UnHolyPimpHand
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Collaborated Works of Curious_Muse & UnHolyPimpHand
Inspired by True Events
London, England. 1886
What do we do with the history we want to forget? Do we face it bravely, or do we shun it for existing and try to kill it for being true?
Lucy tried to ignore the muffled snickers and the stares of the servants. Could they not just leave her alone? Sobbing, she was putting clothes into a suitcase, unsure of what she was packing for. This new grand house, the servants, the plans for her future – all suddenly gone! She heard the whispers, even if she pretended not to. She heard them call her a whore, a strumpet, a liar. Newly married, happy until last night, she was now a fallen woman, utterly alone.
Her husband, a stern and religious man, had told her that he would divorce her, send her back to her parents in disgrace. She still did not really understand how any of this had happened. It had been a match arranged by her father who held a small post at the royal court, and she, the ever obedient daughter, had happily agreed, even if the husband he had chosen for her was much older, and not particularly charming. But Theodore Winterbottom was a royal officer, he was an upstanding and well-known gentleman, he was wealthy and he had asked for her hand in marriage. It had been an honour, and Lucy knew, from her mother, from her sisters, that love often came much later in a marriage, that the most important thing was a good, honest husband.
During their wedding night, Theodore had lectured her that lust was a sin, and intercourse between spouses only performed for procreation, and nothing more. He had covered her entire body with a white linen sheet, so as not to succumb to sinful desire when glimpsing her young, naked flesh. Lucy had never even kissed a man before, and did not know what to expect. Lying shivering with nerves beneath the linen sheet, a piece of embroidered fabric that only left an opening for the husband to take her and consummate the marriage, she had waited for him to do his duty. He had probed her through the opening with his thick fingers, and she had winced in pain, but not dared to protest. Lucy knew that obedience was her first duty as a young wife, and she was determined not to shame her family. He shied away from the blood that would accompany this first act, he explained, and said that deflowering her with his fingers would be cleaner. So she had grit her teeth and shut her eyes while he roughly explored her tight, virginal sex.
But there had been no blood. Irritated and humiliated, Theodore ad added a second, and then a third finger to his operation, and at that point she had cried out in pain, because she simply could not accommodate such girth. He had gotten angry, scolding her for her weakness, and continued to shove his fingers deep inside her until she cried. But the blood had not come. Finally, convinced that he had been fooled and acquired a soiled bride, he had struck her, and called her whore, a harlot, a trollop, and other names she did not care to remember. Her tears only fuelled his anger further.
Lucy had cried even more then, and sworn that she was a virgin, that she had never so much a looked at a man. He did not believe her, the weight of proof so heavy on her. He held up his fingers to her face, furious. “You lied to me! Your father has sold me a besmirched girl! I will not be turned into the laughing stock of London!” For a moment he had towered over her balling his fists, and Lucy had been afraid that he might kill her. An army officer and sportsman, Theodore Winterbottom was strong and imposing, and she knew that he could simply crush her throat in his hands. The sheet had slipped from her, baring her breasts to his gaze, and she could see that his manhood was huge and erect under his thin shift. Theodore had pulled the sheet from her, revealing all of her body to his gaze, and suddenly there had been something else besides his violent fury, something equally primal, and she had been too terrified to move.
For a moment he had kneeled there on the bed, staring at her with an expression of animal hunger, breathing heavily. “How many men have enjoyed this body…,” his voice had trailed off as his hand started to travel up her legs, evidently savouring the feel of her silken skin, the muscles underneath, the slenderness of her limbs. He was short of breath and hoarse, as if the timbre of his voice was no longer his to command. “How many men have touched this naked skin…,” he continued, mesmerised. “These thighs…?” Lucy had held her breath, scared as she was, as his hands started to caress the soft skin of her upper thighs, gently forcing her to open her legs a little, revealing herself to his gaze. She had been mortified, but did not want to deny him, not now, when her marriage and honour were hanging by a thread. “Ah…,” he had groaned, staring at her pussy with intense interest. “And how many men have you accommodated in this sinful, hellish abyss?” Lucy had seen his manhood twitch under the thin fabric, and he had started to rub over the mound of her pussy with his fingers, transfixed.
“Did you pleasure them with your mouth, too?” he asked gruffly, shoving two fingers of his other hand between her full lips. “Did you suck them?” At that, he started to move his fingers into her soft, wet mouth, and to please him, she had not resisted, but wrapped her lips firmly around them, as this seemed to increase his excitement. “Aaaah…did you do it like that, yes?” he had gasped, his other hand slipping between her pussy lips, rubbing gently. Lucy had blushed, avoided his gaze, as she noticed her sex growing wetter under his caresses.
“How many men have you ruined like this, holding them between your thighs, drawing them to you like a siren…?” His breath now came in rugged, short groans as his fingers settled into a steady rhythm in her mouth, his other hand circling the slippery, fleshy nub between her legs. “Did they fuck you together? Did they have your cunt and your mouth at the same time? Did they have your arse?” He sounded angry, but his breath was laboured and Lucy blushed to a deep crimson at his unjust words, but was unable to protest with his fingers thrusting in and out of her mouth. And what he was doing between her legs made her head turn and her legs tremble, she could not do anything against it, could not fight the lust taking a hold of her. “You suck like a practiced whore,” he continued. “How you must love the taste of cock….”
His fingers, covered in her saliva, had slipped from her mouth and under his own nightgown, and there he had begun to handle his stiff manhood with rhythmic strokes of his fist, grunting and groaning as he did, his stare fixed on her sex. ”How wet you are, you little harlot,” he grunted. “How…wet…how…ready…,” his fingers rubbed her pussy, faster and with urgency, while his other first pumped his cock.
