Jenny’s house of fun.

[Texas_law_man]

Had a great session with my therapist today. Lots of crying, but the good sessions always have me crying, lots of laughter and some serious soul searching.
We talked about my meds, my self hatred, the weed smoking, the hyper sexuality, the porn, John (of course) and my daughter.
It felt really good afterwards and I treated myself to some icecream at my favorite place, hoping my crush was working.
And she was
So cute, so beautiful, so sexy.

Then I took Julia to the pool and we had a great time there.
I was a stranded mermaid and she had to pour buckets of water on my tail (ass) so I didn’t dry out.
We did this for way too long

Ariel in real life

 

[13Fantasies]

Had a great session with my therapist today. Lots of crying, but the good sessions always have me crying, lots of laughter and some serious soul searching.
We talked about my meds, my self hatred, the weed smoking, the hyper sexuality, the porn, John (of course) and my daughter.
It felt really good afterwards and I treated myself to some icecream at my favorite place, hoping my crush was working.
And she was
So cute, so beautiful, so sexy.

Then I took Julia to the pool and we had a great time there.
I was a stranded mermaid and she had to pour buckets of water on my tail (ass) so I didn’t dry out.
We did this for way too long

Sounds like a great day!

 

[sister jenny]

Why is it always this hour?
Do I have vampire blood?
Werewolf?
Did I work the night shift in another life?

Smoking a bowl in the sofa, looking out the window. My city at night, so calm, so quiet, so perfect.
I want to go out and take a walk, feel the breeze on my face, the empty streets all to myself. But honestly I am too tired, too lazy, too damn comfortable.
And I like being naked.
So here I am.
Stoned and relaxed.
Should check on my daughter. But, I should also be sleeping so she will be fine. Don’t know why I always have that urge.
Should really wake John and have him fuck me, but he was so tired last night, he had a rough week at work.
Ok, Lana Rhoades it is. She will be my date tonight.
Just one more bowl and then porn.

 

[yabbadabbadoome]

Why is it always this hour?
Do I have vampire blood?
Werewolf?
Did I work the night shift in another life?

Smoking a bowl in the sofa, looking out the window. My city at night, so calm, so quiet, so perfect.
I want to go out and take a walk, feel the breeze on my face, the empty streets all to myself. But honestly I am too tired, too lazy, too damn comfortable.
And I like being naked.
So here I am.
Stoned and relaxed.
Should check on my daughter. But, I should also be sleeping so she will be fine. Don’t know why I always have that urge.
Should really wake John and have him fuck me, but he was so tired last night, he had a rough week at work.
Ok, Lana Rhoades it is. She will be my date tonight.
Just one more bowl and then porn.

Lana and Riley might be nice: https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=68bacdca5215a
Lana is so fine...

 

[Not Normal]

Ok question.

You can have sex with any singer. Who?

For me right now:
Billie Eilish

Ann Wilson

 

[sister jenny]

Lana and Riley might be nice: https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=68bacdca5215a
Lana is so fine...

Love that one!

 

[sister jenny]

Just discovered this amazing artist from Korea, Hana Choi.

This one is called Breath from 2025.
Oil on linen
63 9/10 × 51 3/10 in | 162.2 × 130.3 cm


https://www.artsy.net/artwork/hana-choi-breath

 

[sister jenny]

Also a beautiful painting…
Also art

https://xgroovy.com/photos/46936/teen-facial/

 

[sister jenny]

Just stunning…

https://fapcoholic.com/i/Black-and-...oat-Sexy-Wallpaper/DSr-FVEf2-ahOTftkOPDoQ.jpg

 

[sister jenny]

THE OCEAN BY NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE ​

The Ocean has its silent caves,

Deep, quiet, and alone;

Though there be fury on the waves,

Beneath them there is none.

The awful spirits of the deep

Hold their communion there;

And there are those for whom we weep,

The young, the bright, the fair.

Calmly the wearied seamen rest

Beneath their own blue sea.

The ocean solitudes are blest,

For there is purity.

The earth has guilt, the earth has care,

Unquiet are its graves;

But peaceful sleep is ever there,

Beneath the dark blue waves.

 

[sister jenny]

By the way, really liked Tron Ares.
Great looking movie, great soundtrack, beautifully directed. Should be seen on a giant screen with great sound.

