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Ok, that wasn't necessary. Please stop.

There are some days that I feel ugly inside and out and just want to hide from the world.

Today is one of those days.
 
Ok, that wasn't necessary. Please stop.

There are some days that I feel ugly inside and out and just want to hide from the world.

Today is one of those days.

Gracie, you know I am going to annoy you until you laugh now. Because I must, it is in my programming. *tickles Graciesnort*
 
Alright. You win. I give up. I surrender. UNCLE!

I just can't fight anymore. I'm tired of it.

And I can't go on being a plaything. I am a girl with feelings. Not some little toy you can mess around with and then run off laughing about it with other people. I won't take it. Other people might. Not me.

So ~ you win.

I told myself I would stay as long as it was fun. Well, it's no longer fun. Not for me anyway. So off I go.

Feelings are feelings and they get hurt. Maybe one must develop a thick skin to be out here. Maybe I really am too nice a person. I don't know. All I know is that right now I really hate the way I feel. Embarrassed, ashamed, like a total idiot, etc.

So, newbies, good luck. Just remember one thing about this place: IT'S ALL A FREAKIN' FANTASY!!!! They tell you they love you to get into your pants. They tell you they want to be with you and then, when you have served your purpose, they throw you under a bus because you are no good to them any longer.

To those who have been sincere and kind: you know who you are and thank you.

To those who haven't been: go easier on your next kill. Make it a little faster and less painful. Oh ~ and remember ~ alts are there for a reason. Payback really is a bitch.

Peace Out Baby!

 
They say one most love oneself before they can love another. Well, I can do that. I've done that for years. I could live this way, my entire life if I must...but...

To see someone smile when they see me coming...

To hold their hand and feel warmth permeate from their fingers all the way down to your soul...

To nuzzle and cuddle with them, to scare off the fears and anxieties of the world...

To hear them say 'I love you', pledging their heart to you and only you...

How can I have these things with only me around?


To feel their hands touch my face gently, sending a wave of expectant shock through my body...

To feel their lips on mine, kissing, sucking, eating, licking, devouring - the blind desire to consume them...

To touch and be touched, no place kept secret, to connect our bodies and feel the pleasure that comes from it...

To hear them moan, scream, or sigh my name - mine, and no other - hearing their lust, their desire for me...

To lie, spent, next to her, kissing one last time, holding them close, and feeling for just a moment the irrational peace that the world is perfect...

To have those feelings just once...


They say one most love oneself before they can love another. Well, I can do that. I've done that for years. I could live this way, my entire life if I must...but...

...why would I want to?


Sorry for the poetry. I normally don't indulge, but - well, you said I could say anything...
 
If no one can see it does it really exists ?
If no one hears a tree fall does it hit you on the head ?
If the chicken crosses the road does it do it on a zebra crossing ?

So many questions....
 
I'm a bit scared to be feeling so happy when there's really not that much to be happy about at the moment. It feels very liberating that I don't always need outside forces to be who I am. Yippppeeeeeeeee!
 
This is one of those items it would be great to have in real life, like the blurt, smile and fuck threads-one could share something with some expectation of privacy except from those who know how to read it.

Perhaps someday
 
All you got me was the picture? :eek:;)

*grins* Actually, I thank ya for thinkin' of me.

Me? Makin' out? What kinda girl do you think I am?
:p

Whatever am I to think considering that accident-causing Av is still up-I'm sure the men of lit (and some of the women) have had significant productivity declines as a result *nods*

Butt it is a nice welcome back ;)










along with a kiss and kind words
:)
 
Whatever am I to think considering that accident-causing Av is still up-I'm sure the men of lit (and some of the women) have had significant productivity declines as a result *nods*

Butt it is a nice welcome back ;)


along with a kiss and kind words
:)

Pfffffffffffffft. It's been up so long they don't even notice it anymore :)

SNORT! You've been missed, my friend
:kiss:
 
Thank you you sweet thing. I wish I could take your problems away. Even more I wish I was rich enough to grab a flight to wrap my arms around you. Or brave enough. I feel so bad about you. I sincerely hope your luck improves ...
 
Don't take any notice of her above. She is colourblind and think's shes a rebel.
 
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