A Journey In Vulnerability

[rulickable]

Hi guys... it's been a crazy busy year so far; I can't believe we are halfway through February already! As they say, time flies when you're having fun... and also when you're trying to sort your life out lol

One thing I've been forced to realize about myself over the past little bit is that I have a habit of abandoning myself completely to the things I'm interested in. Which can be good. It means I don't hold back from my passions. But it can also be bad, because when I discover a new one I go all in, all at once, and a lot of times that can backfire. I don't always take the time to learn what I should, or I get so caught up that I forget the things I know that keep me grounded. Either way, it can mean losing part of who I am. If I'm lucky it's just temporarily, but it's always jarring, and messy, and throws my whole life out of balance.

Luckily the flip side to that is being able to reevaluate myself and adjust my sense of identity somewhat easily when I need to. It allows me to embrace things wholly, where I normally am always holding back. I think as long as I don't ignore the imbalances when they happen, it's more of a good thing than not.

Wow just wow such a lovely lady

 

[Elgirldani]

Wow just wow such a lovely lady

Aww, thank you

 

[Elgirldani]

Once again you prove how beautiful you are and how lucky I am that you're mine.

 

[Elgirldani]

 

[MRSassySheDevil]

Wonderful picture

 

[Elgirldani]

Wonderful picture

Thanks

 

[mythicman62]

Very sexy and seductive!

 

[Followmenow6969_2]

Hi guys... it's been a crazy busy year so far; I can't believe we are halfway through February already! As they say, time flies when you're having fun... and also when you're trying to sort your life out lol

One thing I've been forced to realize about myself over the past little bit is that I have a habit of abandoning myself completely to the things I'm interested in. Which can be good. It means I don't hold back from my passions. But it can also be bad, because when I discover a new one I go all in, all at once, and a lot of times that can backfire. I don't always take the time to learn what I should, or I get so caught up that I forget the things I know that keep me grounded. Either way, it can mean losing part of who I am. If I'm lucky it's just temporarily, but it's always jarring, and messy, and throws my whole life out of balance.

Luckily the flip side to that is being able to reevaluate myself and adjust my sense of identity somewhat easily when I need to. It allows me to embrace things wholly, where I normally am always holding back. I think as long as I don't ignore the imbalances when they happen, it's more of a good thing than not.

You ROCK

 

[Guyblue82]

Hi guys... it's been a crazy busy year so far; I can't believe we are halfway through February already! As they say, time flies when you're having fun... and also when you're trying to sort your life out lol

One thing I've been forced to realize about myself over the past little bit is that I have a habit of abandoning myself completely to the things I'm interested in. Which can be good. It means I don't hold back from my passions. But it can also be bad, because when I discover a new one I go all in, all at once, and a lot of times that can backfire. I don't always take the time to learn what I should, or I get so caught up that I forget the things I know that keep me grounded. Either way, it can mean losing part of who I am. If I'm lucky it's just temporarily, but it's always jarring, and messy, and throws my whole life out of balance.

Luckily the flip side to that is being able to reevaluate myself and adjust my sense of identity somewhat easily when I need to. It allows me to embrace things wholly, where I normally am always holding back. I think as long as I don't ignore the imbalances when they happen, it's more of a good thing than not.

Life is a game of finding balance, just to have the center of balance shift. Thanks for sharing and your pic is on fire!

 

[Elgirldani]

Very sexy and seductive!

You ROCK

Thanks

 

[Elgirldani]

Life is a game of finding balance, just to have the center of balance shift. Thanks for sharing and your pic is on fire!

Very true... and thank you

 

[Youneverknow81]

True... I took a bit of a break myself for a while but I’m back in action

I’ll be honest, I’m selfishly glad to see that!

 

[Elgirldani]

I’ll be honest, I’m selfishly glad to see that!

Awww schucks

 

[Deleted member 1300976]

Hi guys... it's been a crazy busy year so far; I can't believe we are halfway through February already! As they say, time flies when you're having fun... and also when you're trying to sort your life out lol

One thing I've been forced to realize about myself over the past little bit is that I have a habit of abandoning myself completely to the things I'm interested in. Which can be good. It means I don't hold back from my passions. But it can also be bad, because when I discover a new one I go all in, all at once, and a lot of times that can backfire. I don't always take the time to learn what I should, or I get so caught up that I forget the things I know that keep me grounded. Either way, it can mean losing part of who I am. If I'm lucky it's just temporarily, but it's always jarring, and messy, and throws my whole life out of balance.

Luckily the flip side to that is being able to reevaluate myself and adjust my sense of identity somewhat easily when I need to. It allows me to embrace things wholly, where I normally am always holding back. I think as long as I don't ignore the imbalances when they happen, it's more of a good thing than not.

Hoping things are moving in a positive direction for you
Such a beautiful picture

 

[Youneverknow81]

Awww schucks

Plus it’s obvious how much fun you are having, which is genuine and makes everything so much better!

 

[Elgirldani]

Hoping things are moving in a positive direction for you
Such a beautiful picture

They are, thanks to my Papa

Thank you

 

[Elgirldani]

Plus it’s obvious how much fun you are having, which is genuine and makes everything so much better!

I do have fun, and I try to keep it real, even when that’s not always easy. I think(hope) that people appreciate that aspect of my posts.

 

[Elgirldani]

<3

Someone told me that my posts have become full of warmth, still vulnerable but erotic... These words meant a lot to me.

