Deepest Darkest Secret your spouse/partner doesn't know!!!

[hex2112]

Cum swallowing

My secret from my wife is that I have swallowed way more cum than she ever has. Way more!

 

[texxxasgirl91]

Need more Kink

Hi,

I guess I should preface this by saying I'm a woman just to make the story clear. My boyfriend gets very kinky when we're drunk, very dominant which I love, but he's not dominant enough for me. I want him to humiliate me, to hit me, to choke me, to spit on me, to own me, to force me. But when we are in the throws of sexual activity and I ask for more kinky things (like choking me or spitting on me or being more ruthless) he always gets super defensive. He says that I'm sick... that something is wrong with me... that I watch too much porn (I don't watch porn per his request) that I'm wrong... That something is wrong with me. I'm very feminist, very independent and very pro-woman (who run the world? GIRLS!) but for some reason when we are making love I want to feel his total and complete dominance over me. Maybe it is wrong... but in these moments I want him to violate me if he so chose. Even if I said "no" I would want him to still fuck me. I know it sounds so wrong but I want him to feel so much dominance over me that he would rape me. I want to be raped... but only by him or someone that I consent to ahead of time. But I want it to be a total surprise. I need to be fucked, dominated, forced... so badly. I want someone to provide for me, love me, treat me right, but own me body and soul. I have a vibrator in my pussy right now and I wish a guy or girl would pop out of nowhere, strap me down, and have their way with me. I need, want to feel owned. I want to be my boyfriend's slave for the rest of my life, and he loves it when I call him Master in Spanish, but he won't commit more than that. But he is too lovey... he won't force me. He won't REALLY fuck me. I love him with all of my being... but for some reason I have this necessity to feel dominated. Even though most of the time I know I would rebel. I don't know what to do... Advice? If someone really forced me I would probably fight back physically but I want that... I want someone to force me. I want someone to just take me. It happened to me once... I met this Mexican guy in Italy, he told me he just wanted to get to know me better. I watched the Eurocup (back in 2012) on the couch with his roommate until he called me to his room. I was only 20 at the time and he was 34 or so (older men are so much better and are much more dominant) and when I entered the room was full of lit candles. As soon as I entered and he closed the door he embraced he passionately. I asked him about his girlfriend, it was well known he was attached, but he told me she was ok with him being with other women and actually liked to watch. He gestured to the corner of the room where I saw her. I knew in that moment that she saw me as nothing more than a whore. She was his age, at least ten years older than me, and she was already naked and rubbing her clit. I felt like I had been tricked but before I could leave he closed the door behind me. He picked me up and moved me to the bed, I was feeling horny so I leaned in. He laid me down and started to move his large hands and fingers up my legs and into my thighs. He started to finger fuck me with two of his wide and large fingers. I moaned into his mouth, arched into his touch, and he forced another finger inside. I inhaled sharply in pain and pleasure, as he buried his digits in me. I tried to push his hand away but he pinned both of my hands in one of his large ones. He was so tall and so strong... I was in pain. That is when I noticed his girlfriends pussy above my face. I am bisexual and have eaten plenty of pussy in my day. I thought if I went to town on her they would relax a little bit. She smothered my face with her hot wet snatch but her boyfriend didn't stop in his exercises of my body. My pussy was stretched, but I was also satisfied. It was like the first time I felt like I really lost my virginity. Two years previously I met a French man in club in Cancun. He was a bartender who got me too drunk. He flirted and made me feel special, and after the club closed he took me back to his apartment. I had only been finger fucked by my ex-boyfriend and when this frenchman took me into his shower he forced me to my knees and stretched my pussy to the max. He wasn't long, but he was so wide. I cried out in pain but he just kept going in... slowly but surely. I still have the pic of my stretched pussy somewhere. Anyways... back to the Mexican in Italy with his girlfriend fucking my face. He stretched my pussy with his fingers but I didn't notice because he was kissing me so much and I was being suffocated by a hairy snatch. I was so engrossed with trying to give this girl pleasure that it was a couple of minute before I realized that I had been handcuffed to the headboard. This Mexican behemoth's hands were all over my body. I had a bad reputation back when I lived abroad I will admit. I was enjoying my social life and my sex life immensely, getting fucked by every nationality when I wanted to and on my terms. When this guy invited me over I thought it would be more of the same. My sex life on my terms. He was kissing me and finger fucking me but I didn't notice his girlfriend or his restraints. When he started to put some fingers in the stink, which I had never before in my life experienced, I started to protest. I tried to push his hands away but I was restrained. He started to stretch my ass... I could hardly take it. I was crying in pain... but also in pleasure. I didn't want him to know I was enjoying it but he knew... I wanted him to stop, but I also wanted him to continue. I asked him to stop and just fuck me in my pussy but shortly he continued to slowly pushed his dick into my ass. It was the most excruciating and pleasurable experience of my life. I could feel him, inch by inch, stretching my asshole. I begged him to stop, that the pain and stretching were too much, but he said it was the same as his fingers being in my ass moments before. He showed me photos of his stretching my ass and said there was no difference. My legs were spread wide like a slut, like a fucking whore. I had been complaining of pain and discomfort but the photos showed me spreading my legs wide, so he could have easier access. I was enjoying the pain so much. I protested but I left my legs spread wide so he could finger fuck my pussy. He kept pushing his dick into my ass missionary style until it was buried to the hilt. The pleasure was somewhere there in the background but the pain was front and center. He kept finger fucking my pussy, keeping me lubricated and wet, but slowly and surely he started fucking my abused ass. By the time he was fully and forcefully fucking my ass I was screaming in pain and ecstasy into the pussy of his girlfriend. They seduced me, and used me... but I fucking loved it.

