The private bounty (reserved)

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She could not believe her body was betraying her this way, what kind of person was she to enjoy this, to want something like this, well that wasn’t entirely true either she thought to herself this had definitely not been wanted. She wanted nothing more than to fight or beg him to stop but she just couldn’t her every will had been taken away from her at this point. Come on she thought please limbs work! She wanted to scream but there was just no fucking way! She hated herself in this moment but she hated him more!

She whimpered but her eyes never left hers even if all she wanted to do was close her eyes and look away. She was still whimpering and whining the entire time he was skillfully working her tight and very drenched pussy. She wanted her body to work with her head but it just wasn’t working, her body was feeling every touch of his tongue his fingers his magic he was working on her. She tried again to struggle against him but her body just wouldn’t cooperate. She couldn’t get her tears to come nothing seemed to be working for her.

Her whole body tensed and she knew what was happening to her, as her orgasm racked through her body and if she could she would have been moaning and screaming and writhing beneath him. She had never felt more betrayed by her body or more shame in her life as she looked away from him her face red from embarrassment. Oh god no she thought to herself when her eyes snapped back in fear as he spread her ass cheeks apart she could feel herself tensing even with the drug in her system. She probably would have yelled out when he inserted his finger into her tight virgin hole. Her eyes widened as she tried to regain her muscles to fight him off but couldn’t, it hurt but it wasn’t a extreme pain like in all the horror stories other women had talked about, but these were just his fingers she couldn’t imagine his cock in her little ass.

He was still attacking her pussy with his mouth as he slowly moved his fingers in and out of her tightness and realized her body was enjoying this assault to her body as well. She tried to shake her head no that she wasn’t enjoying this, but her body sure as hell didn’t lie even if her brain was screaming something else. Fuck me she thought feeling another orgasm not as intense as the first but just as quick, that same shame shot through her and she did feel a tear escape her eye.

She thanked her lucky stars when he pulled his fingers from her tight hole and then took his mouth from her still quivering and now drenched and her cum dripping down her thighs. She could not deny that he was one of the sexiest men she had ever laid her eyes on and that any woman that was in her shoes would feel like the luckiest woman in the world, but that just wasn’t the way she felt or rather the kind of situation she was in. Her eyes widened at his words, was he crazy of course she didn’t fucking want this, she didn’t want any of this. His words weren’t cruel actually he was being gentle and kind with her but that didn’t make her feel any better.

She could feel her limbs slowly coming back to life when she felt her fingers start to move. She still could not move completely the drug still had some effects over her. No she had never heard of that but she only had bad thoughts as her eyes widened thinking of all the bad things that meant.

She wasn’t sure his promise meant anything, then again she knew it didn’t he hadn’t lied to her yet, but she definitely didn’t trust him look what he had done to her this far. She was confused at what he meant at first but then understood what he was saying now, her heart started to pound furiously in her chest.

She gasped and tried to fight a little more as he started to handcuff her wanting him to just let her go. She would never beg him for anything she thought to herself much less that! He was clearly as crazy as Damien! No she could not compare them could she? Wasn’t he doing the same that Damien had really planned. Her heart was pounding again she knew nothing of him she thought to herself.

She tried to move against the cuffs and pull her body away as she watched him wanting to know what the hell he planned next. When he first pulled his belt off she had suspected he was going to beat her, but he just tied her down again. She found herself able to speak a little as she begged him to stop.

Her heart was pounding and she wanted to cry and plead for him to stop, but her body was fighting against her once more, especially when she felt his tongue and fingers working skillfully against her once more, she was starting to shake her head no, but her body was starting to betray her once more, this wasn’t happening she thought to herself, she wasn’t actually wanting this! But as hard as she wanted to fight this she couldn’t help the way her body reacted to him and wanted him…

 

[ERedBoyd]

As her body began to return control back to her mind, he could feel the war going on inside her mind and body. Her hips began to roll on his mouth and his tongue. His fingers began to probe back into her anus once more... in and out as that tongue ferociously lapped and licked and suckled her clit.

He kept his eyes on her as she looked one way and then the other, her body growing taunt with need. There was a reason he had forced her to orgasm before. It wasn't just to see her do it.... it was to learn her tale-tell signs of the orgasm. Sure her muscles blocked a lot of them, but she had clamped her eyes shut and gritted her teeth the second time before she had orgasmed all over his rough beard. Now that she was regaining more, he would see more.

