Anonymous Secrets Thread

[Kudram123]

F 38.

Earlier today I was lying in bed talking to one of my yahoo friends. He was doing an excellent job of turning me on & I couldn't resist taking out my rabbit vibe and sliding it into my pussy. I told him what I was doing & he said he wished he could hear me. I'm not usually allowed to talk but I was so turned on I voice called him & he talked me to at least 3 orgasms. It was amazing & I couldn't move for 10 minutes afterwards.
I had to hurry to get ready afterwards as a plumber was due to call. What he doesn't know (nor does the female plumber alas!) was that I spent the whole time the plumber was here with my butt plug in & my tiny bullet vibe in my pussy keeping myself on the edge until I talk to him again later.

 

[LoveToLurk]

F 38.

Earlier today I was lying in bed talking to one of my yahoo friends. He was doing an excellent job of turning me on & I couldn't resist taking out my rabbit vibe and sliding it into my pussy. I told him what I was doing & he said he wished he could hear me. I'm not usually allowed to talk but I was so turned on I voice called him & he talked me to at least 3 orgasms. It was amazing & I couldn't move for 10 minutes afterwards.
I had to hurry to get ready afterwards as a plumber was due to call. What he doesn't know (nor does the female plumber alas!) was that I spent the whole time the plumber was here with my butt plug in & my tiny bullet vibe in my pussy keeping myself on the edge until I talk to him again later.

What fun! I want to hear the update

 

[Kudram123]

F 40's
After flirting on and off with a coworker over a year something pushed the envelope. I was working late and he called to see if I was there. He jokingly said he should come over and spank me. I said okay and after stammering he said he'd be there in 10 min. (Longest 10 min ever)
I let him in and we went into another room not so close to the front table. He asked me what panties I was wearing. I said a thong and he grinned and told me to lose my pants and leave the thong on.

He made me count to 10 for each cheek and he'd intermittently rub the thong over my pussy and asshole. After about 5 on each he commented on how wet I was... He pushed his knee between my legs and forced them apart. He finished the spankings and the. he slid fingers into my cunt and ass and pounded them hard and fast... I came repeatedly over his fingers...

I turned to see he'd pulled his cock out and was stroking... He was throbbing. I dropped to my knees and took him hungrily in my mouth. His fingers wrapped in my hair as he moaned. After about ten minutes he stopped me, saying he had to sit. I crawled across the floor and took him back in my mouth, stroking and licking and sucking until he filled my mouth.

One of the hottest experiences in my life.

 

[Pondlife]

What fun! I want to hear the update

Yeah that does sound interesting!

 

[Pondlife]

F 40's
After flirting on and off with a coworker over a year something pushed the envelope. I was working late and he called to see if I was there. He jokingly said he should come over and spank me. I said okay and after stammering he said he'd be there in 10 min. (Longest 10 min ever)
I let him in and we went into another room not so close to the front table. He asked me what panties I was wearing. I said a thong and he grinned and told me to lose my pants and leave the thong on.

He made me count to 10 for each cheek and he'd intermittently rub the thong over my pussy and asshole. After about 5 on each he commented on how wet I was... He pushed his knee between my legs and forced them apart. He finished the spankings and the. he slid fingers into my cunt and ass and pounded them hard and fast... I came repeatedly over his fingers...

I turned to see he'd pulled his cock out and was stroking... He was throbbing. I dropped to my knees and took him hungrily in my mouth. His fingers wrapped in my hair as he moaned. After about ten minutes he stopped me, saying he had to sit. I crawled across the floor and took him back in my mouth, stroking and licking and sucking until he filled my mouth.

One of the hottest experiences in my life.

Oh man that's just such an amazing encounter, I need events like that!
And hope there's so much more to this one too!

 

[LoveToLurk]

F 40's
After flirting on and off with a coworker over a year something pushed the envelope. I was working late and he called to see if I was there. He jokingly said he should come over and spank me. I said okay and after stammering he said he'd be there in 10 min. (Longest 10 min ever)
I let him in and we went into another room not so close to the front table. He asked me what panties I was wearing. I said a thong and he grinned and told me to lose my pants and leave the thong on.

