Being watched while used like a slut

I have this crazy kink of being watched when someone or a group of men fuck me like a cheap slut. I guess this became one of my kinks after watching porn or really to say the BTS of porn, where I realised the girls were getting fucked in front of a camera which is being held by one or many (if there are multiple cameras) and there is a crew working behind the camera which also gets to watch the girl getting fucked hard, cumming, orgasming and asking them to stop when she can take no more. Even in some scenes I've noticed where the girls ask for help, but they keep fucking her saying she just has to hold on for a little while longer (I guess it was a gangbang scene where the girl asks for water which seemed like she needed a break, and the black guys kept fucking her hard saying another guy will go and get her water).

When I process these scenes with my imagination I end up getting the desire to be watched as I am being used restless and pounded hard by a group of people when others watch and enjoy it or support the guys to go harder or show me what they can do to me.

I am a person who doesn't support violence against woman or even man. I don't want others to get hurt. But looking at these scenes from porn, is it bad for me to have a desire to get used roughly in front of a crowd. Is this normal for any woman to have this desire, or should I be worried about my mental health.

I do share my kinky desires to my friends and few have said they have the same desire, but I've never had the courage to say that I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me.

Can someone share your opinion on this and say if these desires are normal for anyone to have. Or should it think of it in another way that it happens only in porn, and there is no way any normal girl will go through this in real life.
It sounds pretty normal to me. I have the fantasy of having a group of women sitting drinking cocktails and ordering me to strip and cum for their enjoyment. It’s why I love to cam.
 
My partner and I really get horny and love being watched, it's being the catalyst for some pretty big orgasms for me, bigger than just my partner and I alone.

It's so much different with a group of people around you watching you and your partner fucking. Especially him watching me with other guys, he loves watching me getting spit roasted either on my back or my knees.

It's a real erotic and sensual experience, something that more couples should do. It certainly brings you closer as a couple and keeps the sex interesting
 
I have this crazy kink of being watched when someone or a group of men fuck me like a cheap slut. I guess this became one of my kinks after watching porn or really to say the BTS of porn, where I realised the girls were getting fucked in front of a camera which is being held by one or many (if there are multiple cameras) and there is a crew working behind the camera which also gets to watch the girl getting fucked hard, cumming, orgasming and asking them to stop when she can take no more. Even in some scenes I've noticed where the girls ask for help, but they keep fucking her saying she just has to hold on for a little while longer (I guess it was a gangbang scene where the girl asks for water which seemed like she needed a break, and the black guys kept fucking her hard saying another guy will go and get her water).

When I process these scenes with my imagination I end up getting the desire to be watched as I am being used restless and pounded hard by a group of people when others watch and enjoy it or support the guys to go harder or show me what they can do to me.

I am a person who doesn't support violence against woman or even man. I don't want others to get hurt. But looking at these scenes from porn, is it bad for me to have a desire to get used roughly in front of a crowd. Is this normal for any woman to have this desire, or should I be worried about my mental health.

I do share my kinky desires to my friends and few have said they have the same desire, but I've never had the courage to say that I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me.

Can someone share your opinion on this and say if these desires are normal for anyone to have. Or should it think of it in another way that it happens only in porn, and there is no way any normal girl will go through this in real life.
Your body, your choice(s).

I was once at a party where a group of men and women were invited to play with a lady (by the lady) in a field surrounded by people not actively participating. It involved multiple hands, mouths, cocks and objects (bottles and cans mainly). Got a bit rough at times. Her boyfriend seemed happy with things. She said she enjoyed it afterwards.

As to ‘is it normal’? Only you can judge that. Whatever happens enjoy yourself.
 
My partner ... loves watching me getting spit roasted either on my back or my knees.

It's a real erotic and sensual experience, something that more couples should do. It certainly brings you closer as a couple and keeps the sex interesting
Wow. I'd love to watch you in that scene too. Even more, I'd live to be you in that scenario.
 
Your body, your choice(s).

I was once at a party where a group of men and women were invited to play with a lady (by the lady) in a field surrounded by people not actively participating. It involved multiple hands, mouths, cocks and objects (bottles and cans mainly). Got a bit rough at times. Her boyfriend seemed happy with things. She said she enjoyed it afterwards.

