Depression. It's a silent killer.

I'm a little more down today than I was yesterday. Truth be told, it's getting harder to want to be here.

But I have to keep going for at least a little while longer. There are a lot of birthdays coming up in July, including mine. I'd rather not tarnish the coming month with a horrible memory, and I might as well stick around and celebrate my own.

Who knows, maybe I'll get the strength to keep fighting for my birthday. I think that would be the greatest gift of all.
 
My neighbor is in the hospital so the wife asked me to mow their lawn.

Knocked it out at lunchtime since I was working from home today.

Almost got my front yard mowed after work before a torrential downpour.

Afterwards my wife and I planted all of our pumpkin plants we didn’t sell at our farmstand. It was super humid after the storm and wet. I’d been meaning to plant the pumpkins for the last few weeks.

Being busy helps me. Keeps me in shape and keeps me focused.

Hope all of you are doing ok.
 
I'm a little more down today than I was yesterday. Truth be told, it's getting harder to want to be here.

But I have to keep going for at least a little while longer. There are a lot of birthdays coming up in July, including mine. I'd rather not tarnish the coming month with a horrible memory, and I might as well stick around and celebrate my own.

Who knows, maybe I'll get the strength to keep fighting for my birthday. I think that would be the greatest gift of all.
sorry to hear that

Forgive yourself and be kind
Being kind to yourself is the true kindness
Smile !

And hey
Happy Birthday in advance
 
sorry to hear that

Forgive yourself and be kind
Being kind to yourself is the true kindness
Smile !

And hey
Happy Birthday in advance
Thank you.

The support I've received over the last few days has been helpful. I'd like to thank everyone for that. Though I still can't find a way to truly enjoy life at the moment, the support has taken the edge off.
 
I can't believe this video came up on my list. I've never seen/heard anything that so accurately summarizes how I feel; it brought tears to my eyes.

 
I'm a little more down today than I was yesterday. Truth be told, it's getting harder to want to be here.

But I have to keep going for at least a little while longer. There are a lot of birthdays coming up in July, including mine. I'd rather not tarnish the coming month with a horrible memory, and I might as well stick around and celebrate my own.

Who knows, maybe I'll get the strength to keep fighting for my birthday. I think that would be the greatest gift of all.
I was going to say something yesterday about your post, however, I'm glad I watched your video today. I can never look at the world through your eye and understand what you are going through. But I do know there are people going through the same things. BY posting on here you're taking the right step to find help for yourself and many others. Believe in yourself and be kind to yourself and the people around you. People do care about you and want you in their lives. You have cracked the door, now open it up and step through it and ask for a little help and a hug.
Be kind my friend.
 
I was going to say something yesterday about your post, however, I'm glad I watched your video today. I can never look at the world through your eye and understand what you are going through. But I do know there are people going through the same things. BY posting on here you're taking the right step to find help for yourself and many others. Believe in yourself and be kind to yourself and the people around you. People do care about you and want you in their lives. You have cracked the door, now open it up and step through it and ask for a little help and a hug.
Be kind my friend.
Yes, I am seeing that in full force! I want to get better, for them and for myself!

I want to be a success story, not a tragedy.
 
I know how depression can be a long-lasting condition from my own experience, so it's worth helping your family when you see this situation. Only with the right approach you can quickly come to a solution to this problem. In my time, I came across a lot of advices from Pharmacy B2B. Thus, I began to realize more what I needed and how to get out of this state as soon as possible.
 
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Sprained my foot yesterday. Nothing makes me feel more useless than being injured and having to ask someone to help me.
Be safe out there and watch out for chair legs.
Love you.
Urgh. Be safeR out there today.

Hope you’re on the mend soon!
 
Sprained my foot yesterday. Nothing makes me feel more useless than being injured and having to ask someone to help me.
Be safe out there and watch out for chair legs.
Love you.
From the book i mentioned

What is the bravest thing you've ever said? asked the boy.
'Help,' said the horse.
'Asking for help isn't giving up,' said the horse. 'It's refusing to give up.'



Asking help is good

Take care
You're our best therapist we have wished for !
Thank you for always being there when we're at our lowest
 
I saw an interesting video this morning. About tying in procrastination with mental health issues that I hadn’t thought of. It made a lot of sense to me and explained a lot.
 
I met someone from here who I absolutely adored. They broke up with me. Said she loved me, but it was too hard for her to be with me. I'm disabled and it's hard for me to meet people. I keep thinking about them. It's making my depression so much harder. I know it's only been a day and it's going to take some time, but I miss her so much. I don't think I've stopped crying since she left. And since the depression is always there waiting to come out, this one really hit me hard.
 
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