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Of all the pain in the ass holiday traditions we have to do, who voted for "mari needs to get either strep throat or freaking pneumonia every Christmas"? I need to know, because this year, I AM planning mayhem.
 
That's so sweet... Master did the same here. We had agreed to not go overboard with presents because we each have a budget. But the other day he asks what email I used for my amazon wishlist. I was thinking, he wanted to check it out for my birthday or seomthing. Next thing I know he says I'll have a gift delivered on Christmas Eve because he wants me to have something from him to open on Christmas morning...

he's such a sweetie...

Thats lovely too Fi! :rose:
 
Its really nice to be with my parents over xmas, but at the same time it can be a bit depressing too. Is it bad that I feel this way.. and is it bad that this year there is a special someone who I would much rather be with?
 
Its really nice to be with my parents over xmas, but at the same time it can be a bit depressing too. Is it bad that I feel this way.. and is it bad that this year there is a special someone who I would much rather be with?

Not at all. I'd say that's a very good thing.

:rose:
 
OMG, proof positive that bad things really do happen to bad people! There is justice in the Universe (sometimes). ROTFLMAO!!!!!!!!
 
I realized I've been depressed.

some times it's really hard for me to tell because I'm always so giggly, but at the salary party last week I realized that I was awefully negitive. It's not like me to be negitive, but as i look back over the past few months I really have been awefully negitive. I didn't even put my christmas tree up this year. I always have it up some time in november and enjoy it until new years eve, this year all I can think is "I don't want to deal with it"

We're having the family christmas at my grandma's this year, and all I can think is "I don't want to deal with those people". My mom and I sat down and explored that thought and I realized, it's the negitivity that I don't want to be around, her family is very negitive, and they are very hard on me because they see so much potential in me. Every year they sit me down and tell me how I should run my life and what I'm doing wrong.

The only reason I'm even going to make an apearance is to get the phone call from my brother. It's going to be so hard with out him. Even when we both got married, christmas eve was always for our family. My husband, his wife and kids, and us nibbling on cheese and crackers, playing games and watching movies. Now I'm seperated, he's in iraq, and his wife just doesn't want to come over. she's not even bringing the kids over christmas morning so we can open our gifts together, she wants us to bring them over to grandma's and we'll have our family christmas there. So christmas eve will be me and mom trying to keep each other from crying.

The holiday will be over soon, and that will help a little I think. And I will seriously start looking for a new job in the new year. One where ot means I'm working 45 hours a week insted of 60. This place just has me thinking so negitively, and I just can't deal with that.
 
I didnt want to make it sound like I was disrespecting my parents. I guess I just wish I was able to see her and hold her..

Nax...i understand this feeling ALL too well at the moment...


Seems like Xmas in tinged with sadness for many of us this Yr....
 
I fucking hate you. How dare you insinuate such bullshit. I don't want anything to do with you ever again. It's over. You make me sick.
 
If you think about it, time zones are really freaky.

I know, I have family & friends all over the planet. Even had a 2am phone call from Mexico this morning. I don't mind at all, it's a global village to me.

Partying 'Rebecca' style starts in approximately 4 hours, I can't wait !
 
Nax...i understand this feeling ALL too well at the moment...


Seems like Xmas in tinged with sadness for many of us this Yr....

Coming to see my parents always makes me feel down for some reason and I never know why. I guess It is just so frustrating that I cant do the one thing that would make me the happiest man on earth.
 
Of all the pain in the ass holiday traditions we have to do, who voted for "mari needs to get either strep throat or freaking pneumonia every Christmas"? I need to know, because this year, I AM planning mayhem.

(((((Mari))))))

I know you're feeling nasty. Wish I could help you there.
 
I didn't think it would be like this. Missing you every day. It feels as though a part of me is missing. Come back to me soon. :(
 
The Sweeney Todd movie will probably have many a kinky appetite aroused.

I enjoyed it greatly. :devil:
 
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