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[NuclearFairy]

Trying to keep my life together until that July 8th appointment with the psych nurse practitioner is...tough. Hoping for something that'll help this stupid depression. I don't like me when I'm like this.

Also, I have a headache today that originated from neck pain. Luckily, I have some muscle relaxers here, so I took one. (Also had some Aleve and some Tylenol earlier.) Plus, I've been been trying to do myofascial release (i.e., poking the knots in my neck til they loosen). I hope it's better when I get up tomorrow because this is just miserable.

I set a goal amount for every day I work and promptly didn't meet it today because of the neck/headache. Oh, well, tomorrow is another day.

Have you tried head and shoulder rolls as well?

 

[BiBunny]

Have you tried head and shoulder rolls as well?

I didn't last night, but I will next time! (There will definitely be a next time.)

I have sore spots on my neck and at the base of my skull where I worked some of the knots out, but other than that, it's way better today.

 

[NuclearFairy]

I didn't last night, but I will next time! (There will definitely be a next time.)

I have sore spots on my neck and at the base of my skull where I worked some of the knots out, but other than that, it's way better today.

Remember to drink plenty of water after a myofascial release.

 

[BiBunny]

Remember to drink plenty of water after a myofascial release.

On it! Just refilled my water bottle (which is purple and teal, my fave colors.)

I'm working on cleaning my house while I work today. I'm writing blogs, taking calls, and doing dishes and laundry. There is a load of dishes in the dishwasher drying and a load waiting to go in. I've washed all my bedclothes and replaced them (except for pillows that are still in the dryer) and changed the sheets. I also went and picked my meds up today.

I know y'all don't really care about my cleaning updates, but it makes me feel more accomplished to list off what I've taken care of!

I'm gonna make the cherry cream cheese pie thing I mentioned into the cooking thread today, too.

 

[NuclearFairy]

On it! Just refilled my water bottle (which is purple and teal, my fave colors.)

I'm working on cleaning my house while I work today. I'm writing blogs, taking calls, and doing dishes and laundry. There is a load of dishes in the dishwasher drying and a load waiting to go in. I've washed all my bedclothes and replaced them (except for pillows that are still in the dryer) and changed the sheets. I also went and picked my meds up today.

I know y'all don't really care about my cleaning updates, but it makes me feel more accomplished to list off what I've taken care of!

I'm gonna make the cherry cream cheese pie thing I mentioned into the cooking thread today, too.

Oh that sounds so pretty, what shade of purple?

I had to get my meds re-picked up today. The pharmacy accidentally gave me the wrong person's meds and I didn't realize till I emptied the old bottle.

Sounds like you're accomplishing a lot. Good job!

That sounds yummy.

 

[BiBunny]

Oh that sounds so pretty, what shade of purple?

I had to get my meds re-picked up today. The pharmacy accidentally gave me the wrong person's meds and I didn't realize till I emptied the old bottle.

Sounds like you're accomplishing a lot. Good job!

That sounds yummy.

Thank you!

The bottle is kind of a medium purple shade. The teal may be more turquoise now that I look it more closely. I'll try to remember to upload a pic later.

Oops, that's a heck of a mistake for the pharmacy to make! I'm glad you got it sorted out.

I got the bottom part of the pie made. (You have to make it and let it set up in the refrigerator/freezer before you put the topping on it.) I stuck it in the freezer instead of the refrigerator, so it should be ready to be topped (heh) in an hour or two!

 

[NuclearFairy]

Thank you!

The bottle is kind of a medium purple shade. The teal may be more turquoise now that I look it more closely. I'll try to remember to upload a pic later.

Oops, that's a heck of a mistake for the pharmacy to make! I'm glad you got it sorted out.

I got the bottom part of the pie made. (You have to make it and let it set up in the refrigerator/freezer before you put the topping on it.) I stuck it in the freezer instead of the refrigerator, so it should be ready to be topped (heh) in an hour or two!

Can't wait to see it.