Her head began to shake back and forth and he smiled as her eyes clamped shut tightly and then... just like that... he stopped. He had her on her absolute edge of an orgasm and he stopped. Her eyes shot open wide and locked on his eyes. He could see her mind was glad he stopped... but her body pushed onto his mouth with shameless aggression. Shock filled her eyes as he backed away and watched as she processed what he was doing to her.

As she came back down, he smiled, stuck his tongue out nice and long and flicked her clit once more.... he watched her fight between wanting this and not wanting anything... and he did the exact same thing again once she began trembling and clamped her eyes shut. The next time her eyes opened, she looked angry almost that he was toying with her. Either make her cum or leave her alone her eyes seemed to scream out. By now most of her body was back in her control if not a bit sluggish though.

For the next hour, he played this game with her body. He would push her towards the edge of an orgasm then back off leaving her screaming with a lustful desperate need to cum. She had no gag in her mouth... all she had to do was to beg Gabriel to fuck her ass and she would get a lifetime of orgasms in a single night.... And on and on he went bringing her to the edge, driving her insane with lust and backing off.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She was in a war of right and wrong, but wrong sure as hell was winning she thought to herself as much as she wanted to fight all of this she knew he had her at the clear disadvantage. Her body was winning out more and more against her mind, even if her brain was strong, her pussy was craving more and he was giving her just that. She gasped once more and whimpered again when his fingers started moving in her ass once more and his tongue found her over sensitive clit again causing unwarranted moan to escape her lips.

He started into his eyes as if he was looking into her fucking soul and she wanted nothing more than just pretend this was not happening as she kept rocking her head back and forth still trying to fight her body and the building orgasms that continued to want to reach her entire body. She wanted to scream she probably could at this point but her body was under his power and powerful this man was. The harder she breathed the more her breast heaved and her nipples were so fucking hard they were starting to ache. She could feel that need in the pit of her stomach again and as much as she wanted to fight it, she was losing the energy to want to do so. She was able to bite her lip now and move more and more of her muscles but not enough to really try and fight this off, fuck did she even want to fight him off anymore.

She felt it start and the tips of her toes and start moving throughout her entire body she was so very close and then he stopped, no oh god no she thought to herself. She found her eyes snapping open to meet his own dark and dangerous ones but god he was sexy she thought to herself not wanting to have those thoughts either. She was glad he stopped mentally at least but her body did not want him to stop that much was clear when she found herself trying to keep his mouth at her tight wet pussy. She was whimpering again in need as she processed what was happening here, it felt like the world was falling out from under her.

Oh god, she thought as she moaned deeply when he found her hard clit once more, she wanted to clamp down her mouth and pretend this wasn’t happening to her, but the reality was right there between her legs. She was becoming frustrated now and it showed in her eyes when they met his once more. Why did he feel the need to torment her she thought to herself. She felt All the life coming back to her limbs but the only limb that mattered to her right now was her fucking pussy!

Jesus she thought she could not handle much more she thought she might lose her mind and perhaps slowly she was, she couldn’t take it anymore, it was becoming pure torture. She couldn’t help but crying out each time he brought her to the edge and then stopped. “Please, please no more!!! Please take my ass!” She yelped out trying to catch her breath her pussy throbbing and her body aching from the numerous orgasms he withheld from from her.

She was looking at him in desperation to cum and in desperation for this not to happen! But her body won out! Her body wanted this man!

 

[ERedBoyd]

Gabriel smiled at her as he kept his mouth on her clit a moment... he had won... she was a sopping heap of sweat and lust and desire! He pulled back and stood up... giving her a small break. He took his time and removed his clothes from him... one piece at a time... He said, "Push your hips up to me... keep them up... don't let them go... "

He smiled as she hesitated, then did as he asked of her. He knew her legs would start to tremble soon, but in that position was her way of making it easier for him to fuck her....

He continued removing his clothes till he was also naked before her, his cock hard and thick and ready. He smiled down at her as her legs began to quiver painfully. He crawled onto the bed, grabbing her ankles and raising her ass up more for him. His hands wrapped around her waist and spread her ass cheeks... there was no need for any kind of lube as she was completely soaked from the oral tortures of before. He pressed the head of his cock to her anus and pushed slightly. He said, "Are you ready to cum?"