“Such…a…little…slut…all…these…men….their…cocks…in…your…cunt…and…up…your…arse…!” Lucy gasped, both at the obscenity of his words and because she could not help but give voice to her own pleasure now. “Yes, you like that, you little whore,” he hissed, his face flushed. “Did you moan like that for them when they fucked you, one after the other? Their cocks filling your holes, making you pant? All…these…men?” And with that, he erupted, groaning as spurt after spurt of his cum soaked his shift and dripped down on her belly from his hand. Eager for her own release now, she arched her back off the bed, seeking his caress, and opening her legs wider, wanting for him to continue. Another small, plaintiff moan escaped her lips.
Still panting, he wiped his hand on her upper thigh, his face a mask of fury and disgust. He withdrew from between her legs as if he had been burned. “You Jezebel, you will not bewitch me! You whore, look what you did!”
He had left her lying on the bed, ashamed and in tears, and she had not seen her husband again after that. This morning, the housekeeper, Mrs. Lancaster, informed her that he ordered her to leave his house at once, and that the marriage had been annulled. Lucy was devastated. She knew that her parents, strict and god-fearing as they were, would never accept her back. A harlot for a daughter! It would shame her father, and possibly end her mother, sickly as she already was. They would not believe her over his word. Her father would be disgraced at court, become the laughing stock of his betters. Lucy thought that she’d rather die than put him through such shame.
And she had done nothing wrong! The stern voice and the icy stare of Mrs. Lancaster demanded her to hurry while she nervously crammed her meagre possessions into the suitcase. She was ruined. She had nowhere to go. There was nobody to help her. After the door would close behind her, she would have nothing, not even a penny to her name. She could simply throw herself in the Thames, it would be easier for everyone if she did, and she would be a burden no longer – not for her poor parents, not for her former husband. Everything turned to black then.
When she woke up, Mrs. Lancaster had kneeled beside her, stroking her hair. “Now, my dear girl, don’t despair,” she whispered softly, suddenly nothing but kind. “I have friends who might be able to help you. They will find you a place. You must not be without hope.”
Lucy, her face streaked with tears, had smiled for the first time. “Thank you, Mrs. Lancaster. I shall not forget your kindness to me.”
Is there a book for the sordid histories? Who will dare tell the story of those who were wronged and never redeemed? Do they live on in a narrative blind spot?
Can anyone ever return home?
Can anyone ever return home?
Elena put the coins before her on the table and sighed. With what she had left, she was able to afford one more week in the guesthouse, and not a night longer. And what then? The few shilling would not buy the fare for the journey back home to Smyrna. In fact they would not even get her all the way to the coast. It was hopeless. She bit back the tears that threatened to fall. Crying would not help her now either, and Elena was afraid that once she let desperation take over, she would not manage to shake it off again.
She much rather wanted to be angry.
Angry at the lying, godless bastard of a man who had brought her to this stinking, fog-swallowed place of a city, the man who had promised her love, an estate, and a family, a future in England. How naïve she now felt to have believed him. When the dashing Mr. Wesley Gilmore had proposed to her, she had been ecstatic. A successful businessman and well-read traveller from an upstanding English family – at least that was how he had introduced himself to her then – she had been only too keen to say yes.
Her father, a recently impoverished aristocrat in service of the Ottoman court who had recently lost a lot of money in an unlucky business venture in the silk trade, had very much been in favour of this match. Barely able to afford the dowry, he had nevertheless scraped together enough to throw a lavish wedding for his only daughter, and send her off to her new home in style. As it was the custom in her sunny home city, they had celebrated for three days and three nights. They had danced, and laughed, and she had been so in love with her beautiful Wesley, who adored her and promised to cherish and care for her until the end of his days.
Their wedding night had been wonderful, too. He had showered her with kisses and caresses, soothed her when she had been afraid. “My little Daphne,” he had whispered in her ear while taking her as his wife. “Let me be your Apollo.” She should have taken his love for sad tales of ravishment seriously. Elena frowned when she remembered how he had brought her to ecstasy again and again, and now the tears did well up in her eyes and rolled down her cheeks. He had taken everything from her, knowing all along that it had been nothing but a lie.
Shortly after their arrival in London, he had lodged her in an exquisite hotel, and told her that he needed to tend to some affairs at his estate to prepare for the arrival of the new lady of the house. She had waited, in blissful anticipation, for his return. But Wesley never came back. At first she had not suspected foul play, but was certain that her beloved husband had been held back for good reason, that he would be back as soon as he was able. Night after night she had waited, and Wesley had not returned. Even when the hotel clerk had kindly inquired after how many nights she intended to stay and, if he might be so bold, how she intended to settle the growing bill, she had not wanted to admit what by then she already knew. Wesley was gone, and had left her behind. It had all been a lie, she had been duped, and been left with nothing.
Now here she was, sitting on the bed of a London guesthouse, unsure of what to do, and desperate for a miracle. Her husband had taken all the money her father had given them, leaving her with nothing but the jewellery she was wearing at the time. She had pawned all of it, and had barely been able to pay the hotel bill, and find some clean lodgings in this rather sombre place.
She did not know anyone in London, and she did not dare to contact her family. Her father would have been horrified, and Elena was simply too ashamed to admit that all of them had been fooled. She was alone in a foreign country, destitute, and dishonoured. How was she to get out of this mess?
Is there a real island for broken toys? Or do we care more for the broken playthings of our fantasies than we do the real dolls that we break with our enthusiasm and tire of, just as enthusiastically?
Where is the refuge for them?
Where is the refuge for them?
Nora squinted at the book in front of her. It was late, but she was not tired, and the treatise on the question of germ theory was too fascinating to put down. The idea of small organisms floating through the air and through liquids, making people sick, seemed so outlandish, and yet the author presented too much credible evidence to dismiss it as fantasy.