 

[texxxasgirl91]

Would you ever want to be pegged?

 

[Jordan42]

Would you ever want to be pegged?

I would!

 

[texxxasgirl91]

I would!

I really want to do this. I want to feel that power and control over a man. I want a little sissy to spread their ass for me so I can put my strap on in their and fuck them like they want and deserve. I want to be the masculine one for once. But then right after I fuck you hard and leave your asshole gaping I want to have two really masculine black or latino guys DP me, leave my holes gaping and dripping, and to have you eat their cum out of me. Would you submit to me?

 

[Jordan42]

I really want to do this. I want to feel that power and control over a man. I want a little sissy to spread their ass for me so I can put my strap on in their and fuck them like they want and deserve. I want to be the masculine one for once. But then right after I fuck you hard and leave your asshole gaping I want to have two really masculine black or latino guys DP me, leave my holes gaping and dripping, and to have you eat their cum out of me. Would you submit to me?

Yes ma'am!

 

[cumon69]

I want to try it yes please

 

[510mike]

I really want to do this. I want to feel that power and control over a man. I want a little sissy to spread their ass for me so I can put my strap on in their and fuck them like they want and deserve. I want to be the masculine one for once. But then right after I fuck you hard and leave your asshole gaping I want to have two really masculine black or latino guys DP me, leave my holes gaping and dripping, and to have you eat their cum out of me. Would you submit to me?

Sign me up!!

 

[DogTrainer]

That I tried really, really, really hard to come up with something more than:

Wow, you people are a bunch of raving degenerates that should be extremely ashamed of your ethical transgressions.

She would, however, not be surprised that I made such a judgement. Nope. Not one bit.

And you, you un-evolved troll. Nope not ashamed of this not one tiny bit.

 

[playfuldophin]

I really want to do this. I want to feel that power and control over a man. I want a little sissy to spread their ass for me so I can put my strap on in their and fuck them like they want and deserve. I want to be the masculine one for once. But then right after I fuck you hard and leave your asshole gaping I want to have two really masculine black or latino guys DP me, leave my holes gaping and dripping, and to have you eat their cum out of me. Would you submit to me?