Seeing her look at him and nod, he said, "Take a deep breath...."

With one hard thrust, he shoved his head fully inside her and shoved his shaft balls deep inside her! He watched her scream out initially in pain... then to her surprise, hot streams of cum blasted his pelvis as she squirted harder than he suspect she ever had!!! He pulled out to the neck... gave her a moment as and she slowed, he shoved himself back in... triggering another one.... his pelvis hitting her clit hard!!!

He began to claim her anally as he leaned down and fucked her harder and harder... his cock was already hard to begin with but inside her he grew granite hard!! He claimed this woman now!" He controlled his pace though as not to cum too soon... and he cupped each breast, licking and sucking each nipple as he forced her orgasms that had been clogged up like a dam burst through her.....

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She had never felt something more intense than what he had just put her through as her heart was pounding so damn hard in her chest it just may explode. She took the longest deep breath that she felt she must have been holding in but she knew she wasn’t, her body was on fucking fire for this man that has been teasing and pleasing her body for she didn’t even know how long now. She couldn’t help but watch as he removed his clothing, he was a god of a man she thought to herself and hated herself for enjoying his body.

She hesitated still trying to fight what her body so obviously wanted. She felt her legs shake a little and felt completely and utterly exposed she wanted to fight but her body wanted him.

She couldn’t have looked away had she wanted to, his cock was massive and hard! Her legs were quivering as was she, especially more so when he got closer to her. She gasped when he grabbed her legs and she looked at him, to say she wasn’t terrified yet excited and the same time would be an understatement. She wanted to fight against this but fuck she needed, wanted, and craved to cum. She gasped feeling his cock at her rosebud. Yes she was ready to cum, but was she actually ready for this?! For this pain?

She nodded as fear took over her when he asked if she was ready to cum.

She held her breath as he told her to but when he entered her tight ass hard she cried out in pain, but then felt the first most intense orgasm she had ever felt build from the soles of her feel to her fucking brain and she squirted hard and fast as she cried out. Oh fuck oh fuck she thought but realized she was actually screaming that out instead of in her head when another orgasm racked her body.

She was gasping, moaning, screaming, crying out, her nails were digging into her hands, the metal of the cuffs biting into her skin. When his mouth surprisingly found her breast and her nipples she moaned and moaned more and more, shame out the window for the time being. Then something happened that surprised even Gabriel. “More please Gabriel more please.” She moaned against his ear, he was used to woman wanting him but this woman was something different…

 

[ERedBoyd]

Her plea for more came as a bit of a surprise to him! With his cock balls deep up her ass, he said, "Somebody needs more does she?"

He watched her as she blushed and nodded. She was his prisoner, his sex slave. She had no choices as to what happened to her now. Her fate lay completely in his hands. He considered a moment pulling out of her and making her struggle and beg and plead for more but he hadn't cum yet inside this woman and he intended on doing just that before he was finished.

Gabriel let his cock pound into her helpless frame over and over... keeping a particular pace that he knew well for himself. He let her cum over and over again on him, soaking his body with her squirted juices... he smiled when he watched her eyes roll into her head and start sputtering essentially gibberish... random words and syllables that had no business being together. He knew this of a woman well.

It was a form of something called subspace. Though he had never experienced it himself for he was no submissive, he had been told of the effects of it from women he had fucked in the past. From best I could understand, when a woman went into subspace, they rational parts of their brain... the parts that thought, spoke, smelled, and felt, became disconnected or realigned in the mind temporarily. As a result, women would become creatures of lust... reacting only to the stimuli that they experienced. Their wants and needs of the mind severed from the body and what was left was pure blind red lust. Some signs that could indicate one was in subspace was the gibberish talk, eyes rolling in their heads, uncontrolled orgasms and trembles, and so forth. It was the absolute peak of carnal desire having a woman in subspace and keeping her there as long as possible. When their brains finally reconnected with their bodies, it would process what had happened to their bodies as one might if they had been raped or traumatized and react accordingly with symptoms of shock. It was what aftercare was so incredibly important after subspace to ensure the woman processed and accepted what happened well.