He made me count to 10 for each cheek and he'd intermittently rub the thong over my pussy and asshole. After about 5 on each he commented on how wet I was... He pushed his knee between my legs and forced them apart. He finished the spankings and the. he slid fingers into my cunt and ass and pounded them hard and fast... I came repeatedly over his fingers...

I turned to see he'd pulled his cock out and was stroking... He was throbbing. I dropped to my knees and took him hungrily in my mouth. His fingers wrapped in my hair as he moaned. After about ten minutes he stopped me, saying he had to sit. I crawled across the floor and took him back in my mouth, stroking and licking and sucking until he filled my mouth.

One of the hottest experiences in my life.

Oh holy hell, was that HOT. Made me so aroused just reading about it!

 

[dmetria]

F 40's
After flirting on and off with a coworker over a year something pushed the envelope. I was working late and he called to see if I was there. He jokingly said he should come over and spank me. I said okay and after stammering he said he'd be there in 10 min. (Longest 10 min ever)
I let him in and we went into another room not so close to the front table. He asked me what panties I was wearing. I said a thong and he grinned and told me to lose my pants and leave the thong on.

He made me count to 10 for each cheek and he'd intermittently rub the thong over my pussy and asshole. After about 5 on each he commented on how wet I was... He pushed his knee between my legs and forced them apart. He finished the spankings and the. he slid fingers into my cunt and ass and pounded them hard and fast... I came repeatedly over his fingers...

I turned to see he'd pulled his cock out and was stroking... He was throbbing. I dropped to my knees and took him hungrily in my mouth. His fingers wrapped in my hair as he moaned. After about ten minutes he stopped me, saying he had to sit. I crawled across the floor and took him back in my mouth, stroking and licking and sucking until he filled my mouth.

One of the hottest experiences in my life.

very hot

 

[Kudram123]

No gender or age given

first one i can think of was when i was in middle school
it was late and i was laying on the floor in my room with a blanket encompassing me and my little t.v.
i had it on porn.. i had an exacto knife... i cut myself and masturbated..and when i was done i wrote a fucking poem about it lol.. i saved the poem but i dont know what i did with it over the years

 

[Aquagal]

I'm pretty sure underage sexual activities are not allowed on Lit, even if it is a secret.

 

[papadoc19]

Not a secret but more of a confession...

Two weeks ago my fur cousin died and I felt sadness and shed tears for her...my confession is while I cried for this dog if a certain uncle died I don't think I would feel anything at all...it isn't that I hate him or dislike him I just have no attachment to him whatsoever.

 

[PlayfulLittle1]

Not a secret but more of a confession...

Two weeks ago my fur cousin died and I felt sadness and shed tears for her...my confession is while I cried for this dog if a certain uncle died I don't think I would feel anything at all...it isn't that I hate him or dislike him I just have no attachment to him whatsoever.

Hugs for the loss of your furry cousin. And understanding for your confession.

 

[Kudram123]

27 year old female


it takes place several years later...

