Joining the AMclub

[Beth87]

just being polite baby, making sure your not working to hard. However, now you have said that I need to find out what you mean!!!

Glad that your back though!

lol teach you to be polite i promise to just say..yeah..next time

hellloooo there, why is no one posts here? dunno. but why is that you only post early in the morning? you are uk right? (which part btw?)

Because the majority of my my followers are from US so I catch those and sometimes if i can I get a couple of UK'ers in the morning like seasider.

im the midlands

Damn missed Beth again. lol

glad you posted so i can still get a yummy pic in your absence..only fair since i leave mine for you

 

[Beth87]

been making a new banner for my blogger..if you dont mind me sharing (otherwise..just scroll past )

Totally made by me alone..which you can probably tell!

 

[HBH619]

Very cool dear Bethy. I really like it. Just about everything is better when you do it yourself....

 

[tomnorthwales]

he, that's not bad...you have a blog?

 

[Beth87]

Very cool dear Bethy. I really like it. Just about everything is better when you do it yourself....

Thanks Didnt take too long either. Im just happy the woman looks like a woman. When I started making her I was thinking..this is going to be a bunch of poop lol But she's alright

Well...just about everything

he, that's not bad...you have a blog?

Thanks I have 2 blogs. The one with that banner gets a lot more traffic and comments

 

[HBH619]

Oh I was quite aware at my choice of words dear Bethy my lovely friend.

 

[Beth87]

Oh I was quite aware at my choice of words dear Bethy my lovely friend.

Would expect nothing less dear sir <3

 

[Beth87]

Hello my sexy friend how the devil are you?

 

[draconus_infernus]

T U M B L E W E E D ! ! !

LOL jk. but seriously where is everyone?

Sorry, I was chasing the tumbleweed

 

[Beth87]

Sorry, I was chasing the tumbleweed

Damn blondes

How are you sweets?

..should I come up with a more manly pet name for you all? I often wonder if you guys wished I would say something along the lines of..how are you big hulking man with body of my dreams? Well..who wouldn't like to hear that I will use that one. But you know what I mean..is sweets/sweetie/lovely etc too feminine?

 

[cyber_nice_guy]

been making a new banner for my blogger..if you dont mind me sharing (otherwise..just scroll past )

Totally made by me alone..which you can probably tell!

Awesome job

 

[Beth87]

thanks hunni x

 

[youngdom81]

Those aliens need a lesson!

 

[starport968]

lol teach you to be polite i promise to just say..yeah..next time

Yeah, damn that politeness!! Say what you like princess, I hang on your every word....

 

[draconus_infernus]

Damn blondes

How are you sweets?

..should I come up with a more manly pet name for you all? I often wonder if you guys wished I would say something along the lines of..how are you big hulking man with body of my dreams? Well..who wouldn't like to hear that I will use that one. But you know what I mean..is sweets/sweetie/lovely etc too feminine?

Any term of endearment you choose is fine by me, m'dear!

 

[mrppv]

glad you posted so i can still get a yummy pic in your absence..only fair since i leave mine for you [/QUOTE]

I have a thread now Beth you can also look there. LOL

 

[_me_]

Hope things are going well for you

 

[Beth87]

Those aliens need a lesson!

Lol aliens or me? It's been a long while since someone reined me in for misbehaving. I've been quite enjoying my freedom

Yeah, damn that politeness!! Say what you like princess, I hang on your every word....

I like the princess endearment

With that close attention to my words I will have to start thinking before I type

Any term of endearment you choose is fine by me, m'dear!

Is it wrong that I view that as a creativity challenge? Hmmn hope you're okay my noble steed

I have a thread now Beth you can also look there. LOL

Yumm.

Hope things are going well for you

Thanks hun they are going rather smoothly. I just miss being able to come here so much. And then when I do have lots of time lit is like a ghost town! Irony

 

[Malerik]

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[drtshare]

Beth... hope you are having a great weekend sexy lady.

hugs

fred

 

[starport968]

I like the princess endearment

With that close attention to my words I will have to start thinking before I type

Stop, your making me blush!!