Mr. John Hammersmith, her employer, was in possession of a vast library at his house, and he was generous enough to let her use it whenever she wished to do so. Nora entertained the idea of studying medicine, one day, at the Medical School for Women, and Mr. Hammersmith had signalled that he might give his approval. As the governess of his two young children – from a second marriage since his first wife had died – she had earned his respect and confidence, and he told her that it was only right for a creature as intelligent as her to pursue a career.
She turned the page. Engrossed in a detailed map of a local cholera outbreak, she did not hear the front door of the house being opened. Voices drifted through the hall, then laughter, and she sat up, slightly alarmed. Mr. Hammersmith had travelled to Manchester and would not be back before the next day, and the male servants were, to her knowledge, all asleep.
“Mr. Hammersmith, I had no idea…,” sounded the hurried, somewhat harassed voice of Mr. Lancy, the butler who had evidently rushed to greet the unexpected guests. “I’m afraid your father is away on urgent business, sir.”
“It’s fine, Lancy, we can see ourselves in, go back to bed.”
It dawned on Nora that this was Alexander Hammersmith, her employer’s oldest son, who dropped in unannounced. She had not expected to encounter any members of the Hammersmith family at this hour, and was sitting at the library desk with her hair let down, and her blouse unbuttoned at the neck. Aware of her slightly dishevelled date, she hurriedly closed the book, wondering if she would make it past the hall and up to her small room under the roof without being discovered. Her question was answered almost immediately.
“What have we here?”
Nora looked up to see an unfamiliar face in the door. Apparently the young Mr. Hammersmith had brought a friend. She stood and curtsied. “Good evening, Sir,” she muttered, trying to smooth her skirt and bashfully tucking strands of her hair behind her ears, blushing that a stranger saw her in such a state. “My apologies, I was just about to leave…”
“Now that would be a pity.” He did not bother to introduce himself, nor did he ask for her name. Instead, he strode over to her desk, a predatory glint in his eyes that made Nora uneasy. Looking down at the book she had been reading, he smirked. “Do you think it wise to fill that pretty head of yours with such nonsense?” She frowned. He was clearly inebriated, and he was being rude. If there was one thing Nora could not abide, it was the condescension of arrogant men.
“Nonsense?” she bristled. “How would you explain the maps that clearly show a connection between the water pump and the cholera outbreak? Bad air?” She did not care that she was being rude, now, too. “There is ample evidence by now that miasma does not sufficiently explain…”
His face broke into a wide smile. “It disputes!” he interrupted her enthusiastic speech, standing much too close. He smelled of pipe smoke, whisky, and expensive lavender water.
“Gustave, are you bothering the governess?”
Relieved, she turned her head towards Alexander who had appeared in the door. He was awkwardly carrying a bottle of whisky and three crystal glasses under his arm.
“My apologies miss,” Gustave whispered. Without taking his eyes off her, he answered over his shoulder: “My mother always hired the most hideous creatures for that position. She was afraid a young woman as pretty and smart as this one would give us…ideas.”
“Good evening, Miss Conrad,” Alexander said, bowing. “What a lucky coincidence to meet you here at this hour. Please excuse our intrusion, but the debate at the club took all night and I thought that my father’s estate would be an easier place to go to…” While speaking he put the three tumblers down on the desk and filled them with the amber liquid. “And please excuse my friend here. The Duke has always had terrible manners, and no willpower in the face of intellect and charm. May we make it up to you with a shared toast? We have reason to celebrate tonight.”
Nora wanted to leave, but did not dare to offend the young Mr. Hammersmith by turning him down. She took the glass offered to her and raised it to toast with the other two men. Gustave downed his drink in one gulp.
“So what is the reason for this celebration?” she asked, taking one small sip of the whiskey. She did not like the taste, and it burned in her throat, making her cough.
“A delicate investment has blossomed into a successful venture,” replied the Duke, exchanging a glance with his host. “I believe it will grant us many…exciting returns.” The way he eyed her – with unveiled hunger – scared her, but she did not know how to get past Gustave who now all but pinned her against the desk with his body.
“I really should leave, Mr. Hammersmith,” she said meekly. “I am tired and lessons will start in a few hours…”
“It must get lonely up there, just you and the children,” Alexander mused, seemingly unaware of his friend’s transgression. She felt Gustave’s hand on her hip, pulling her towards him. “Stay a little and keep us company, Miss Conrad, why don’t you?”
“It’s…Mrs. Hammersmith would not like it,” she managed to whisper. “I am not supposed to…”
To her horror, Alexander went to lock the library door from the inside. “Don’t you worry about a thing.” He winked at his friend in mock complicity. “We won’t tell her if you won’t.”
“I’d rather leave, Mr. Hammersmith,” she managed to whisper, her fear almost choking her. Pinned as she was between the desk and Gustave, she could not move away without the Duke allowing her to, and it was clear that he had no intention to let her go. His hand had moved up to cup one of her breasts through her blouse.
“I will scream,” she said hoarsely.
“Oh please do,” Gustave whispered in her ear, shoving her bodily backwards. She looked at Alexander, horrified. “Mr. Hammersmith, please...!” He had always been perfectly polite towards her. How could he let his friend do this? Surely this was all in jest. Surely they would let her go.
But Alexander’s next words turned her blood to ice.
“It’ll hurt a bit at first, but I promise you’ll enjoy it. The lasses all do eventually. Don’t they, Gustave?”