Well, the last name on it was the same as my roomate's who got her prescription picked up at the same time. Funny thing is the first name matched my SO. So at least I got to poke some fun at them both before the pills got exchanged. =D

Oh neat. Is it a cold no-bake filling?

 

[BiBunny]

Can't wait to see it.

Well, the last name on it was the same as my roomate's who got her prescription picked up at the same time. Funny thing is the first name matched my SO. So at least I got to poke some fun at them both before the pills got exchanged. =D

Oh neat. Is it a cold no-bake filling?

Oh, wow, that's so weird!

Yep, no bake pie. It's too hot to turn the oven on today, lol.

 

[NuclearFairy]

Oh, wow, that's so weird!

Yep, no bake pie. It's too hot to turn the oven on today, lol.

I hear that, even with the air conditioner running it's too hot for the oven.

 

[BiBunny]

Water bottle. Apologies for part of the altar in the background. I had just sat down in front of it when I remembered I needed to make a pic for Lit, lol.

 

[dawn_of_night]

Water bottle. Apologies for part of the altar in the background. I had just sat down in front of it when I remembered I needed to make a pic for Lit, lol.

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I stopped to say hi!
Read through some of the last few days....
Wanted to also leave a pile of hugs for friends ...
Annnd.... Your table covering, is beautiful. I saw you called it an alter, so I'm sure it has a special name, but I crochet and I think it's fantastic!

Ok. That's all.

 

[BiBunny]

I stopped to say hi!
Read through some of the last few days....
Wanted to also leave a pile of hugs for friends ...
Annnd.... Your table covering, is beautiful. I saw you called it an alter, so I'm sure it has a special name, but I crochet and I think it's fantastic!

Ok. That's all.

Thank you! The pattern calls it a table runner. I don't really have a special name for it. I crocheted it out of some gorgeous sock yarn a friend gifted me for my birthday one year.

I have a crafting thread around here somewhere. It'd be awesome if you wanted to share some of your work. (If you haven't already, that is. I can't remember anything these days.)

*Lots of hugs*

 

[dawn_of_night]

Thank you! The pattern calls it a table runner. I don't really have a special name for it. I crocheted it out of some gorgeous sock yarn a friend gifted me for my birthday one year.

I have a crafting thread around here somewhere. It'd be awesome if you wanted to share some of your work. (If you haven't already, that is. I can't remember anything these days.)

*Lots of hugs*

I also have a craft thread! Dawns yarn barn craft emporium!!!

We should share!

 

[BiBunny]

I talked to Daddy for two hours last night.

Yes, I know it's because he was horny and wanted attention. Yes, I know it'll probably be an eternity before we have such a long conversation again. And yet, his attention is so good to just lie down and revel in. I can't help myself.

He is objectively bad at being a Daddy. But I'd probably still ritually disembowl myself for him if he told me to. I'm not sure what that says about me.

 

[BiBunny]

Part of our conversation that I keep going back to in my head:

Me: *says something that pleases Daddy*

Him: Good kitten.

Me: I love when you say that. Kitten and her praise kink.

Him: Good. Earn it.

Me: Yes, Daddy.

Him: Good kitten.

The "earn it" sounds kinda douchey when it's written out like this, but it was very powerful for me for some reason I can't put into words.

That man has no idea the lengths I would go to for a "Good kitten" from him. Maybe one day he'll let me prove it to him.

 

[NuclearFairy]

The "earn it" sounds kinda douchey when it's written out like this, but it was very powerful for me for some reason I can't put into words.

For another relationship dynamic, maybe. But like with all things context should be taken into account. And with the context of your relationship, if it works for you, it's not douchey.

 

[NuclearFairy]

Ah, I wanna share this somewhere, I hope you don't mind me sharing it here? Cause I can't think of a better place to share it.

I really wanted one of my SO's hot chocolates, cause he makes the best, but he's got like a killer migraine tonight so I didn't wanna ask him. So I tried beating the cold heavy cream into the instant powder mix before pouring on the hot water, like he keeps telling me he does. I must not've beat it for long enough though, because it wasn't quite as good as his, but it was probably the best instant chocolate I've made. And then he gave me one of those proud little smiles of his that he usually gives me when I manage to sing along with a song.

