Confessions: What Are Yours?

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I did get it, and appreciate the response. I guess for me it does feel like a competition, and I have this ridiculous need to be liked..not in any particular kind of way, but I want to be thought of with a smile, ya know?

Anyways, I got over my fear and posted anyway because I, too, really want to show my appreciation for men putting themselves out there

ICT I honestly do always think of you with a smile.

IACT I have read some of your other posts about the competitive feel to some of the postings in threads and I do feel that I have probably contributed to that feeling at times. Reading what you and others wrote didn't offend me, but it did really make me stop and reconsider my actions.

You have been here off and on for as long as I have. I'm not sure if you remember the "good old days" of ampics where the women really stuck together and were always joking around and flirting either in the general "everyone post your pics here" threads or in some random persons thread that we just happened to invade for the night. I kind of miss that...I miss the girls club and the way we hung out together, stuck up for each other, and had each others backs. However, I never took the time to stop and think about how it looked from the outside. In my mind everyone was included and everyone was welcome. All they had to do was stop in and say hi. But it's never that easy is it? I have been on the outside often enough, in truth I always feel like I'm on the outside looking in. I should have realized that this behavior both then and now would cause people to feel that way.

I know that to most people this is all nothing but a bunch of babble (I'm great at babbling), but I do want to sincerely thank you for making me open my eyes and remember who I am...even here. I appreciate it more than you know. I'm also really proud of you for getting over your fear and posting away. Keep at it and before you know it you'll be unstoppable. :)

IFCT I have been neglecting my thread. I should probably go post something there. :rolleyes:
 
ICT I wish I could go back to my old job as a clinic nurse, working in OB/GYN. There is just no money in clinic nursing

IACT I was really happy at that job, until my exes indiscretions ruined it for me
 
ICT I wish I could go back to my old job as a clinic nurse, working in OB/GYN. There is just no money in clinic nursing

IACT I was really happy at that job, until my exes indiscretions ruined it for me

Not enjoying your current gig, sassy? Sorry to hear that! Especially considering how your last one ended. *hugs*
 
ICT I don't expose the serious side of me very often.

ICT when I do, people scatter.

IFCT I need to remember that.
 
ICT I work too much.

IACT it makes it difficult to keep track of friends and such or to write as much as I would like.
 
ICT that 3 months isn't anywhere near enough time to try and make up for lost time. The women who means more to me than my biological grandmothers is nearing the end, and I just don't know how to handle it.
 
ICT that 3 months isn't anywhere near enough time to try and make up for lost time. The women who means more to me than my biological grandmothers is nearing the end, and I just don't know how to handle it.

ICT my heart truly goes out to you. I have been through something similar recently and know just how difficult it can be. If you ever need an ear or a shoulder mine are available to you. *hugs*
 
ICT I think I'm finally starting to lose it.

ICT it's a slippery slope and I feel like I'm on the brink.
 
ICT I'm about as aroused/arousable as a wet mop today
ICT if all I get to do today is work and vegetate I will be most displeased.
 
ICT I have no idea what cuckold means

IACT the when I read cuckold it reminds me if a chicken

IFC that I've broke the law 3x in the last 24hrs
 
ICT I'm really dreading going to work tomorrow because I have the distinct feeling a shit-storm is about to hit.
 
ICT I think I'm finally starting to lose it.

ICT it's a slippery slope and I feel like I'm on the brink.

ICT you are strong

IACT I know it's a scary feeling but you'll get through it

IFCT if you need an ear i'm always around *hugs*
 
ICT phone call went much better than I thought it would. Love you grandma.

IACT I am totally on Lit in a hookah cafe. Kinda enjoying the subtle exhibitionism.
 
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