Everything else was a blur. Greedy fingers tore her blouse and ripped on the corset underneath, roughly exposing her small, firm breasts. Gustave swiped the books off the desk, and they clattered onto the floor. With a rough shove he pushed her back onto the smooth wooden surface, lifting the hem of her skirts over her knees, all the way to where her stockings ended, exposing the creamy skin of her thighs. Nora clawed at him, unaware and uncaring where her fingers found traction. A scratch appeared on his cleanly shaven cheek and he hissed in pain, before backhanding her roughly across the face. “How dare you raise your hand at your betters!” he spat at her, one hand around her throat now, choking her. Her head was ringing from the blow and the sudden lack of oxygen, and she panicked. “Please…please…no,” she croaked, while Alexander pulled her arms back, pinning both of her slender wrists down with one hand.
The Duke loosened his grip to help himself to a feel of her now bare breasts. She was sobbing quietly, unable to hide, unable to stop them. “Please no,” she muttered, realising to her horror that Gustave had no plans of stopping, and that he was instead eager to debase her further as he started to fumble with her underskirt, shoving the fabric up to her hip. “Please…,” she sobbed. “Don’t.”
She wanted to scream, but Alexander clamped his other hand down over her mouth. It was warm, she noticed, and soft, well cared for. His skin smelled of flowers. Nora strained against him, but to no avail. “Stop struggling, Miss Conrad,” he said, painfully tightening his grip around her wrists. “It will be easier on you if you don’t.” The Duke, who was standing between her thighs, ripped at her thin undergarments with one hand while working on his trousers impatiently. The thin linen fabric split under his rough treatment, baring her to his gaze. He spit into his hand and smiled viciously at her while he rubbed the wetness into her pussy. Nora screamed into the hand holding her down as she felt him position his stiff cock at her virginal entrance. “Here it comes, little dove,” he hissed through gritted teeth. Then he pushed his entire length inside her in one savage thrust, making her scream into the muffling hand of his friend. She was livid with pain and humiliation.
“Goddamn!” Gustave pulled her towards him by her hips, keeping her there, his cock buried in her tiny, impossibly tight pussy to the hilt. “This is the best cunt I have had in ages. It fits me like a well-tailored silk glove!” He looked at his friend. “How selfish of you to hide such a treasure from me for so long.”
The Duke started to move in her, bottoming out with each measured, forceful thrust, and she closed her eyes as tight as she could, and tried to shut out his moans of pleasure, and Alexander’s eyes floating above her, watching intently, his face tense with arousal. She tried to shut out the rhythmic creaking of the desk. Fingers grazed over her exposed breasts, squeezed a rosy, stiff nipple. Her body, despite her repulsion, despite her fear and the pain, started to respond to her assailants, and the Duke laughed softly, viciously. Nora did not understand what she was feeling.
“There you are, little dove, that’s it. You’re getting nice and wet for me…,” his hoarse taunts trailed off into another moan. His thrusts came faster, harder now, and the old wood of the reading table groaned under the assault. A finger started to rub against her clit, pinching, flicking it, making her buck against her will. “Look at her go!” The Duke exclaimed. “She has such fire, such potential!” Nora felt a tingling, a rush of heat rising from her feet, a strange, uncontrollable spasm that sent a wave of sensation through her body that made her momentarily lose all control. She moaned against the hand over her mouth, arching her back as the queer feeling slowly subsided. What was wrong with her?
“Yes! How her little cunt is clamping down on me, it’s delicious!” Gustave cried out. Fucking her more forcefully still, he slammed himself inside her a few more times and came, groaning in triumph, his fingers painfully digging into the naked flesh of her thighs. “Get off me, get off, off!” Nora pushed against him uselessly after Alexander released her wrists, while the Duke kept himself buried inside her. She was in shock, hurt and ashamed. “Get off me…!”
He leaned down and whispered in her ear: “I felt you cum on my cock.” With a gentle hand, the Duke brushed a strand of her copper hair from her face and smiled. “I know you liked it.” Nora turned her head away and said nothing. He kissed her cheek. “A virgin in Belgravia! A surprise I truly did not expect.” His proximity disgusted her. “And such a fast learner. If you set your mind to it, you could make a fine harlot. All you need is time, practise, and a little guidance.”
“Please get off,” Nora whispered desperately. What had she done to deserve such violence, and such contempt? And what was she to do now? In a matter of moments, these men had ruined her forever.
When they finally stepped away from her, Nora pushed herself up from the desk, shaking, while the two men laughed. “What a little strumpet,” Alexander said haughtily. “To think that she is supposed to teach my little siblings about manners!”
Nora could feel the Duke’s sticky cum trickle down her thighs. She bit her lip, stifling a sob. Her corset hung lose around her slender frame, her skirts were ripped and soiled. Nevertheless she tried to cover herself, but her trembling fingers made it even more difficult.
“Don’t you want to try her? I am telling you, her cunt is exquisite…” Alexander’s aristocratic friend smirked at her. “And now newly broken in.” The other young man looked at her in disgust. “I am not one for scraps.”
“Your father…he will hear of this,” Nora spat weakly, holding the tatters of her garments closed around her chest.
At that, Alexander threw back his head and laughed. “Indeed he will! He will! You know, you silly little fool, I will tell him myself.” Nora blinked at him, confused. “What! Do you think this happened without his knowledge? He told me himself that you have become…uppity.” The Duke winked at her. “Medical School, is it? Studies?” He poured himself another drink and downed it. “You should be grateful if he keeps you in this house at all.”
Nora stood in the middle of the room, unable to believe what had just happened. The betrayal was so deep, so monstrous, that she was unable to grasp it.
“But I do wish for some fresh cunt. Watching this spectacle has left me wanting for release” Alexander mused, to no one in particular. “And I know just where to find some. Follow me to the servants’ quarters. My father has recently hired a little kitchen maid that will make your eyes water, Gustave. I have always wondered what her lush lips would feel like wrapped around my cock.”