What, don't think and plan everything already???

 

[Beth87]

The Ghosts of Lit, lurking in the shadows, popping out only to expose themselves to the unsuspecting.

Lol would you like some cheese with your mac?

Beth... hope you are having a great weekend sexy lady.

hugs

fred

Busy weekend but great thanks hunni. Snuggly thoughts coming your way

Stop, your making me blush!!

What, don't think and plan everything already???

I love a man who blushes

Nope...barely plan the pics. Though I want to change that and be more artistic. Towards the end of this week I will finally have some time to myself so I can start working on my back log.

I had a meeting today and now have a third job Yay. It sounds like a lot but for those three jobs I do 14 hours a week between them. Which leaves me plenty of time to do stuff for my own business and the online jobs I do.

I've been messing around creating thinks for blogs again.

I got an award for my blog last week..which I am so so excited about And part of the awards thing is to link people together so I had to pick 10 blogs I like to read and share the links.

So anyways...this is what the award looks like:

http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_08UfjbVu4Zc/TJcHFH5z9II/AAAAAAAABFM/9ufy4DaV2SE/S157/one+lovely+blog+award.png

Now imagine you're a man who writes about your karate lessons and manly things....

Getting this award..it's not exactly exciting is it? SO i offered to make a manly award button. Jackie chan vs the hulk. And he loved the idea so here is my made for men button:

http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hc0islKvhVQ/TKFatxkMVUI/AAAAAAAAAQs/u5Mu0PAqEg4/s400/MANS+AWARD.png

I promise you it looked a lot better before it had to be scaled down. Paint never does zoom very well =/

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I talk a lot about my blog and although I cant share a link on this public a site I will share the odd posting with you guys if you like?

 

[starport968]

hey princess, welcome back, I missed you! Glad everything sounds good with you, congrats on another job (3 is just greedy you know! ;-) ) and the blog award/ How is the swimming coming on?

 

[Beth87]

Thanks

Swimming is coming on slowly..had my monthly curse so I couldn't go swimming. Stupid womb..cant wear tampons. (oh yeah..sorry..im sure that sounds sexy!!)

How are you hunni?

 

[Beth87]

Okay..

WARNING SERIOUS POSTING

This is going to be a more serious posting so feel free to skim over if you're just in my thread for sexy fun. I won't be offended. I just need some advice and this is the quickest way to reach my friends

So yes..down to business.

I got a friend request via facebook today from a man who raped and abused me for a long time. And I am not sure what to do. Before you immediately tell me..whats the problem delete the request..please read what I have to say

Firstly..I am ANGRY that he contacted me. I broke contact after he admitted he had raped me..that he knew all along I didnt want to do anything sexual - nevermind that I was a few years under age of consent..but anyways. That sparked me not longer being able to pretend it hadnt happened and I finally removed contact.

I was worried that he would send me nasty emails etc but there was nothing. So I was able to get stronger and begin to feel angry and sad about what happened. Now less than a year later this request happens with a "hey how are you" message and I am pissed.

Why now..why at all?

So That is my first reaction..to ask him why.

The second reaction is to send a long message about how I despise him and he is a pervert who deserves to be rotting in jail etc (you catch my drift)

My third reaction is to freeze. can't respond to him but for some reason I cant press the ignore button either - this is most probably related to the brainwashed child in me..it's like an automatic reaction; the need to please him.

My last and most disturbing reaction is to accept the request and pretend nothing happened.

So what do I do? Would confronting be a good idea?

He has told me it was my fault before..I made him do it because I was pretending to be innocent! So a long message about how he was wrong and I wasnt might provoke a very nasty message back - which could, potentially, set me back in my healing and cause lots of pain.

This isnt a simple problem..so I apologise for that. If you dont know what to say but want to say something in support of me..sending me hugs is more than enough to let me know you have heard me and you care

One thing I do ask is that no-one tells me how stupid I am for even considering accepting..I already know it is an unhealthy idea..and there is a lot more to it than I am willing to share via public audience...so please dont judge me