What's your mood today?

[Tarakin]

It's gone.

I know selling a car might not mean much to most people. To me, though, it's hard. I've had Corvettes for over 12 years, this one over 7. When I drive it I'm 'free.' With the wind blowing and the stereo up I can forget about all the crap in life. I guess it was cathartic in a way. Pushing the speed up, feeling the power in it, the ease in handling. It was if I was part of the car.

Whenever I had to 'clear out the cobwebs' I would take the car out. Each time I returned, I felt younger, more alive and able to tackle whatever I needed to. Stupid? Maybe. All I know is I feel like a piece of me has been taken away.

worried.

If something doesn't happen soon, we are going to be in really big trouble.

Worried.

pissed off. the neurologist sent me a letter saying the mri was fine and there was nothing else he could do for my arm. he's recommended tablets...fucking tablets again. Its not the damn nerves i tried to tell them over a year ago. Its my burns need released and they wont freaking listen to me. Its the same as before and a burn release worked but they have washed their hands of it.

So I'm left yet again with an arm that goes numb and hurts in the same damn spot as before after. Not just nerves but the scar and the muscles around it hurt .

I mean I am grateful that it wasn't the nerves but i told them in the beginning thats not what it is. I do not want tablets I want them to listen to me goddamn it!

I need to beat the shit out of something and move back to the states where they know how to handle old burns. I'm having to be so careful not to gain any weight to make it worse and try and get the other weight off *throws hands up* I'm screwed.

okay add tears to that as well as I am so angry I couldn't help it but cry.

*hugs for anyone who nees* I'm rather shit today at being emotionally supportive.

My mood today is total crap. I'm still sick, though I thought I was over it. I have so much stuff to around the house that I'm slightly overwhelmed by it. I have to wait all day to get a reply to the overly needy email I sent last night that I now thoroughly regret sending. I have to go deal with my parents this evening. And I am so fucking stressed about my capstone project that I'm almost ill over it.
It's too too too much today. I don't know if I can carry it all on my own, and there's no one to help carry any of it today.

* Hugs *

 

[Tarakin]

My mood: excluded, ignored, not good enough.
And pathetic, I know.

 

[ABSTRUSE]

My mood: excluded, ignored, not good enough.
And pathetic, I know.

but I love you.

 

[CrimsonMaiden]

My mood: excluded, ignored, not good enough.
And pathetic, I know.

*hugs*

 

[TitianaPeaks]

Pretty laid back, actually, in spite of the mountain of things I should be doing rather than sitting here on Lit......

 

[TheJestersAdvocate]

Pretty laid back, actually, in spite of the mountain of things I should be doing rather than sitting here on Lit......

Likewise. Oh well.......there's fun to be had!

 

[TitianaPeaks]

Likewise. Oh well.......there's fun to be had!

EXACTLY!!!!!!!

 

[ridgewayuk]

Bright, Happy, Looking forward....

 

[tickledkitty]

annoyed

 

[Equinoxe]

My mood is a mood that I don't have.

 

[MaeveoSliabh]

I have grilled shrimp, a man who finally made up his mind, a girl we both can get along with, bills that are paid, and hope for the future.

Contentment is a good word, but not strong enough for this.

 

[Anne08]

I have grilled shrimp, a man who finally made up his mind, a girl we both can get along with, bills that are paid, and hope for the future.

Contentment is a good word, but not strong enough for this.

mmm, grilled shrimp

 

[MaeveoSliabh]

mmm, grilled shrimp

Uh huh. It's a good day.

 

[impressive]

Saddened.

 

[china-doll]

Saddened.

 

[rgraham666]

Saddened.

*HUGS*

 

[starrkers]

Isolated.

 

[rgraham666]

Isolated.

Know the feeling well, and I live in the middle of a huge city.

*HUGS*

 

[Gi_Venus]

Isolated.

 

[_Lynn_]

Foul. Very very foul.
I want to scream, throw something, break something or worse.

 

[kiba]

frustrated

 

[feeeriek]

My mood: excluded, ignored, not good enough.
And pathetic, I know.

a for you and some for everyone else

 

[starrkers]

My mood: excluded, ignored, not good enough.
And pathetic, I know.

Hugs
You're more than good enough.

 

[MagicaPractica]

Love and *hugs* to Tarakin.

*hugs* for Imp and Starrkers and anyone else who needs them.

Yay for Maeve.

 

[TheeGoatPig]

Slow. About five topics exploded beyond my ability to read through them when I got home tonight.