Nora froze. No. No, they would not get Kitty, too. Waiting until both of them had left the library, she started running. Wrapped in the tatters of her clothes, she hurried up to her own small room under the roof, safely away from the servants’ lodgings, where the kitchen maid Kitty was sleeping. The girl, exhausted, did not even stir when she came in. They had become friends immediately when Kitty had come to this house, and they often slept in one bed. Kitty was a fragile creature, easily scared, and she liked to be with Nora, hiding up in the governess’ room from the gossip and the restless, constant chatter of the maids she worked with.
“Kitty, wake up. Wake up!”
The girl mumbled something, and turned around, unwilling to wake up. Nora started to shake her more roughly. “Kitty, wake up!”
The maid sighed, and sat up on the narrow bed, rubbing her eyes. Her cheeks were rosy with sleep, and she yawned. “What…what is it?” Then her eyes fell onto her friend, the state of her dress. She was suddenly wide awake.
“What happened to you?”
Nora bit back the tears that threatened to overwhelm her.
“I will explain later, but we need to leave now. Do you hear me? Now!”
“But where will we go? It’s raining, it’s the middle of the night!”
Nora sighed. She knew what she was asking of the orphaned maid, who had been so happy to find a home in the Hammersmith household. But there was no doubt what these men would do to her if they got her hands on her, and she was determined not to let this happen.
“There is a place I have heard of, where they help girls…like us.” Ruined girls, she added inwardly. Kitty was none such, but if she stayed here, she would be. “Trust me, Kitty. It’s not safe here.”
Is anywhere safe for young women in a man’s world? Can anyone be trusted with preserving something as abstract as “innocence”? Or is innocence just a lie to cover up the fact that “mercy” is a lie as well?
Is it just an excuse we make to avoid glimpsing our own guilt?
“Ah yes, like that, fuck me like that!”Is it just an excuse we make to avoid glimpsing our own guilt?
Alice squeezed the pillow around her ears, trying to muffle the lewd sounds coming from the room next to hers: the rhythmic squeak of the rusty bed springs, Evie’s lusty moans and pants, and the increasingly urgent groans from Thomas Hallington, the valet. There was the distinct sound of a hand slapping taut flesh, which was followed by another loud female moan and a giggle.
“Dear God, Jesus, I will never tire of that tight little cunt of yours!”
Alice blushed, pressing the pillow tighter over her ears, but to no avail. The walls in the servant’s quarters were much too thin. So Thomas, usually so stern and uptight, was not only a fornicator, but a blasphemer, too! Alice wondered if Evie really liked the man – after all, at almost 40 years, he was way past his prime – or if she simply enjoyed the countless precious favours that a liaison with the house’s valet could buy a young housemaid. It really wasn’t fair, she thought, unsuccessfully trying to ignore the pounding next door. She, Alice, had been in the Mayfair household much longer, and yet it was Evie, always Evie, who got away with each missed spot on the silver, each sloppy seam, each transgression.
“Oh Thomas, your cock is killing me…killing me!”
As the valet, Thomas was also able to weasel free days for Evie out of Mrs. Higgins, the housekeeper. Alice yawned, steaming with anger. Now Evie stole the few precious hours of sleep from her, too! It was enough. She had warned the other maid over and over again, but Evie simply did not listen, probably because she thought herself to be better and cleverer than the rest of the Mayfair staff. It had long been time to show this little trollop that she had overstepped.
The next long grunt was interrupted by a curt knock on the door, followed by the sound of the rusty hinges. There was a terrified squeal – Evie – then a curse – Thomas – before the voice of the housekeeper drifted through the wall. “I did not want to believe it. Evie, pack your things at once and leave this house. This is a disgrace.” Alice smiled into her pillow, straining to hear each word. “Mrs. Higgins, I beg you, please don’t turn me out onto the street, I have nowhere to go!” There was a pause, interspersed by soft sobbing. “Be gone before morning.” Thomas mumbled something, but Alice knew that the butler would deal with him. Evie was still crying and pleading as she could hear him slinking out of the room and down the hallway.
She sighed, pleased with herself. Mrs. Higgins would be grateful that Alice had told her. Maybe she would have earned a few favours of her own now.
Then there was a knock at her door. Alice sat up in her bed. “Yes?”
The housekeeper came into her room, looking stern.
“Pack your things, Alice. This house has been through too much to abide little gossips and schemers.”
Who is it that keeps hurting us like this? Is it a god, some devil? Or has it always been us hurting ourselves—trying to convince ourselves that it’s someone else?
“Thine heart was lifted up because of thy beauty, thou hast corrupted thy wisdom by reason of thy brightness: I will cast thee to the ground, I will lay thee before kings, that they may behold thee. Ezekiel 28:17,” the author spoke to a rather densely packed audience of well-dressed society folk, the crowd seemed tense as bible scripture was hardly what they expected to be hearing from the notorious author and controversial philanthropist, “Lucifer, who was the first being ever to fall from grace, did so because his beauty was so great that God Himself was intimidated by it—and ever since that moment of divine insecurity, in the name of piety, holiness and righteousness, we—his faithful creations, have doomed the most beautiful and vulnerable among us to risk the same fate just by existing amongst us.
“If you’re here tonight, in this… intimate performance space, it is because you believe, like I do, that any young woman who loses her honor, should not also lose her chance at a civilized life. It’s becoming far too common for the bloated bodies of our young women—our daughters, our sisters in Christ, to wash up against some corner of the riverbank—among the rest of our unwanted refuse—in some brick corner we choose to forget, even if we see it every day!”
Now the renowned poet was gaining momentum and the crowd—for their part, was likewise getting excited. A well-to-do woman slapping her folded fan against her palm, a custom stitched, leather shoe stomping the hollow sounding floor, a grey bearded man even shouted Here here!
