Being watched while used like a slut

[TonyF862]

It is a swinger group and you would not find most private groups on the internet. There are clubs that cater to the lifestyle as well as resorts and cruises. Perhaps going to a club and meeting some of the people there might lead to invites to private gatherings. In my case, I was dating a guy who was in the swinger group so he took me to a party and introduced me to people.

“Dating” while married is HAF!!!

 

[Islander55]

“Dating” while married is HAF!!!

It was kind of like dating.

 

[rickybobby808454]

I have this crazy kink of being watched when someone or a group of men fuck me like a cheap slut. I guess this became one of my kinks after watching porn or really to say the BTS of porn, where I realised the girls were getting fucked in front of a camera which is being held by one or many (if there are multiple cameras) and there is a crew working behind the camera which also gets to watch the girl getting fucked hard, cumming, orgasming and asking them to stop when she can take no more. Even in some scenes I've noticed where the girls ask for help, but they keep fucking her saying she just has to hold on for a little while longer (I guess it was a gangbang scene where the girl asks for water which seemed like she needed a break, and the black guys kept fucking her hard saying another guy will go and get her water).

When I process these scenes with my imagination I end up getting the desire to be watched as I am being used restless and pounded hard by a group of people when others watch and enjoy it or support the guys to go harder or show me what they can do to me.

I am a person who doesn't support violence against woman or even man. I don't want others to get hurt. But looking at these scenes from porn, is it bad for me to have a desire to get used roughly in front of a crowd. Is this normal for any woman to have this desire, or should I be worried about my mental health.

I do share my kinky desires to my friends and few have said they have the same desire, but I've never had the courage to say that I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me.

Can someone share your opinion on this and say if these desires are normal for anyone to have. Or should it think of it in another way that it happens only in porn, and there is no way any normal girl will go through this in real life.

id love to watch my wife get fucked like a porn star by 4 or 5 guys with big horse cocks i think she would look incredible and love every second of it