Gabriel smiled and popped his cock out rather suddenly getting barely a reaction from her as she was so lost in the haze of subspace. He rolled her onto her stomach, careful not to entangle her cuffs any more than necessary and pushed her knees under her, her ass up. He repositioned himself behind her once more and shoved his cock back into her ass causing her to scream out from the stimuli. He leaned down, grabbing a breast and fistful of hair wrenching her head back!

"Okay... slut... time to see how far I can push you...." He smiled and using her breast and hair forced her to slam onto his cock with a ferocity that was nearly blinding!! And the orgasms began hitting once more... but this time... his cock went extra rigid... nearing his own conclusion.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

not deny her needs.

He was pounding into her ass hard and fast as she gasped and moaned and screamed, pleading and begging for more as time progressed. The orgasms hit her body over and over and over again, as she started to squirt all over him, mumbling and rambling her words not making any sense whatsoever, her heart pounded against her chest as she writhed beneath him screaming out and crying for more. It was all becoming too much her body was no longer her's or so that was how it felt.

Was this how it was supposed to be she wondered to herself. She was all over the place, she felt as if she was having an out-of-body experience. She was no longer in her body, she was elsewhere floating in orgasmic bliss, her heart was racing and racking through her body, she knew no longer at this moment in time at least who or where or what was happening all she knew was the sensations were all over her, from her head down to the soles of her feet. She no longer could think of anything but the pure pleasure this man was bringing out of her and she wanted more and more, she couldn't stop. She continued to feel orgasm after orgasm overtaking her as she tried to formulate words or anything but there just was no way she could. She was breathing heavily and her body was moving against him as if pleading for more and more of him. She was losing all sense of any control she had, as well as her sense of time, she had no idea of what was happening to her and she did not care, she wanted the oblivion that Damien was taking her to. She had lost count of how many orgasms she had racked through her body, and yet he continued to force more and more from her.

She was so lost in bliss that she was not registering much of anything else at the moment. She could feel what he was doing but at the same time, she wanted so much more, she moaned and writhed and screamed, fuck but if this wasn't everything at the moment. She screamed out once more when his cock entered her ass hard and fast once more. She gasped and moaned when he grabbed one of her firm breasts and then her hair and pulled her back against him.

She started screaming fuck fuck fuck over and over again as he slammed into her so hard she could see stars and felt the white under her lids, everything ceased to exist at this moment. Again and again, orgasms took over her! She felt as if she might pass out from the intensity of it all.

 

[ERedBoyd]

Gabriel, on very rare occasion had gotten a woman to the part where she past out from the intensity... but the moment the tension from her body instantly loosened and her body went completely slack on him, he knew he had done it again! It didn't stop him though as he slammed into her sack of bones hard enough to explode with his seed right up her ass!!!

He threw his head back and howled as he pulsed over and over into her... he wanted this woman even more than Damien did! As the orgasm finally came to a close, he held her on him for a few moments longer, then slowly pulled out of her, a gaping anal opening covered in cum remained and he collapsed a bit.

He looked to her and saw her limp, her body trembling clearly coming down from the most intense moment he suspected she had ever had in her life. He pulled himself to his feet, walked to the shower in her room and stepped in it a few minutes letting the warm water rinse him off. When he came back out, he saw she was starting to slowly come too and he walked to the desk and began to dress, his back to her.

By the time his suit was completely on and he gave himself one more look up and down his body, he turned to find her eyes open and looking at him. She was still on her stomach, her body drenched in sweat and his cum... her body shivering like it had been through a terrible trauma. He picked up a bottle of water and pulled the desk chair over to the bed, helped roll her onto her back as he eyes remained locked on his. He opened the bottle and gently poured some into her thirsty mouth. As she drank, her eyes never left his. Something was changing in her. Something different. He knew it and he thought she knew it too.

He finally rested her head on teh pillow, picked her blanket up to cover her naked body from the cold, then reached up and uncuffed her wrists and put the cuffs back into his pocket before massaging the areas the cuffs had bound saying, "how are you feeling?"

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She did not know anything could ever feel so good she thought to herself, she didn't want it to feel good, but the intensity and the way he slammed his cock into her tight ass over and over again, and took orgasm and orgasm from her body she just could not take much more and all she had seen in a moment was nothing but black.