“It is because I know that we all, in our own ways, fall short of the grace of God, that I founded the Caldwell Dawkins Home for at Risk Young Women, where we strive to help so-called ‘Fallen Women’ get back on their feet. Denied by their own families—in some cases even with children, these young women have nowhere to turn and few options for survival. We teach them professional skills—marketable skills, as they learn the intricacies of setting type on our in-house press—or they can polish their housekeeping skills and seek employment as maids or housekeepers while their children are kept safe and looked after.
“The main thing we do at Dawkins’ Home is that we give options to women who are afraid that they’ve run out of options. Without our intervention, too many of our young daughters and sisters are seduced by prostitution, drugs or still worse, self-harm. I would see those days ended and with your help, we may see the unjust persecution of women ended within our lifetimes!”
At this, the crowd cheered, many of the women among the audience rising to their feet.
“So, I hope that each of you may search your hearts and give generously to Dawkins’ House. The more money we raise, the more souls we can help. But enough cup rattling, for now—all of you are here because you’ve given in the past and you understand my vision for this charitable venture. Tonight, in gratitude for your continued patronage, I present a special preview performance of my still unfinished next play, The Soul’s Imperfection. I thank you for your patience and your everlasting generosity…”
With this, the author bowed deeply to a round of applause that seemed grotesquely large for such a small theater. When the lights went down he rushed into the wings, eager to be far from the stage when the performance began.
Caldwell Dawkins was hardly a philanthropist to those who knew him well and this “Charitable Venture” of his was much more venture than charity—as it often earned more money than he spent on it, but that fact was only known to a select few. He tugged up the collar of his long coat as he strode out through the back door of the theater, onto the fog sweated cobblestones. He held his pipe up to his lips and began smoking, making his way over to the Panting Dog Pub where one of his girls was working as a hostess.
He would drink away this travesty of a performance. Caldwell loathed allowing his unfinished work to see the light of day, but his investors were growing impatient as the deadlines sped past and they demanded some proof that he’d set anything to page, for all the stipends they’d sent him—so this preview was something of a “two-birds-one-stone” proposition. But the efficacy of unveiling his work in this raw form did little to soothe his wounded ego at having to present an incomplete play to an elite audience.
“Scotch, neat and a pint of ale,” Caldwell remarked to the bartender, sitting in the back, “and don’t go far, I may want food later.”
Extracting his pocket watch from his waistcoat pocket, Caldwell checked the time. He’d hoped to meet his business partner and favored lover Adelia here. Caldwell considered his time in the pub something like office hours for a professor—he would make himself comfortable and available for those who would seek him out. It was one of the primary ways that young women and opportunities came to him—but he’d become accustomed to Adelia holding council with him. If she wasn’t there, it meant that there was something going on back at the house which required her attention.
Caldwell wasn’t left wondering for long, as Lord Ferdinand Winchester rushed into the pub, almost frantic in his path toward the author’s table. Lord Winchester and Caldwell’s drinks arrived at the same moment.
“You’ve got to do something about that slut!” Winchester hissed, slapping a long, glistening key onto the table, seemingly made entirely of white gold, “there’s no innocence left there, Caldwell—none whatsoever!”
“Lower your voice, you daft cunt! Put that key away this instant. That isn’t supposed to exist, much less be slapped around like an empty stew bowl. You’re making me regret bringing you into my confidence in the first place Lord Winchester,” Caldwell took a slow sip of his Scotch, having gained control of the conversation, “now tell me, quietly and civilly—what seems to be the trouble?”
“That bitch, Violet—for whom I paid over a thousand pounds to gain access to her bedchamber—she’s become useless to me. I have no desire to deal with her any further. I first favored her because of her innocence, but now, she’s little more than a limp fish in the bed. Not at all tight or innocent!”
“Don’t you think that you share some culpability in the girl’s loss of innocence?”
“I do not frequent your establishment to be held culpable. I want a refund on my investment.”
“As you were informed when you made your donation, gifts to the Dawkins House are non-refundable. Furthermore, your waning enthusiasm is a symptom of your own malaise and no fault of me or my wards. You will keep your key and you will keep your mouth shut about our special relationship. I will deal with Violet and by the next time you pay her one of your late night visits, you will find her more to your liking. Doubtless.”
Lord Winchester huffed and pouted for a moment, but he knew better than to cross Caldwell outright—despite his buttoned-up appearance, Caldwell was well known as a brawler when the occasion called for it and he also carried concealed weapons on his person. In truth, Winchester had just wanted to make certain that Violet was made to suffer for disappointing him—which he was now convinced she would.
“Very well, Mister Dawkins. I thank you for your attention in this matter. I’m sure you will deliver more than satisfactory results. I apologize for my earlier outburst.”
“Think nothing of it, old chap. Water under the bridge,” Caldwell nodded as Winchester rose from his seat and returned his top hat to his head, over his shoulder, both men glimpsed Charles Mortimer entering the pub, “just remember—it could be much worse.”
Caldwell indicated Mr. Mortimer with a tilt of his head, Lord Winchester laughed heartily at that.
“I suppose you’re right. Until next time, dear Caldwell.” Winchester took his leave.
“Mister Dawkins, Sir! I had hoped to find my wife with you,” Mortimer proclaimed as he entered the pub, louder than he should have in a public place. Some stranger cleared his throat pointedly while glaring over his shoulder as Mortimer passed, “she hasn’t been home in nearly three days.”
“As you well know, your wife has many charitable duties and responsibilities with Dawkins House. We recently graduated several of our first-generation class to the colonies, which yields opportunity for new candidates. Separating the wheat from the chattle of our candidates is one of your wife’s vital duties to my—excuse me, our organization.”
