NervousNellie
Virgin
- Joined
- Sep 29, 2009
- Posts
- 11
Oh, my gawd. I've never had a Dom before. This was all a really new experience for me. Brought out all kinds of things in me that I had no idea were even there.
But things went suddenly sour & he has unceremoniously dumped me & left me with a big problem. My orgasms have become so keyed into him that for the several days since this happened I can't orgasm without him. I get right to the brink then just can't go over the edge. Then realize it's because I'm feeling like I need his permission.
Damn it! Am I going to need his permission to no longer need his permission to be able to move past this? I feel like I've lost my mind that I've let someone into my head this much. Crap!
But things went suddenly sour & he has unceremoniously dumped me & left me with a big problem. My orgasms have become so keyed into him that for the several days since this happened I can't orgasm without him. I get right to the brink then just can't go over the edge. Then realize it's because I'm feeling like I need his permission.
Damn it! Am I going to need his permission to no longer need his permission to be able to move past this? I feel like I've lost my mind that I've let someone into my head this much. Crap!