As to ‘is it normal’? Only you can judge that. Whatever happens enjoy yourself.
How to organise something like this?

If like to be used like that, and also be safe at last
 
How to organise something like this?

If like to be used like that, and also be safe at last
Begin with writing down what you want, what you don’t want, how you would like things to happen and …. really importantly … talk with your SO about it all.

In terms of safety …. by writing things down and talking with your SO, you can work out how safety can be managed. Your SO, someone else there etc.

But by doing this, you have to accept you are defining control limits. Which is different for all. Total control = no ‘ingenuity’ & little control, let’s just say that’s usually the most erotic but can make you feel too vulnerable.

Depending on where you live, big cities tend to offer clubs where you can experiment & develop contacts. If you’re rural - think of dogging spots. If you’re really isolated geographically- try online building up to dogging or clubbing when time permits.

Whatever happens …. please let everyone know how it goes. And pictures - yes please 👍
 
I have this crazy kink of being watched when someone or a group of men fuck me like a cheap slut. I guess this became one of my kinks after watching porn or really to say the BTS of porn, where I realised the girls were getting fucked in front of a camera which is being held by one or many (if there are multiple cameras) and there is a crew working behind the camera which also gets to watch the girl getting fucked hard, cumming, orgasming and asking them to stop when she can take no more. Even in some scenes I've noticed where the girls ask for help, but they keep fucking her saying she just has to hold on for a little while longer (I guess it was a gangbang scene where the girl asks for water which seemed like she needed a break, and the black guys kept fucking her hard saying another guy will go and get her water).

When I process these scenes with my imagination I end up getting the desire to be watched as I am being used restless and pounded hard by a group of people when others watch and enjoy it or support the guys to go harder or show me what they can do to me.

I am a person who doesn't support violence against woman or even man. I don't want others to get hurt. But looking at these scenes from porn, is it bad for me to have a desire to get used roughly in front of a crowd. Is this normal for any woman to have this desire, or should I be worried about my mental health.

I do share my kinky desires to my friends and few have said they have the same desire, but I've never had the courage to say that I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me.

Can someone share your opinion on this and say if these desires are normal for anyone to have. Or should it think of it in another way that it happens only in porn, and there is no way any normal girl will go through this in real life.
This is one kink many ladies love
 
How to organise something like this?

If like to be used like that, and also be safe at last
For this, www.FetLife.com, posted in a thread for your area, is probably the linchpin. Other considerations include chaperoning (at least one man or two other women NOT participating) and size (of the group of men)--start slowly! There will always be a chance for a repeat performance if you enjoy it.
 
For this, www.FetLife.com, posted in a thread for your area, is probably the linchpin. Other considerations include chaperoning (at least one man or two other women NOT participating) and size (of the group of men)--start slowly! There will always be a chance for a repeat performance if you enjoy it.
Can find some people you know and want to know there. Fetlife I have mmmm
 
Begin with writing down what you want, what you don’t want, how you would like things to happen and …. really importantly … talk with your SO about it all.

In terms of safety …. by writing things down and talking with your SO, you can work out how safety can be managed. Your SO, someone else there etc.

But by doing this, you have to accept you are defining control limits. Which is different for all. Total control = no ‘ingenuity’ & little control, let’s just say that’s usually the most erotic but can make you feel too vulnerable.

Depending on where you live, big cities tend to offer clubs where you can experiment & develop contacts. If you’re rural - think of dogging spots. If you’re really isolated geographically- try online building up to dogging or clubbing when time permits.

Whatever happens …. please let everyone know how it goes. And pictures - yes please 👍
Thanks for the reply. But I really don't have someone whom I can trust and share my desires and still face them normally the next day. Whom do you mean by SO?
 
For this, www.FetLife.com, posted in a thread for your area, is probably the linchpin. Other considerations include chaperoning (at least one man or two other women NOT participating) and size (of the group of men)--start slowly! There will always be a chance for a repeat performance if you enjoy it.
I live in Germany and get life doesn't seem to be active here as I checked
 
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