Mortimer was one of the premier financiers of Dawkins’ House, but it was something of an open secret that his wife, Adelia wore the pants and pulled the purse strings in their relationship. What was more of a closed secret was that Caldwell had been fucking and pimping the coffee merchant’s wife since before the doors of his charitable home opened. In spite of all of that, Caldwell had nothing to fear from Mortimer—because he, in fact, knew all about his wife’s extramarital exploits and even sometimes would watch her being used by other men.
Some part of Mortimer reveled in Adelia’s infidelity. Caldwell knew well how he reveled in it, but if he was now out seeking rebuke and humiliation in public to stimulate himself… This behavior needed to be corrected right away.
“Of course, you’re right, Mr. Dawkins—I—I’m sorry—I—recruitment, of course,” Mortimer was glassy eyed and blushing, he knew where his wife was, he simply wanted to be seen looking for her, “I’m so stupid… Such a foolish, worthless excuse for a—”
“I’m sure that will be all, Charles. Thank you.” Dawkins’ gratitude was laced with venom, he finished his Scotch in one swallow and reached for his hat, “you’ll be hearing from me directly, regarding Adelia’s schedule from now on.”
Mortimer slunk back out of the pub whimpering and hunched, a poor attempt at hiding his erection. Caldwell felt his stomach turn. The public had seen enough of him for one night. The preview would be letting out soon and he had no desire to hear opinions, be they good or ill.
Once Mortimer’s stink had cleared from the doorway, Dawkins made his way out of the pub. He was able to summon a carriage without much trouble and directed the driver toward his namesake building.
For its place in downtown London, the Dawkins’ House was a sprawling manor. High, ivy wrapped walls surrounded a block wide garden that wrapped around three quarters of the lot itself. The garden was immaculately kept by the residents of the house—Violet, in particular, had a green thumb. The locking garden gates opened to streets on both the north and south end. A flower wrapped gazeebo occupied the East garden wall opposite the four-story house that filled the West half of the lot. There was a covered porch that wrapped around the foyer which protruded from the main hall.
On the ground floor there was a vast library, that on its own spanned three stories of the North Wing, with an immaculately maintained office which was overlooked the main hall through etched windows. On the west end of the main hall, behind more etched glass was the dining room, which shared a wall with the kitchen.
On the East end of the main hall, an elaborate and fully stocked parlour, wrapped in supple burgundy leathers, brass fixtures and etched mirrors. A room purely for hosting and entertaining. Along the outskirts of the main hall, two marble strair cases wrapped around the edges of the room, over the top of the office and parlour, fitted with burgundy carpets and brass rods to hold the carpets in place around each step.
The main hall ceiling was domed, at three stories, the main hall was set lower than the four-story west wing. The entire domed ceiling was occupied by a massive chandelier, imported from France with tens of thousands of hand-cut crystals and over a hundred candle sconces. The dome itself was covered in brass sheets, polished to reflect the candlelight and bathe the massive hall in glittering, golden light that reflected off the mosaic, marble floors.
As Caldwell entered, Lucy was on hand to collect his coat, hat and gloves with a respectful bow. It was ironic, her being a fairly recent addition to the house, but she was one of the only girls with whom he did not presently have business.
“Adelia?” Caldwell asked, his tone impassive and he avoided looking into Lucy’s big, pleading, blue eyes.
“She’s in the second floor study… with Violet, Maestro.”
“Very good. Thank you, Lucy. That will be all for tonight.” Caldwell gently caressed the slender girl’s jawline as he passed by her, heading toward the library, “you’re progressing very well within the program. Keep up the good work and you’ll start to enjoy new opportunities.”
Nora, Kitty and Lucy had all joined around the time that the first three graduates were moving out and now there were three more spots to be filled. But those interviews were scheduled for the morrow—and Caldwell had business to attend to tonight.
Caldwell closed and locked the heavy, hand-carved, oak door behind himself and locked it—not wanting the secrets of his house to be known by Lucy, even though she was a resident, she hadn’t yet earned the full privileges of the house.
Caldwell moved to the Western wall of bookshelves and slid his fingertips across the supple, embossed spines of rare, hand-bound and first edition books that filled the library. When his index finger fell on the spine of a red book with the title “BEYOND THE VEIL” embossed in real gold leaf, he pulled the book outward until a loud, sonorous click issued from the bookshelf itself. The shelf swung slowly outward and Caldwell stepped behind the bookshelf and into secret wall passages.
The wall passages were narrow and forced Caldwell to walk with his shoulder canted sideways to avoid brushing the walls. He walked until he reached a wrought-iron, spiral staircase that led him up to the residences of the West Wing. He made a hard left at second floor landing and slipped into the walls of the study where he could hear Adelia reprimanding Violet.
Through the eyes of a portrait, Caldwell gazed into the room to observe what was taking place within…
“That was a poor performance, Violet.”
The girl was standing, hands clutched before her, her eyes downcast. Adelia, wearing nothing more than an expensive pearl necklace, leant back on her chaise, watching the girl squirm.
“Lord Winchester said that he felt like fucking a dead goose.”
Violet did not reply, but glanced up from under lowered lashes, blushing, obviously both wanting and not daring to look at the slender, naked form of her mistress. Adelia did not care. This performance was for him, and him only. She knew that he would be watching them through a peep hole, and she wanted to give him something to see. Her alabaster skin looked like a marvellous piece of art, a beautifully carved marble statue against the burgundy velvet of the chaise.
“He said that next time he’d rather stick his cock in a rotten melon than in your useless mouth.”
At that, the girl gasped, her face turning such a deep crimson that Adelia was afraid she might faint. But how she loved using such casual obscenity with girls like her. The coyest of them could spend a night surrounded or even being the centre of the most debauched orgy, and still be unable to hear the words “cock”, “cunt”, or “fuck” the morning after. It was delicious.