Being open about myself and now my relationship is always very daunting, even though I thrive on it to a certain extent too. It creates so much opportunity to be judged, or to have people not understand, or try to invalidate my feelings to make themselves feel better. But I can honestly say that I've had nothing but support here, and that without that support I don't think I'd still be posting. It would have been a phase that I lost interest in quickly, as has happened every time I've tried keeping a traditional journal.

So thank you. Thank you for reading, and for seeing me in the words, not just in the pictures.

 

[Followmenow6969_2]

Someone told me that my posts have become full of warmth, still vulnerable but erotic... These words meant a lot to me.

Being open about myself and now my relationship is always very daunting, even though I thrive on it to a certain extent too. It creates so much opportunity to be judged, or to have people not understand, or try to invalidate my feelings to make themselves feel better. But I can honestly say that I've had nothing but support here, and that without that support I don't think I'd still be posting. It would have been a phase that I lost interest in quickly, as has happened every time I've tried keeping a traditional journal.

So thank you. Thank you for reading, and for seeing me in the words, not just in the pictures.

WOW

 

[EndlessNameless]

Hi guys... it's been a crazy busy year so far; I can't believe we are halfway through February already! As they say, time flies when you're having fun... and also when you're trying to sort your life out lol

One thing I've been forced to realize about myself over the past little bit is that I have a habit of abandoning myself completely to the things I'm interested in. Which can be good. It means I don't hold back from my passions. But it can also be bad, because when I discover a new one I go all in, all at once, and a lot of times that can backfire. I don't always take the time to learn what I should, or I get so caught up that I forget the things I know that keep me grounded. Either way, it can mean losing part of who I am. If I'm lucky it's just temporarily, but it's always jarring, and messy, and throws my whole life out of balance.

Luckily the flip side to that is being able to reevaluate myself and adjust my sense of identity somewhat easily when I need to. It allows me to embrace things wholly, where I normally am always holding back. I think as long as I don't ignore the imbalances when they happen, it's more of a good thing than not.

This is just beautiful.

I can't say I've had this problem too much because I usually focus on one thing at a time. On the other hand, me being hyper focused can lead to some very late nights if I don't stop myself. I suppose that's only a minor annoyance in comparison.

Someone told me that my posts have become full of warmth, still vulnerable but erotic... These words meant a lot to me.

Being open about myself and now my relationship is always very daunting, even though I thrive on it to a certain extent too. It creates so much opportunity to be judged, or to have people not understand, or try to invalidate my feelings to make themselves feel better. But I can honestly say that I've had nothing but support here, and that without that support I don't think I'd still be posting. It would have been a phase that I lost interest in quickly, as has happened every time I've tried keeping a traditional journal.

So thank you. Thank you for reading, and for seeing me in the words, not just in the pictures.

Oh yeah, smokin hot.

Most people here are supportive. Some aren't but it shouldn't be too difficult to ignore them. Keep it up.

 

[Youneverknow81]

Someone told me that my posts have become full of warmth, still vulnerable but erotic... These words meant a lot to me.

Being open about myself and now my relationship is always very daunting, even though I thrive on it to a certain extent too. It creates so much opportunity to be judged, or to have people not understand, or try to invalidate my feelings to make themselves feel better. But I can honestly say that I've had nothing but support here, and that without that support I don't think I'd still be posting. It would have been a phase that I lost interest in quickly, as has happened every time I've tried keeping a traditional journal.

So thank you. Thank you for reading, and for seeing me in the words, not just in the pictures.

Beautiful girl

 

[rulickable]

Someone told me that my posts have become full of warmth, still vulnerable but erotic... These words meant a lot to me.

Being open about myself and now my relationship is always very daunting, even though I thrive on it to a certain extent too. It creates so much opportunity to be judged, or to have people not understand, or try to invalidate my feelings to make themselves feel better. But I can honestly say that I've had nothing but support here, and that without that support I don't think I'd still be posting. It would have been a phase that I lost interest in quickly, as has happened every time I've tried keeping a traditional journal.

So thank you. Thank you for reading, and for seeing me in the words, not just in the pictures.

Wow sweet color on you.

 

[Elgirldani]

WOW

This is just beautiful.

I can't say I've had this problem too much because I usually focus on one thing at a time. On the other hand, me being hyper focused can lead to some very late nights if I don't stop myself. I suppose that's only a minor annoyance in comparison.



Oh yeah, smokin hot.

Most people here are supportive. Some aren't but it shouldn't be too difficult to ignore them. Keep it up.

Beautiful girl

Wow sweet color on you.

Thank you all

 

[Elgirldani]

Some days are such a struggle to feel motivated to do anything. As happy as I am with the changes life has brought me over the last year, I still have days like today. Days when I feel isolated, and like I could disappear and no one would notice. Obviously, people would notice, and a few might even be upset by it. One would be devastated.

And that One is my light in the darkness, the break in my soul's lethargy that allows me to know that I can go on until these feeling pass. I thank the universe for him everyday

 

[rulickable]

Some days are such a struggle to feel motivated to do anything. As happy as I am with the changes life has brought me over the last year, I still have days like today. Days when I feel isolated, and like I could disappear and no one would notice. Obviously, people would notice, and a few might even be upset by it. One would be devastated.

And that One is my light in the darkness, the break in my soul's lethargy that allows me to know that I can go on until these feeling pass. I thank the universe for him everyday

Kissable lethargy