Daddy's Little Girl - Fourth Edition

Morning 🥱 I'm in the process of getting my body back to functioning normally. It affects submission too - those damn hormones made me so foggy that I wasn't quite present in a normal way. Thankfully they at least leave the body quickly, I already had less brain fog and fatigue yesterday.
 
Without trusting and feeling safe, there's no way I would submit to someone. Without that current connecting us, there'd be no yearning to belong to him, to his authority.

But, once it's there, once I give my submission, I'm "all in."
This is well put into words.

For me, I think a lot of it has to do with how communication works between us. That is a major part in what makes the difference between "a good Dom" and "a good Dom for me". In addition to compatibility in needs and wants of course.
 
Most of you who pay any attention to my posts know that I was a victim of domestic violence. That incident led to high levels of anxiety in my daily life. At times, it was crippling. My therapist once told me that people who struggle with anxiety and depression often can't remember much because they're too busy focusing on how to get through each moment. They don't fully experience what's happening, which keeps them from forming the memories they should
have.
For the past few weeks, Wolfie (my husband and Daddy) and I have been working through some legal and financial arrangements that will, we believe, end up transforming my life and his. More on that later when I can talk about it. All this activity has been triggering my anxiety again. He has been a real trooper, helping me through it almost nightly.
This relapse led me to the realization that, for approximately the past year, I have been more present. I have lived a joyous life full of happy memories, and I have both received and given more love than I could ever have imagined.
Why, you ask? I credit this lifestyle. In April of last year, I changed my status here to 'Owned little rabbit'. The first few months were a learning experience, with both of us finding our comfort levels and our boundaries. Now, we're fully in sync.
I am so fortunate. I am so thankful.
Well, it’s done and I can talk about it. We are in Miami getting some dedicated us time and soaking up the sun (what little there is). Wolfie has been working to expand his protection business and he’s set up for success now. He needed to address customer concerns about his 3rd party financial firm having access to customer information. He’s hired a CFO and she will be bringing those functions inside.
She’s amazing. But he slept with her last night. The good thing is . . . She is ME!
I’m now CFO and part owner of the firm!
He also elevated his senior agent to COO, responsible for managing contracts and personnel.
It was a rough start to getting all this done, but he says I handled the stress like a champ, and he is proud of me 🥰
I’m proud of me too!

Tomorrow I’m going to release my inner exhibitionist that I discovered in Amsterdam, and walk the nude beach topless 😳 except for my collar.
 
And you should! 😍 Wow, that's quite a career leap! I wish you the best luck!

And I'm sure your beach walk will going well!
Going from itty bitty boss babe to THE boss babe IS quite a leap, but I have the skills, and now I have the support and the need to be successful. My new affirmation is “I will succeed, I must succeed, The buck stops with me”
 
And I'm sure your beach walk will going well!
My walk went well, but it got me in trouble. I was so horny afterwards that I tried to drag Wolfie back to our room. He was having none of that. We’re at our home airport now and he hasn’t touched me all day. At this rate it will be tomorrow before I get any intimacy. Aaarrrggghhh!
 
My walk went well, but it got me in trouble. I was so horny afterwards that I tried to drag Wolfie back to our room. He was having none of that. We’re at our home airport now and he hasn’t touched me all day. At this rate it will be tomorrow before I get any intimacy. Aaarrrggghhh!
Nothing like the buildup of a little denial. lol
 
When we finally made it home last night, it was like a Lit story. You know the ones. He undresses, starts the shower, slowly undresses you, puts you in the shower, washes you ALL over (very slowly), driving you crazy. While rinsing you, he presses you against the shower wall and edges you. While drying you, he edges you again. Then FINALLY, he takes you to bed, ties you to the headboard, and gives you release.

While in the shower, I got a lecture about topping from the bottom, and proper behavior of his Little. Good thing I still have one week at my old job and had scheduled today off anyway. It's mid-morning and I'm still lying in bed.
 
When we finally made it home last night, it was like a Lit story. You know the ones. He undresses, starts the shower, slowly undresses you, puts you in the shower, washes you ALL over (very slowly), driving you crazy. While rinsing you, he presses you against the shower wall and edges you. While drying you, he edges you again. Then FINALLY, he takes you to bed, ties you to the headboard, and gives you release.

While in the shower, I got a lecture about topping from the bottom, and proper behavior of his Little. Good thing I still have one week at my old job and had scheduled today off anyway. It's mid-morning and I'm still lying in bed.
Wow. Um, please excuse me. I’m gonna need a few minutes to myself….
 
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