COCK SUCKING. embarrassed or proud

Not proud but elated that I discovered the pleasure of giving and getting. I love pussy too and my opportunities have widened over the years but one thing that is one of my biggest turn ons is sucking a cock

and when he is holding my head in his hands and he starts cumming and pumps his cock in and out of my mouth until he has dumped his load nothing is a bigger turn on than when a woman is watching me take it all!
In my case a woman is both dumping her load in my mouth AND watching me take it all lol
 
Discretion is a valuable quality in a good cocksucker.
Many of the men who enjoy having their cocks sucked are caught up in sexless or unsatisfying marriages, so they don't really want it known that they regularly get their cocks sucked in an extramarital way!
You’re absolutely correct, there are many many men seeing gay cocksuckers like me on the side. I sucked my first cock at 16, I hooked immediately. One cock led to a hundred cocks over the years! lol!

When I was in my teens until my mid 50’s, I didn’t one anyone to know I was a full fledged cocksucker. I was not embarrassed but I didn’t want to advertise it either. However, I know people whispered that I was bi and a cock lover.

Now at 64, I am out and I really don’t care who knows that I love to suck cock. I have discovered since I came out, I get more cock in my mouth than ever than before! lol! There are a lot of horny men looking for cock sucking bitches like me! Bring it on!
 
One of my initial hold outs was the possible embarrassment, guilt, or feeling of shame I may carry with me the rest of my life after I finally tried it. Thankfully for me, it was an enjoyable experience. I wouldn't say I have a feeling of being "proud", I would say it's more of a sense of being relieved. Years of wondering what would it feel like to do it, gone. Now I can't wait for him to come back to my area so I can do it again.
 
I went to a guys house for some mutual oral. Once there, my cock got a few slurps but was soon forgotten as he focused on me sucking him. He soon climaxed and painted my face and mouth with his jizz.

Yes I got used but I was ok with it. Yes i savored his semen. Yes I am a proud cocksucker. I can be used and discarded and it makes me happy
 
I went to a guys house for some mutual oral. Once there, my cock got a few slurps but was soon forgotten as he focused on me sucking him. He soon climaxed and painted my face and mouth with his jizz.

Yes I got used but I was ok with it. Yes i savored his semen. Yes I am a proud cocksucker. I can be used and discarded and it makes me happy
I can completely relate- I get off more on making the guy cum. It’s arousing when I sense that I’m there for his pleasure. That’s why I always want to be wearing panties when I’m on my knees for a man. I like the slutty feeling I get from doing this. And I always emphasize my pleasure when I get to swallow his cum!!
 
You’re absolutely correct, there are many many men seeing gay cocksuckers like me on the side. I sucked my first cock at 16, I hooked immediately. One cock led to a hundred cocks over the years! lol!

When I was in my teens until my mid 50’s, I didn’t one anyone to know I was a full fledged cocksucker. I was not embarrassed but I didn’t want to advertise it either. However, I know people whispered that I was bi and a cock lover.

Now at 64, I am out and I really don’t care who knows that I love to suck cock. I have discovered since I came out, I get more cock in my mouth than ever than before! lol! There are a lot of horny men looking for cock sucking bitches like me! Bring it on!
Such a wonderful story, you bring a warm glow to my heart knowing that you've found such cocksucking pleasures across the years, and moved from reticence to pride in your attitudes
 
That’s kind of a turn on for me- since I don’t like men romantically anyway- makes me want to suck his dick even more!
Seeing him get off so much on watching me worship that big fine pole makes it all the hotter. The unfettered commentary he lets fly while I'm doing him gets so guttural and urgent, it makes me want to drain those impulses right out of his overcooked balls. So weird, but so satisfying
 
I went to a guys house for some mutual oral. Once there, my cock got a few slurps but was soon forgotten as he focused on me sucking him. He soon climaxed and painted my face and mouth with his jizz.

Yes I got used but I was ok with it. Yes i savored his semen. Yes I am a proud cocksucker. I can be used and discarded and it makes me happy
I've been a cocksucker since very young. I knew I wanted to before I ever did. I sucked quite a few cocks before I had a guy who really took control, dominated me, talked dirty and fucked my mouth and throat anyway he wanted to. It was then that I realized that this turned me on as much as the act of sucking cock itself. I've been sucking his cock for 10 years now, whenever I can. His is my favorite cock to suck. I not only want to be on my knees sucking cocks, I want to be used as a hole for the sole purpose of a man's pleasure and relief until I'm drinking his seed. Most guys aren't dominant in that way and I'm perfectly happy to suck almost anyone. But a dominant feeder takes it to the next level for me.

 
Proud! Swallowed multiple loads last night while hanging with 2 buds. I had my head off the bed and guy 1 fed me dick and guy 2 worked on my cock. After a few minutes they switched. I was their enthusiastic cock sucker last night and wouldn't have it any other way. I love that both of them told me what a good cock sucker I am.
 
Proud! Swallowed multiple loads last night while hanging with 2 buds. I had my head off the bed and guy 1 fed me dick and guy 2 worked on my cock. After a few minutes they switched. I was their enthusiastic cock sucker last night and wouldn't have it any other way. I love that both of them told me what a good cock sucker I am.
Lucky you!!
 
Am I proud? At random moments, dinner, driving to shops, on a walk, I remember some element of a blowjob I have given, and how my fellating gave great pleasure to the owner of the cock. I feel proud to have had the courage to fulfill these urges, and pride in how I performed. And during the act, seeing the pleasure I give with my mouth, fills me with pride.
 
I can completely relate- I get off more on making the guy cum. It’s arousing when I sense that I’m there for his pleasure. That’s why I always want to be wearing panties when I’m on my knees for a man. I like the slutty feeling I get from doing this. And I always emphasize my pleasure when I get to swallow his cum!!

Oh you and me both hunny
 
Accomplished

I don’t feel embarrassed at all, not proud either I guess I feel happy about it. I have sucked so many cocks that I can’t remember... if I had to guess it would be over 100.
I started around 19, and I’m 49 now and I just had a new cock in my mouth a few days ago. But there were times when I have said why did I even bother, for many reasons, too limp...too hairy and limp that’s the worst and I did say to that guy no thanks. But there were plenty more good cocks than bad. I tried to suck some Cocks that we’re so big that I just couldn’t do it, and had to end up jacking them off.
But I would have to say I’m happy that I had some good cocksucking memories. Especially after I learned to swallow!!! That’s the best!!
a cocksucker after my own heart!
 
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