That moment when all is lost

[Jennifer]

and you'll never get it back. And it will break you forever.

Has anyone else experienced this?

 

[Killswitch1]

Whats goin on honey. You've been droppin hints all evening.


I've hit rock bottom. Im back on top.

I wont go full cliche on you but things get better. If you want them too.

Im also quite sure Im not the one you want to hear from so it might get better in a post or two.

 

[Jennifer]

Oh, you know. Typical escapades from a drunken ex spouse who is fucking with my children. And people who make me feel like a second class citizen because of him.

 

[Jennifer]

I have in a different way. I hope you have people around you who can love on you, Jennifer.

Thanks, Rainy and KS1. But life is complicated and lady liberty can be quite the cunt around these parts.

ETA: My best friend just threw down the hammer on him. But I'm not sure that will be enough.

 

[pink]

Yeah once, Jennifer. It was over a man, never again.



I hope things get a lot better in your life.

 

[Jennifer]

Thanks, PInk. I'm not looking for pity, just commiseration.

I am dealing with a new situation that really sucks. But I will make it through. It's what we do as moms.

 

[jezzilee]

Jennifer, I do hope that things get better very quickly. I don't know your situation but exes, especially when kids are involved, dang it can be really difficult. I hope your children are okay and you find the strength to continue to do what you have to for them. Do not let what others think or what they might think dictate your actions. You know what is right for you and your family. Good luck.

 

[Hashfag45]

A good mother would have chosen a better man to have children with.

 

[pink]

Thanks, PInk. I'm not looking for pity, just commiseration.

I am dealing with a new situation that really sucks. But I will make it through. It's what we do as moms.

I know you aren't but I do hope things get better.

 

[Hard_Rom]

A good mother would have chosen a better man to have children with.

Iggied!

 

[Jennifer]

A good mother would have chosen a better man to have children with.

Yes!

Except a woman isn't a mother until she has had a child, eyer. Your point is Moo.

 

[Aglaopheme]

 

[neci]

this is why i no longer wear fake nails.

 

[Killswitch1]

https://cdn.meme.am/instances/24798319.jpg

 

[Killswitch1]

Oh, you know. Typical escapades from a drunken ex spouse who is fucking with my children. And people who make me feel like a second class citizen because of him.

Oh. I thought maybe you were a Cubs fan.

 

[neci]

once the world broke
all was white with snow and ice
words would not escape
tears leaked
drains rusted
they held me close
and gave me space
to grieve
to die

 

[Jennifer]

Thanks, everyone!! I was hoping just to put my emotions out there to feel better.

This support is very helpful. Alcoholism is beyond confusing for the people that have to pick up the pieces and carry on.

 

[Jennifer]

Oh. I thought maybe you were a Cubs fan.

I'm a Philadelphia girl.

 

[Hashfag45]

Iggied!

Oh noes!

 

[Killswitch1]

I'm a Philadelphia girl.

I know but you never know where peoples team is or where they came from.

Honestly I was just tryin to make you laugh.

 

[Hashfag45]

Yes!

Except a woman isn't a mother until she has had a child, eyer. Your point is Moo.

Then learn to keep your legs closed if you aren't bright enough to pick a good man to father children.

 

[Killswitch1]

Thanks, everyone!! I was hoping just to put my emotions out there to feel better.

This support is very helpful. Alcoholism is beyond confusing for the people that have to pick up the pieces and carry on.

I reckin it's no better than mopping up the pieces.

lol

 

[warrior queen]

Exes and children
My only advice is that your children will eventually grow up and make their own decisions. Sadly, the years before that happens can be so hard that you feel shattered, over and over again.
But no matter how hard it is, your love will eventually prove stronger

 

[Jennifer]

Then learn to keep your legs closed if you aren't bright enough to pick a good man to father children.

Well, I had two late term (8 month) abortions and then had my tubes tied and my

uterus ablated. Fingers crossed that this does the trick.

 

[Hashfag45]

Too little, too late.