That is my secret to be pegged - what a great reversal of roles

 

[roc23]

I really want to do this. I want to feel that power and control over a man. I want a little sissy to spread their ass for me so I can put my strap on in their and fuck them like they want and deserve. I want to be the masculine one for once. But then right after I fuck you hard and leave your asshole gaping I want to have two really masculine black or latino guys DP me, leave my holes gaping and dripping, and to have you eat their cum out of me. Would you submit to me?

Wow.

That is intensely horny.

 

[roc23]

Hi,

I guess I should preface this by saying I'm a woman just to make the story clear. My boyfriend gets very kinky when we're drunk, very dominant which I love, but he's not dominant enough for me. I want him to humiliate me, to hit me, to choke me, to spit on me, to own me, to force me. But when we are in the throws of sexual activity and I ask for more kinky things (like choking me or spitting on me or being more ruthless) he always gets super defensive. He says that I'm sick... that something is wrong with me... that I watch too much porn (I don't watch porn per his request) that I'm wrong... That something is wrong with me. I'm very feminist, very independent and very pro-woman (who run the world? GIRLS!) but for some reason when we are making love I want to feel his total and complete dominance over me. Maybe it is wrong... but in these moments I want him to violate me if he so chose. Even if I said "no" I would want him to still fuck me. I know it sounds so wrong but I want him to feel so much dominance over me that he would rape me. I want to be raped... but only by him or someone that I consent to ahead of time. But I want it to be a total surprise. I need to be fucked, dominated, forced... so badly. I want someone to provide for me, love me, treat me right, but own me body and soul. I have a vibrator in my pussy right now and I wish a guy or girl would pop out of nowhere, strap me down, and have their way with me. I need, want to feel owned. I want to be my boyfriend's slave for the rest of my life, and he loves it when I call him Master in Spanish, but he won't commit more than that. But he is too lovey... he won't force me. He won't REALLY fuck me. I love him with all of my being... but for some reason I have this necessity to feel dominated. Even though most of the time I know I would rebel. I don't know what to do... Advice? If someone really forced me I would probably fight back physically but I want that... I want someone to force me. I want someone to just take me. It happened to me once... I met this Mexican guy in Italy, he told me he just wanted to get to know me better. I watched the Eurocup (back in 2012) on the couch with his roommate until he called me to his room. I was only 20 at the time and he was 34 or so (older men are so much better and are much more dominant) and when I entered the room was full of lit candles. As soon as I entered and he closed the door he embraced he passionately. I asked him about his girlfriend, it was well known he was attached, but he told me she was ok with him being with other women and actually liked to watch. He gestured to the corner of the room where I saw her. I knew in that moment that she saw me as nothing more than a whore. She was his age, at least ten years older than me, and she was already naked and rubbing her clit. I felt like I had been tricked but before I could leave he closed the door behind me. He picked me up and moved me to the bed, I was feeling horny so I leaned in. He laid me down and started to move his large hands and fingers up my legs and into my thighs. He started to finger fuck me with two of his wide and large fingers. I moaned into his mouth, arched into his touch, and he forced another finger inside. I inhaled sharply in pain and pleasure, as he buried his digits in me. I tried to push his hand away but he pinned both of my hands in one of his large ones. He was so tall and so strong... I was in pain. That is when I noticed his girlfriends pussy above my face. I am bisexual and have eaten plenty of pussy in my day. I thought if I went to town on her they would relax a little bit. She smothered my face with her hot wet snatch but her boyfriend didn't stop in his exercises of my body. My pussy was stretched, but I was also satisfied. It was like the first time I felt like I really lost my virginity. Two years previously I met a French man in club in Cancun. He was a bartender who got me too drunk. He flirted and made me feel special, and after the club closed he took me back to his apartment. I had only been finger fucked by my ex-boyfriend and when this frenchman took me into his shower he forced me to my knees and stretched my pussy to the max. He wasn't long, but he was so wide. I cried out in pain but he just kept going in... slowly but surely. I still have the pic of my stretched pussy somewhere. Anyways... back to the Mexican in Italy with his girlfriend fucking my face. He stretched my pussy with his fingers but I didn't notice because he was kissing me so much and I was being suffocated by a hairy snatch. I was so engrossed with trying to give this girl pleasure that it was a couple of minute before I realized that I had been handcuffed to the headboard. This Mexican behemoth's hands were all over my body. I had a bad reputation back when I lived abroad I will admit. I was enjoying my social life and my sex life immensely, getting fucked by every nationality when I wanted to and on my terms. When this guy invited me over I thought it would be more of the same. My sex life on my terms. He was kissing me and finger fucking me but I didn't notice his girlfriend or his restraints. When he started to put some fingers in the stink, which I had never before in my life experienced, I started to protest. I tried to push his hands away but I was restrained. He started to stretch my ass... I could hardly take it. I was crying in pain... but also in pleasure. I didn't want him to know I was enjoying it but he knew... I wanted him to stop, but I also wanted him to continue. I asked him to stop and just fuck me in my pussy but shortly he continued to slowly pushed his dick into my ass. It was the most excruciating and pleasurable experience of my life. I could feel him, inch by inch, stretching my asshole. I begged him to stop, that the pain and stretching were too much, but he said it was the same as his fingers being in my ass moments before. He showed me photos of his stretching my ass and said there was no difference. My legs were spread wide like a slut, like a fucking whore. I had been complaining of pain and discomfort but the photos showed me spreading my legs wide, so he could have easier access. I was enjoying the pain so much. I protested but I left my legs spread wide so he could finger fuck my pussy. He kept pushing his dick into my ass missionary style until it was buried to the hilt. The pleasure was somewhere there in the background but the pain was front and center. He kept finger fucking my pussy, keeping me lubricated and wet, but slowly and surely he started fucking my abused ass. By the time he was fully and forcefully fucking my ass I was screaming in pain and ecstasy into the pussy of his girlfriend. They seduced me, and used me... but I fucking loved it.

