Confessions: What Are Yours?

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I cheated again on my partner last night ....

If I'm not mistaken, in the fine print it says you have to enlighten us. C'mon, details. :drool:

ICT I laid the wife back on my weight bench this afternoon and filled her up. It's a warmup to tonight/tomorrow morning.
 
ICT it saddens me to see how slow this thread has become.
C'mon people! Dish!

ICT my daughters weight worries me, and I'm gonna have to broach the subject with her. I really couldn't care less, as long as she's happy. But it's getting to the point where it's affecting her mobility decisions and I'm really afraid of the health ramifications. She's already shy, and this only makes it worse. She won't even go see the Dr., and there's diabetes in the family.
I'm afraid this is gonna hurt.
 
ICT the internet is the only form of sex I get and it's really starting to piss me off.

If someone knows of something that kills the sex drive, please let me know!
 
ICT i woke up sore and a little bruised from my encounter last night... but HOLY hell it was worth it!!!
 
I'm actually terrified of my wife giving birth. I've been a part of a few births in my past profession, know the entire program, did my job professionally. But the thought of my own wife giving birth seems absolutely horrid. I don't know that she or I can handle the actual process, have the mental toughness. She's just a pixie, she wasn't made to take the stress. In theory her body will do fine, it's just something that keeps me up at night now that it's only months away. I can't tell her that I don't believe in her birthing abilities, it might be the worst thing I could reveal at this moment in my life.
 
ICT the internet is the only form of sex I get and it's really starting to piss me off.

If someone knows of something that kills the sex drive, please let me know!

I can think of a few things. I presume you mean in your partner and not in you? PM if you want to.
 
I'm actually terrified of my wife giving birth. I've been a part of a few births in my past profession, know the entire program, did my job professionally. But the thought of my own wife giving birth seems absolutely horrid. I don't know that she or I can handle the actual process, have the mental toughness. She's just a pixie, she wasn't made to take the stress. In theory her body will do fine, it's just something that keeps me up at night now that it's only months away. I can't tell her that I don't believe in her birthing abilities, it might be the worst thing I could reveal at this moment in my life.

Trust me, when the time comes, she can take it.
I hope this doesn't sound sexist in any way; women were made for this. If she had an actual physical problem, that's one thing. And the Drs. would foresee and prepare for it. But I've known women who flinich at the sight of their own blood from a cut, can't clean up puke, can't change a diaper. And once they start labour (it seems) they turn around and have very few problems.
When she's giving birth, you focus on her. NOt on what's going on below, if you can't handle it. She, and that baby, are your reasons for existing.
You can do it. I can't wait to hear all about it.
 
ICT the internet is the only form of sex I get and it's really starting to piss me off.

If someone knows of something that kills the sex drive, please let me know!

I'm sorry to hear that. From your pics it looks like you really enjoy it too. I wish I could help you out.
Women have so much other shit to deal with. The prospect, and enjoyment, of mind blowing sex should be enough to compensate.
 
I can think of a few things. I presume you mean in your partner and not in you? PM if you want to.

No, I mean me. But I've found the answer, it's to find out the guy you want to be with has a girlfriend, fantastic way to lose your sex drive. Unfortunately, I also think I'm losing my mind :(
 
No, I mean me. But I've found the answer, it's to find out the guy you want to be with has a girlfriend, fantastic way to lose your sex drive. Unfortunately, I also think I'm losing my mind :(

Well that would do it too I guess. I was thinking of some other more mundane reasons. Sorry to hear about your disappointment. Hang in there though. I lost my mind a long time ago. Hardly miss it though. Seriously though, hope you've got someone to talk to. You sound a little stressed.
 
Well that would do it too I guess. I was thinking of some other more mundane reasons. Sorry to hear about your disappointment. Hang in there though. I lost my mind a long time ago. Hardly miss it though. Seriously though, hope you've got someone to talk to. You sound a little stressed.

A little? :D Seriously, though, it's gotten to me so bad. The backstory is available on here, but I don't want to go over that ground again. Suffice to say, since I found out I've been crying and raging. I've only recently gotten over a long bout of depression and here it comes again. I don't know why it's hit me so hard, but I think it might be because I've just come to realise how lonely I am (through my own volition) and I knew he suffered from depression as well, which made me think maybe we could have each other. I didn't want a serious relationship (at least that's what I thought) but my over reaction makes me wonder. Am I just using it as an excuse or do I have stronger feelings for him than I would like to admit?

I don't really have anyone to talk to, most of them are mutual friends and I really don't want this getting back to him, even by accident.

I saw him Saturday and he was civil, I'd like to keep it that way
 
I don't really have anyone to talk to, most of them are mutual friends and I really don't want this getting back to him, even by accident.

I wouldn't trust my feelings while depressed if I were you. I can't imagine two depressed people being good for each other. Obviously you will need time to get over this. I think its hitting you so hard because of your overall health issues although that is just a hunch. Hang in there girl. You can do it. You're probably on medication, right? Try not to get yourself addicted. Some of that stuff is pretty harsh. One of its known side effects is killing a woman's ability to respond sexually and decreasing sex drive. As long as you require medication it will likely be a problem. In other words its not you. It's your body responding to medication. This I do know from experience and research. I'm happy to talk more about it with you if you want to.
 
ICT the fact I think I've been a complete drama queen the last two days :eek:

I feel better now though, thank the gods
 
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