I continued to cut myself... not because of depression or anything like that... i did it because sometimes i didn't know if i was real.. And because it felt really good.. The blood was beautiful.. i tried using other things besides exacto knives but nothing could compare.. You see with these special knives you do not initially feel the cut.. in fact before you ever feel the cut you see it opening and blood pooling and then flowing over your skin.. it is beautiful and the feel of the blood while it takes its sinuous path across you highly sensitive skin is nothing short of awe inspiring.. There is a slight sting that comes on in the mist of this but it is nothing but background noise.. I am sure after reading my description you can imagine I did this quite often and always had new wounds to hide..
However,… I lost my virginity that year to my longtime boyfriend.. That is when I first experienced different sort of pain and pleasure… before it was all self-induced… not anymore
When he would take me and use my body for his pleasure he would often grab my forearms or thighs (which is where most of my cutting was done) while pumping into me… he never thought to look or maybe just didn’t want to know.. one day he was so rough with me a few of my self-inflicted wounds reopened..
It was glorious.
Sadly though he had a different reaction.. at first he was angry at me then he got very very sad..then he was happy again
Then it began..
He did not understand. His journey into self-mutilation was shortly underway.
He became exceedingly paranoid that I was cheating and supremely depressed as well..
At first I felt guilty for introducing him to this and sad that he could not understand why I did it.. that it had nothing to do with emo shit…
A few months passed and I began to get angry and verbally abusive towards him
We still had sex all the time but it wasn’t the same.. he didn’t dominate me anymore he didn’t want to touch me because of my scars and such… he cried a lot..
I became very annoyed and tried to break up with him..
He made a book for me with a bunch of dark poems sick paranoid shit about me cheating on him with grandma all because I was a child and liked to spend time with my favorite grandma instead of him..
He began threatening to kill himself at first I cried
Eventually he showed up at my home directly after taking a entire bottle of sleeping pills and slitting his wrists.. he had walked all the way over here so many of my neighbors had seen him..
They saw the blood and his staggering steps and assumed he had been stabbed because he was holding his arms over his midsection so that’s where all the blood was… he told me it was too late and he just wanted to tell me loved me and he was sorry… he fell to his knees crying and begging me to forgive him before he died right there in my front lawn…
I am embarrassed to say.. I did cry or get upset.. I smiled down at him for what seemed like forever….

then,..shaking and a little surprised at my reaction..or lack there of... i told him i would be right back and i turned away from him and walked back inside.. i did not care if he died.. but i knew i was supposed to.. i had no feelings on the matter.. yet i knew i should because a normal person would.. so i grabbed the phone and called 911..
when i went back outside he was gone

 

[Kudram123]

This one is more of a confession than a secret:

I still send PMs to a litster who is no longer with us. I know they will never read them but it just helps me.

 

[Kudram123]

I got a video from a guy yesterday who was jacking off to my pictures. In the video it showed my pictures. He said my name and told me what he was wanted to do to me. It showed him cumming.

I made an audio for him in return. I told him how much I wanted to be on my knees sucking his cock. I was extremely wet and you could hear it. I had a really good orgasm before I ended it. When I listened to it back I got really turned on again.

He told me today how much he liked it.

 

[Thandi]

27 year old female


it takes place several years later...

I continued to cut myself... not because of depression or anything like that... i did it because sometimes i didn't know if i was real.. And because it felt really good.. The blood was beautiful.. i tried using other things besides exacto knives but nothing could compare.. You see with these special knives you do not initially feel the cut.. in fact before you ever feel the cut you see it opening and blood pooling and then flowing over your skin.. it is beautiful and the feel of the blood while it takes its sinuous path across you highly sensitive skin is nothing short of awe inspiring.. There is a slight sting that comes on in the mist of this but it is nothing but background noise.. I am sure after reading my description you can imagine I did this quite often and always had new wounds to hide..
However,… I lost my virginity that year to my longtime boyfriend.. That is when I first experienced different sort of pain and pleasure… before it was all self-induced… not anymore
When he would take me and use my body for his pleasure he would often grab my forearms or thighs (which is where most of my cutting was done) while pumping into me… he never thought to look or maybe just didn’t want to know.. one day he was so rough with me a few of my self-inflicted wounds reopened..
It was glorious.
Sadly though he had a different reaction.. at first he was angry at me then he got very very sad..then he was happy again
Then it began..
He did not understand. His journey into self-mutilation was shortly underway.
He became exceedingly paranoid that I was cheating and supremely depressed as well..
At first I felt guilty for introducing him to this and sad that he could not understand why I did it.. that it had nothing to do with emo shit…
A few months passed and I began to get angry and verbally abusive towards him
We still had sex all the time but it wasn’t the same.. he didn’t dominate me anymore he didn’t want to touch me because of my scars and such… he cried a lot..
I became very annoyed and tried to break up with him..
He made a book for me with a bunch of dark poems sick paranoid shit about me cheating on him with grandma all because I was a child and liked to spend time with my favorite grandma instead of him..
He began threatening to kill himself at first I cried
Eventually he showed up at my home directly after taking a entire bottle of sleeping pills and slitting his wrists.. he had walked all the way over here so many of my neighbors had seen him..
They saw the blood and his staggering steps and assumed he had been stabbed because he was holding his arms over his midsection so that’s where all the blood was… he told me it was too late and he just wanted to tell me loved me and he was sorry… he fell to his knees crying and begging me to forgive him before he died right there in my front lawn…
I am embarrassed to say.. I did cry or get upset.. I smiled down at him for what seemed like forever….