Your bf has no idea how lucky he is.

 

[whynotjustsayit]

Well dang. Some of them there last posts almost done melted mah panties off.

 

[Devlishone4fun]

If I told you it wouldn't be a secret, now would it? But I might discuss in a private pm with some of the Ladies on Lit

 

[Freya_Gin]

texxxasgirl91, it sounds very much to me that you're what is known as a "switch" among us BDSM (bondage, domination & sado-masochism) enthusiasts. There is NOTHING wrong with any of that as long as you're not deliberating harming someone and trying to be careful enough to avoid causing real harm. You're vanilla boyfriend apparently has some hang-ups and that's his problem; don't let him make it your problem too. Him not being into some of what you're into doesn't mean he has to say there's something wrong with you. He could just say he's not into that without judging you with his narrow-minded viewpoint, after all. Again, this is HIS bullshit.

There are plenty of BDSM sites for beginners and there's a BDSM forum here. Beware of anyone who tries to coerce you into doing anything you don't want to do or don't feel is safe enough, whether as a domme or as a sub. Good luck!

 

[darlasmaster01]

wearing black lace panties while my sub pegs me

 

[abm4766]

She doesn't know that I desire to sleep with her sister

 

[ThorsHammer7]

She doesn't know that I desire to sleep with her sister

Yes she does, but you better not say it out loud! LOL

 

[AngieBaby1]

I love to go for motorcycle rides with my brother in law. My husband, sister and him all think I just love to ride, but the truth is that it gives me sweet orgasms. Rubbing my nipple on his back and that huge buzzing seat between my open thighs makes me cum 2 or 3 times in a half hour. One time I had really thin cotton shorts on with no panties. It was amazing, but I was terrified of getting off the bike that there would be wet spots on the seat.