 

[BiBunny]

Ah, I wanna share this somewhere, I hope you don't mind me sharing it here? Cause I can't think of a better place to share it.

I really wanted one of my SO's hot chocolates, cause he makes the best, but he's got like a killer migraine tonight so I didn't wanna ask him. So I tried beating the cold heavy cream into the instant powder mix before pouring on the hot water, like he keeps telling me he does. I must not've beat it for long enough though, because it wasn't quite as good as his, but it was probably the best instant chocolate I've made. And then he gave me one of those proud little smiles of his that he usually gives me when I manage to sing along with a song.

Of course, I don't mind a bit!

Thank you for sharing. That's really sweet. I love it! Those little smiles can mean the world sometimes.

 

[NuclearFairy]

Of course, I don't mind a bit!

Thank you for sharing. That's really sweet. I love it! Those little smiles can mean the world sometimes.

Thanks!

And yeah they can.

 

[BiBunny]

Does anybody else have friends who don't get the submissive thing? Most of my friends either do get it or are at least good at humoring me. But I have a newer friend from work who doesn't.

I guess I'm having a mini crisis of faith here because I got a lecture from her last night about needing to put myself first, blah, blah, blah.

And I know she means well, and I appreciate the thought. But I feel like my submissiveness is more uncomfortable to other people than it is to me. I have mostly made my peace with who and what I am, and I genuinely enjoy taking care of other people. But sometimes, people don't get it, and when you get hit with an intervention like that, it's sometimes hard to let it just roll off like you should.

 

[NuclearFairy]

Does anybody else have friends who don't get the submissive thing? Most of my friends either do get it or are at least good at humoring me. But I have a newer friend from work who doesn't.

I guess I'm having a mini crisis of faith here because I got a lecture from her last night about needing to put myself first, blah, blah, blah.

And I know she means well, and I appreciate the thought. But I feel like my submissiveness is more uncomfortable to other people than it is to me. I have mostly made my peace with who and what I am, and I genuinely enjoy taking care of other people. But sometimes, people don't get it, and when you get hit with an intervention like that, it's sometimes hard to let it just roll off like you should.

A lot of my SO's relatives don't get it, and sometimes I think the only reason they don't try and talk me into leaving is cause we have kids together and because I'm a little bit of a switch and a brat with anyone but him. (Although sometimes I do get into bratty moods with him, because spankings are fun.)

But yeah it can be tiresome, and annoying, and have you questioning everything sometimes. Although it was hilarious when they were carefully asking if he was also sleeping with our roommate and if I needed someplace to go. Ah, I try to keep things toned down around them, because I don't like his own family being mad at him on my behalf, and it's like, we're both happy.

 

[dawn_of_night]

I think I'm a better me, when I'm submissive than the me I am, when I am not submissive....

I don't have long stories I just feel like that's how it works for me

 

[BiBunny]

A lot of my SO's relatives don't get it, and sometimes I think the only reason they don't try and talk me into leaving is cause we have kids together and because I'm a little bit of a switch and a brat with anyone but him. (Although sometimes I do get into bratty moods with him, because spankings are fun.)

But yeah it can be tiresome, and annoying, and have you questioning everything sometimes. Although it was hilarious when they were carefully asking if he was also sleeping with our roommate and if I needed someplace to go. Ah, I try to keep things toned down around them, because I don't like his own family being mad at him on my behalf, and it's like, we're both happy.

I get that. It can be very tiresome and annoying, like you said. It's like, I don't think this aspect of me needs to change, and I also don't think it's any of your business, one way or the other, hypothetical person.

I totally understand why you want to keep things toned down around his family, too. It probably makes things easier.

 

[BiBunny]

I think I'm a better me, when I'm submissive than the me I am, when I am not submissive....

I don't have long stories I just feel like that's how it works for me

That's totally understandable, too. I feel the same way.