Maybe not a great movie and kinda clunky plot, but I had a great time and sometimes that is all I care about.

(could do with some sex scenes haha)

 

[sister jenny]

I have gotten a anonymous email (through Lit) that someone is asking about me on Reddit.
I am not on Reddit so I have no idea what this is about.

Is this common?
Do people discuss authors and their stories there?
Should I be flattered or is it a bigger chance that they are thinking I suck and laugh at me?

I hardly know what Reddit is and what does it mean that Lit is on Reddit?

So many questions

 

[13Fantasies]

I have gotten a anonymous email (through Lit) that someone is asking about me on Reddit.
I am not on Reddit so I have no idea what this is about.

Is this common?
Do people discuss authors and their stories there?
Should I be flattered or is it a bigger chance that they are thinking I suck and laugh at me?

I hardly know what Reddit is and what does it mean that Lit is on Reddit?

So many questions

I would hope its a positive thing, especially given how amazing you are.

 

[13Fantasies]

 

[EricaAnna]

So many hugs darling

 

[Texas_law_man]

Hang in there girl, things will turn for the better. Just believe in yourself and others will believe in you.

 

[1DarkNightOwl]

Many hugs from me.

 

[sister jenny]

Thank you everyone

Most people go through bad times or rough patches. Difference is that most people have the good sense of not forcing it on other people.
I am really sorry for that. I will delete those posts and pretend I am one of those smart people. Again, I am really sorry.

Thank you for all the sweet nice private messages
And fuck you for all the mean hateful ones.

Kirk out!

 

[EricaAnna]

Thank you everyone

Most people go through bad times or rough patches. Difference is that most people have the good sense of not forcing it on other people.
I am really sorry for that. I will delete those posts and pretend I am one of those smart people. Again, I am really sorry.

Thank you for all the sweet nice private messages
And fuck you for all the mean hateful ones.

Kirk out!

Biggest hugs for you in every single way I can think of I've been having a very rough time lately myself, so I get it.

 

[Texas_law_man]

Thank you everyone

Most people go through bad times or rough patches. Difference is that most people have the good sense of not forcing it on other people.
I am really sorry for that. I will delete those posts and pretend I am one of those smart people. Again, I am really sorry.

Thank you for all the sweet nice private messages
And fuck you for all the mean hateful ones.

Kirk out!

Don’t delete @sister jenny . Those thoughts are validé and need to be revisited at a later date. That is how you have gotten this far along in your control of the anxiety. We like you for who you are not who society thinks you should be or how the norms say you should react.

To conquer is to lear from past moments and work hard to not repeat. You are doing good and are moving in the right direction.

 

[sister jenny]

Metal is not really my thing, it is more John’s and he doesn’t even think they are metal. But I have discovered that the lyrics to a lot of Linkin Park songs are really true and I recognize so much in them it is scary.

”Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy”

The funny thing is that it was John that introduced me, he is older and knows like every artist. Half our home is my books, and the other half is his records. He played me some Linkin Park and I just froze, it was too close to home (and of course he knew that, and that was why he played it).
I started instantly crying (this is pretty standard for me), and just felt so heard and seen.

“I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused, but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow, somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy”

I am temporarily out of the tunnel now, but it is one step at a time and I am still scared. It was not as bad as the last time, but bad enough.
Again, I just wanna say I am so sorry for having a breakdown on here, I really wish I had any pride left, but it seems like I don’t. Which really sucks to find out.

I used to be good with words, but this whole post kinda sucks.

Amyway, I am getting better. I have showered and my clothes are clean (thank you!), I am on my meds, I am going to therapy, I am still married, still a full-time mom. Sadly also still a full-time mental case, but that will never change.

Thanks for all the love.
I don’t deserve it, but I am greedy and accept it anyway.

Seeräuber-Jenny

 

[EricaAnna]

Love is unconditional

 

[EricaAnna]

https://64.media.tumblr.com/c0b8c4133c8f4ca8572b205a3837d89e/ee0deccc6450ca84-b8/s1280x1920/2de8b4af8acd3d4219d575468141f388e10e695b.jpg

 

[13Fantasies]

 

[sister jenny]

https://64.media.tumblr.com/c0b8c4133c8f4ca8572b205a3837d89e/ee0deccc6450ca84-b8/s1280x1920/2de8b4af8acd3d4219d575468141f388e10e695b.jpg

Beautiful