 

[CyberRain]

I love to go for motorcycle rides with my brother in law. My husband, sister and him all think I just love to ride, but the truth is that it gives me sweet orgasms. Rubbing my nipple on his back and that huge buzzing seat between my open thighs makes me cum 2 or 3 times in a half hour. One time I had really thin cotton shorts on with no panties. It was amazing, but I was terrified of getting off the bike that there would be wet spots on the seat.

This is really hot ! And eye opening, I now realize why some women like to ride bikes

 

[HoldYouDown]

When I lived on campus my Freshman year of college, I would occasionally steal a girl's pair of panties out of the dryer, take them back to my room and cum in them, wash and dry them with a load of my clothes, then put them back in her laundry or in the lost and found if she'd already cleared out. I loved the risk of it, the feel of it, and knowing that she'd go about her life wearing them, completely oblivious to what I'd done with them.

Now you can go ahead and slam me for this. That was almost three years ago; my libido was beyond out of control; and I got caught up in the freedom and adventure of being away from home. I can't see myself doing that again, but I'm also not going to apologize for what I did back then. Sue me

Wish I had thought of that.

 

[Hapenis]

When I was in my 20s I dated a tattoo artist that ended up tattooing a dragon blowing smoke rings on the shaft of my dick. Over the years the color faded and the line work blew out a bit but as I have many tattoo artist friends it became a bit of an ongoing joke about who was going to fix up the tattoo as I talked about finding an artist that would.

One night after talking about some ideas I wanted to add to it if I ever did get it worked on a friend said he would do it and we actually started putting art together to turn it into a penis sleeve and a few months later I ended up getting other tattoos all over the shaft in order to make it look like an old school Americana tattoo sleeve. Above the dragon, at the base is a sugar skull, then along the left of the dragon is a rocket with stars around it and the word HELLBOUND written on it, along the right is a Thor's Hammer (Mjolnir) and spider Web that was supposed to continue on down over my scrotum (didn't happen, I wimped out once after a couple lines on the sack). Filling in a few of the empty spaces between these are cherry blossoms for added color. The underside is still not done but maybe one day (if my tattoo artist can get over the psychological damage I have already put him through with the first session lol).

My girl and I had only been together for about five months at the time the work was done and me being a bit of an exhibitionist pulled it out for anyone that wanted to see, I even made a picture of the sugar skull my Facebook profile picture for a while. I did it for a laugh and because most men would never do it but I got a lot of ultra objectified solicitations from many women, some of whom I knew and some I didn't know at all, a reaction I hadn't even considered but it intrigued me.

I was pretty open with most of it, sharing some of the entertaining reactions with my girlfriend but as other women divulged their fantasy ideas around my tattooed dick I entertained them sexting and trading pictures.* It was hard for me to end all of the attention but I knew it wouldn't end well if I just kept going with it. I have now had the ink for a few years now and it's been a few months since I have sexted anyone other than my partner. I never did get physical with anyone and never really wanted to but I loved the novelty that just the appearance of my dick drove some women sexually crazy and had them confessing, professing and, undressing; it made me feel sexually powerful as I never had before.

 

[Ldy_Sea]

My spouse doesn't know that I write porn, especially incest. She doesn't know that many of my characters are based on people we know and I want to fuck, including my childrens classmates, their parents and teachers.

Also unaware that I desperately want to be a nudist, but am too scared how my family will react if I start walking around naked all the time.

That I hate our sex life (lack thereof actually) and am actively looking for a friend with benefits using dating apps like tinder.

 

[abm4766]

Yes she does, but you better not say it out loud! LOL

she does??

 

[followmenow6969]

That I hate our sex life (lack thereof actually) and am actively looking for a friend with benefits using dating apps like tinder.

We send a LOT of time in our Florida home if you're interested and we love the subject matter you write about...