The write in white thread



First off.... I'm going to vent.... so I am writing here in the white thread so that no one can "see" ... this is for ME, so if anyone does read this long ass post, I don't want any flaming PMs... it's not meant for the "Blurt Out" nor for my home thread as I just need to vent.... ok?

That said, next I want to apologize to any man that has ever felt victimized by me here on LIT... by victimized I mean that if I have ever playfully flirted with you, perhaps even cybered with you and then seemed to lose interest in you, that was NOT my intent... EVER! And I am apologizing in as public a manner as I can... if I truly just wanted to vent, I'd just post it in my journal for MY eyes only... There are thousands of people on this site and I get along relatively well with most of them, but facing facts, I can't type that fast and can't devote attention to one person solely... even if someone were to tell me, "Hey, tone it down, you are a whore on here and everyone knows it... it's no wonder you don't have a man" I don't think I could "tone it down" - it's not me... I am flirtatious and very sexual and I enjoy who I am. Any man that has CONTINUALLY flirted with me on here knows all it takes is a quick mind and good responses and I'm hooked and we could get into another session at any time. I'm a lover not a fighter and I certainly didn't mean to hurt any man's feelings if they felt I "used" them in anyway.

This is fun! It's not real life! I come here to flirt and be the sexual slut I long to be in public, but know I can't be. How many of us truly break out of our shells on here and are much bolder than in RL? I'm betting pretty good odds. But I'm still me... I'm not teasing anyone and not going through with it. If anyone of these men wanted to meet me for dinner/drinks oh hell yes... I'd see where the chemistry goes in person. Makes it a little tough when we chat and flirt with people around the world though doesn't it? I am relatively shy in person until you get to know me and then look out! The same person that's on LIT is the same one you will spend time with in person. I'm passionate, have a quick mind and I love to flirt! So far, I've never heard complaints from the gentlemen on LIT about my attitude and only recently have heard through the grapevine from the women about my actions.

So again, I do apologize to the men if you have ever felt slighted by me... the people who know me best {{{Molly, PJ, FB, subbie, bequ and other B&G'ers}}} know that I hate confrontation... thus why I am posting here and not on the "Blurt it out" thread. I come on here to have fun! Am I seriously looking for my next "victim" when I log on... FUCK NO! Am I even anticipating having an erotic chat with any man? NO! With this exception my first and last posts of any LIT session are done in my home thread. Meaning I want playful chat with Molly first if she's there and any other B&G'ers that come in to hang out and have fun... if all I wanted was sexual stimulation there are many other places I could go to find it.

I play by the rules... my edit key is always handy and if I ever "jump over" anyone it is an accident, pure and simple because I didn't take the time to see who the last person was that posted. My bad. I will attempt to do better in the future.

So, do I apologize to the ladies? Only if you can understand that my playful banter and flirting is never meant to hurt anyone... EVER! to the rest of you... all I have to say is....

"At least my AV really is me!"



It has been pointed out that my immediate above comment has offended some women... again, not my intention... those that know me on here know that I never hurt intentionally.... the above comment was directed at some who don't play as nice as others and do seem to hurt intentionally... my apologies for the ladies who have never been anything but sweet and kind to me on these threads
 
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I wish you well, I want only good things for you and I'm sorry that it wasn't meant to be but I have to look after me now. I can't make the same mistakes again.
 
I know that it was probably a slip, but it made me smile that you called me yours.
 
I'm so freakin' sure I wrote something.

And now I can't see it.

Dammit.

Where is it?

*looks around*

I can see I made a post and yet...

Where is my writing?!?

Stay calm. I'm sure it's here somewhere.

*freaks out*

I can't see it!!

Please don't let me be going crazy!!!

WHERE IS MY WRITING?!?!!?

HELP!!!!!!!

*runs screaming from the thread*
 
I can see youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Graciesnort.

I can't see me, but i can see youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
 
OMG, I'm dead?!?!?!

I knew it!!!!

I knew I wasn't crazy for not being able to see myself.

I feel so relieved *sighs calming down* I'm just dead.

Wait.

WHAT?!?!?!?!
 
OMG, I'm dead?!?!?!

I knew it!!!!

I knew I wasn't crazy for not being able to see myself.

I feel so relieved *sighs calming down* I'm just dead.

Wait.

WHAT?!?!?!?!

You're a ghost, honey.

You're not really here.

And damn this is fun.

You should drink more often on Tuesdays.
 
That's good. Cos it's only one tuesdays that i don't run around screaming at random...

THREESOME
 
Honey? When you come back to life? You are goin' to die a slowwwwww, painful death at the hands of Graciesnort. *nods*

Aww.

*sniffles*

That's what I miss most about being a ghost.

My Graciesnort.

She loved me.

Almost as much as she loved ...ya know...don't make me say it :p

oh, ok you twisted my arm


THREESOMEEEEEEEEEEE
 
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