then,..shaking and a little surprised at my reaction..or lack there of... i told him i would be right back and i turned away from him and walked back inside.. i did not care if he died.. but i knew i was supposed to.. i had no feelings on the matter.. yet i knew i should because a normal person would.. so i grabbed the phone and called 911..
when i went back outside he was gone

I think you definitely need to seek some one professional to talk to.
Please get yourself the help you need ASAP.

 

[Kudram123]

28

Female

Shy nonskinny girl, i want to have a lot of sex but too shy and too scared to get rejected. Hoping to find a a guy not too old not too young to have sex with who lives sort of close to me. Who'll watch porn with me so we can masturbate and fuck together .

 

[aaron23062]

28

Female

Shy nonskinny girl, i want to have a lot of sex but too shy and too scared to get rejected. Hoping to find a a guy not too old not too young to have sex with who lives sort of close to me. Who'll watch porn with me so we can masturbate and fuck together .

Are you white? If so, you'll get rejected by guys who love South Pacific maidens. Asians generally. Black women. Insert type here. Are you blonde, brunette, or redhead? Whichever, you'll be rejected by guys who prefer one of the other two.

You are going to be rejected. What is the cost of rejection? Time wasted on some guy who doesn't get how groovy and cool you are, mainly. That's the trouble. You can't know if a guy is worth your while until you've already spent some time finding out.

There has to be an easier way. Until somebody writes an app for it, you're stuck like the rest of us! Good luck.

 

[duckandbunny79]

Ended

 

[Seasidegal]

If he was well I'd love and want him forever...

 

[duckandbunny79]

Seems we have all run out of secrets.

 

[Kudram123]

I find a male litster that I have been talking to recently incredibly attractive, intellectual and he turns me on to no end YET I am in no way ready to tell him exactly all the dirty things I would do with him. BUT I would love for him to pin me down have his way with me as I beg him not to stop over and over and over again.

 

[RubenesqueAphrodite]

I find a male litster that I have been talking to recently incredibly attractive, intellectual and he turns me on to no end YET I am in no way ready to tell him exactly all the dirty things I would do with him. BUT I would love for him to pin me down have his way with me as I beg him not to stop over and over and over again.

Kudram!! I never knew you were a switch hitter.

 

[MSH2]

Kudram!! I never knew you were a switch hitter.

i was this close to posting to that one

 

[Emerson40]

I find a male litster that I have been talking to recently incredibly attractive, intellectual and he turns me on to no end YET I am in no way ready to tell him exactly all the dirty things I would do with him. BUT I would love for him to pin me down have his way with me as I beg him not to stop over and over and over again.

Without the "Male / Female" and age prefix at the beginning of that post, I predict an increase in PMs from guys to Lit ladies, looking to up the ante from the casual conversations had, thinking they are the desired "pinner" in that post.


Unless of course it's just Kudram being not-so-anonymous...

 

[Thandi]

Without the "Male / Female" and age prefix at the beginning of that post, I predict an increase in PMs from guys to Lit ladies, looking to up the ante from the casual conversations had, thinking they are the desired "pinner" in that post.

Yup, thinking the same thing!