that shit happens. Life happens at full speed and there's not always time to stop and analyze every little thing that goes down. Sometimes you gotta just decide what's important to you and let the rest be what it is. That's real life.

 

[Youneverknow81]

Sometimes things get real before you have a chance to know what's happening, don't they? Emotions get high, or low, in the space of one moment to the next.

I scramble to figure out what happened, what I did wrong... But you know what? Sometimes the answer is just that shit happens. Life happens at full speed and there's not always time to stop and analyze every little thing that goes down. Sometimes you gotta just decide what's important to you and let the rest be what it is. That's real life.

It's like being out on the ocean, sometimes a rogue wave hits and knocks you off course. It's our job to right the ship and get back on course, it's not easy but it's worth it.

 

[Elgirldani]

It's like being out on the ocean, sometimes a rogue wave hits and knocks you off course. It's our job to right the ship and get back on course, it's not easy but it's worth it.

Exactly. But sometimes I get too worried about what the ship looks like rather than how seaworthy it is

 

[Youneverknow81]

Exactly. But sometimes I get too worried about what the ship looks like rather than how seaworthy it is

Any time you doubt that, take a look at your threads and put that thought out of your mind

 

[Elgirldani]

Any time you doubt that, take a look at your threads and put that thought out of your mind

Which thought? About the seaworthy-ness or about how it looks?

 

[Youneverknow81]

Which thought? About the seaworthy-ness or about how it looks?

There is affirmation for both I’d say ;-)

 

[Elgirldani]

There is affirmation for both I’d say ;-)

 

[Followmenow6969_2]

Sometimes things get real before you have a chance to know what's happening, don't they? Emotions get high, or low, in the space of one moment to the next.

I scramble to figure out what happened, what I did wrong... But you know what? Sometimes the answer is just that shit happens. Life happens at full speed and there's not always time to stop and analyze every little thing that goes down. Sometimes you gotta just decide what's important to you and let the rest be what it is. That's real life.

If you ever need to chat/talk privately just let me know.... (((hugs)))

 

[Elgirldani]

If you ever need to chat/talk privately just let me know.... (((hugs)))

Thanks

 

[barefootgirl69]

Sometimes things get real before you have a chance to know what's happening, don't they? Emotions get high, or low, in the space of one moment to the next.

I scramble to figure out what happened, what I did wrong... But you know what? Sometimes the answer is just that shit happens. Life happens at full speed and there's not always time to stop and analyze every little thing that goes down. Sometimes you gotta just decide what's important to you and let the rest be what it is. That's real life.

Sometimes, during those moments that catch you off guard, it's hard to take a breath and step back from it to view it rationally. It's so much easier said than done for some of us...I'm just not built that way.

But, with practice...by not beating myself up each time I feel like I failed to act appropriately...things get easier.

 

[needaminx]

Sometimes things get real before you have a chance to know what's happening, don't they? Emotions get high, or low, in the space of one moment to the next.

I scramble to figure out what happened, what I did wrong... But you know what? Sometimes the answer is just that shit happens. Life happens at full speed and there's not always time to stop and analyze every little thing that goes down. Sometimes you gotta just decide what's important to you and let the rest be what it is. That's real life.

Worry about the things you can control, understand that the best you can do is roll with the things you can’t control and never forget that not everyone can see or appreciate your beauty, be it it inside or out.

 

[Elgirldani]

Sometimes, during those moments that catch you off guard, it's hard to take a breath and step back from it to view it rationally. It's so much easier said than done for some of us...I'm just not built that way.

But, with practice...by not beating myself up each time I feel like I failed to act appropriately...things get easier.

Worry about the things you can control, understand that the best you can do is roll with the things you can’t control and never forget that not everyone can see or appreciate your beauty, be it it inside or out.

Thank you both for the kind words

 

[Elgirldani]

Today I need to remind myself to keep it simple...

 

[HotChef1970]

Today I need to remind myself to keep it simple...

Simple is good..... beautiful sexy picture

 

[Elgirldani]

Simple is good..... beautiful sexy picture

Thank you

 

[Youneverknow81]

Today I need to remind myself to keep it simple...

Wow this is gorgeous!