“I am so sorry, Mrs. Adelia….,” Violet finally managed to whisper. “I didn’t mean to upset Lord Winchester.”
Adelia laughed softly. “You little idiot. He was not upset, he was left unsatisfied.” The girl stared at her with eyes like an injured doe. A sweet little thing, painfully pretty, but evidently still clinging to outdated ideas of virtue. Adelia knew that Lord Winchester revelled in fucking girls that had not yet lost all of their former innocence, which is why had had received the key to Violet’s room last night. Unfortunately, his fantasy had not quite played out the way he had imagined it, so it was her duty to make sure such a mistake was not going to happen again.
“And when someone as generous as important leaves our house unsatisfied, it will reflect badly on all of us, do you understand?”
“Yes, Mrs. Adelia…I am sorry!”
“When you leave a man such as him unsatisfied, it might mean that all the other girls have to go without new dresses, good shoes, or even a warm supper.”
The girl was close to tears now. Violet was such a good-hearted little thing, considerate and compassionate to a fault. Adelia knew that the way to get her to understand her duties in Mr. Dawkins’ house was through her bad conscience and her sense of commitment.
“I did not mean to endanger the working of this house, Mrs. Adelia. I really didn’t! Please believe me!” Violet was pleading, her beautiful breasts rising and falling hectically in the confines of her corset, testimony to her growing distress.
“My darling Violet, I do want to believe you,” Adelia said softly. “But how can I trust your regret to be sincere? How can I be sure that you will not disappoint us again? You know what happens to girls who disappoint us.”
The sweet creature was almost crying now. Her lips quivered and she was trembling all over. “Please, Mrs. Adelia, I will do anything to convince you.”
The other woman smiled. “Go on…,” she whispered, opening her thighs provocatively to the girl’s gaze, gesturing with her eyes for her to come closer. “Show me if you mean it.”
Violet stared at her for a brief moment, but as Adelia questioningly raised one eyebrow, she approached and sank to her knees before the chaise, knowing full well what her mistress demanded of her. She gently caressed her upper thighs, and Adelia smiled, and nodded approvingly. “Go on, I want you to.” Her small pink tongue came darting out between her lips, hesitatingly, tasting the other woman like an unknown, possibly poisonous fruit.
“That’s it, my sweet Violet. Lick me, kiss me…convince me.”
At 27, Adelia Mortimer was older than most of the other women in the house, and unlike them, she did not reside there. She had been introduced to the house’s founder, the playwright and philanthropist Caldwell Dawkins, at a premiere last summer, and immediately fallen for him. Never before had she met a man with such a sharp wit, such a keen sense for literature, such social graces, and such a devious mind. The extravagant pleasures he was able to conjure mesmerised her, and she found that she took great joy in serving his every need. She had become his friend, his confidante, and his willing mistress, and, most important of all, his devoted servant.
Her husband, a rich coffee merchant who had surprisingly little intellect for a man with such business acumen, did not object to her debauchery. He even seemed intrigued by it, and once she had let him watch as Caldwell had fucked her before allowing his other guests a taste of his finest concubine. They had all taken turns, even the uptight Lady Deventer. Charles had watched, slack-jawed, wide-eyed, rubbing his cock through his trousers as they had driven her to ecstasy over and over again, making her moan, scream, beg for more. By the end, she had not been able to walk, and cum had dripped off her face, her aching cunt, her ass, and Charles had been on his knees next to her, worshipping her like a goddess of excess and sin.
Charles Mortimer was devoted to her to the point of obsession, and had convinced himself that he alone would never be able to sate her appetites.
Which was true.
Violet was doing a fine job. She threw her head back and moaned, one hand in the girl’s maroon curls, guiding her, urging her on. “Make me cum, sweetheart, and your ineptitude will be forgotten,” she panted, bucking against Violet’s face. “Fuck me with your tongue, your fingers, make me forget that you failed me last night.”
The girl complied. Her head was bobbing eagerly between her thighs, licking and nibbling, flicking her tongue over her swollen clit with more skill than Adelia had thought possible. Caldwell was probably right when he suspected these shy little minxes of comforting each other in more ways than one.
One of her hands caressed her own firm alabaster breasts, playing with a nipple, pinching it hard, while Violet doubled her efforts and now fucked her with one, then two fingers, desperate to satisfy her mistress.
“That’s it, like that…yes…like that!” She was close now, and her fingers were tightly wrapped around the girls’ hair, hurting her, making her wince, but she did not care. This was not about Violet. She looked up, in the direction where she suspected Caldwell to be, hiding, watching her being serviced. When she came, writhing and panting, she kept her eyes fixed to where she knew the peep hole was, and hoped that she had pleased him.
Caldwell smiled as he slipped silently from his hiding place behind his own portrait—it was quite difficult to stay cross with Adelia. She was so devoted to him and her depravity ran so deep that she might be the perfect woman—if not for her simpering, slug of a husband.
Though her access to his wealth was hardly a negative.
From the study, Caldwell made his way back to the hidden staircase where he climbed to the fourth floor and exited the wall behind the bookcase in his master suite that overlooked the Picadilly Circus.
Caldwell undressed quickly but not in a hurry, slipping into a comfortable burgundy and gold robe that he often wore around the house. He turned a knob on the wall that triggered a series of bells throughout the house. Each girl was assigned to a different sound—this one was a gentle, crystalline tinkling sound that he had given to Adelia—though his intentions for her were less than gentle.
He knew that he could fetch Violet from her room later and would do so. But having Adelia deal with Mortimer was foremost on his mind—as Adelia, unlike Violet, couldn’t be evicted for displeasing him.
Caldwell unlatched his bedroom door and left the heavy, oak door slightly ajar while he packed his pipe with Turkish tobacco.