She didn't stay out of it for very long and when she came back to earth she was confused and felt a bit lost, not fully understanding what had just happened between the two of them and she had felt his cum sliding out of her now very well fucked and used ass.

She could barely move, and she was trembling all over still trying to catch her breath as she looked at him, and then looked away once more, again that same sense of shame overtook her once more. She watched as he walked away into her small shower, but she didn't even move she just lay there calmly and yet in a confused state of mind. She was finally completely coming back into her mind and yet she did not want to be back.

Her breath nearly caught in her throat when he turned now fully dressed as her heart pounded again a ringing in her ears as she looked at him. She was breathing so hard, and still shivering a bit trying to come to grasp what she had just endured, well went through she didn't even know how to describe it. She slightly murmured when he rolled her back onto her back and she looked at him rather confused not sure what was going on at the moment. She readily accepted the water he held against her mouth and helped her drink. She couldn't look away which only added to her confusion. She did not know what was happening to her or why. The confusion and the shame were still evident in her eyes, but she was still trembling and still felt lost. She felt goosebumps alight her skin once more, the intensity of his gaze almost too much for her to handle.

She looked at him when he rested her head gently on the pillow, and then gently covered her up, what the hell was all this she wondered to herself, it would be easier for her to hate him if he wasn't being gentle with her. When he rubbed her sore areas that the cuffs had bit into she sighed. "I... I don't know... confused... ashamed." Why was she even telling him this, she wondered to herself as she bit her lip fighting back a tear that was threatening to roll down her cheek.

 

[ERedBoyd]

Gabriel studied her for a long time. He knew all about her past... how she had made it through law school with top honors. How she had, at least not on any public record, used sex to advance her career. He knew about her time as a DA and after she finished that time as defense attorney. He knew about most of her cases and how it was her technique and professionalism that had gotten her to the partnership spot at the firm she was at now.... but what had surprised the hell out of him was how she had done it all and not had sex.

He had not expected it at all and thought she had just been looking for an excuse to delay any forced sex on her. If that had been the truth, he would have been VERY irritated with her. But to learn that she really was genuinely impressed him. Of course that meant she had very little experience with men and women which some men... men like Damien Xenox longed for. He knew for a fact he had his own little harem inside his compound in the middle of LA and then down in Mexico City. Dozens of women were kept hidden away and used as sex objects by him, his men, and soldiers. Short of money, there was little better motivation to make a man do what you want than to flash a pair of tits before them. Women had known this for thousands of years... and men like Damien simply weaponized that fact and used it accordingly.

He smiled at her as she admitted her shame and he said, "Why?"

Before she could respond, he walked to her and sat on the chair facing her and said, "Without sounding too... arrogant... based on what I just witnessed and experienced, your world was rocked to it's foundation in a way you never knew possible. You didn't have a choice in it... it just happened.... so there is no reason to have any shame."

He could see she was not entirely convinced and he said, "Well...regardless... what I saw just a little bit ago was one of the most beautiful things I have ever gotten to witness. I can see why you are such a high value woman." He flushed realizing he nearly gave his own hand up. He cleared his throat and said, "Anyways.... what happened to you just now... is going to happen to you again twice a day every day till further notice. It is not a choice for you. You can fear it or learn to love it. So when you are able to move again, go take a shower, clean up and prepare for your next training. You are going into a harem and I need you to be able to survive in it."

He could the twinkle in her eyes fade somewhat and he looked regretful to her. He didn't want to let her go either, but a deal was a deal was a deal... He got up and headed out of the office and to prepare for what was to come.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Her head was spinning and she felt all over the place, so many emotions were going through her, but one emotion that surprised her was that she found herself hating Gabriel a little less, even when she should probably hate him more. She could not allow herself to become attached to this man, I mean he all but raped her she thought to herself, he was selling her to a serial rapist and evil man... so why the fuck did she care at all she wondered to herself. She chewed on her lip wishing none of these thoughts were going through her mind, and she was still feeling little shockwaves go through her body. She looked away from him for a moment trying to gather herself and everything that she was feeling at the moment. She did not want him to see her cry again, she did not want to look broken and torn like she was feeling internally.

Her heart was finally becoming a steady beat once more, and she was finally breathing normally once more as well. She rubbed her wrist this time, more absentmindedly than in pain. She again looked everywhere but at him for the moment afraid he could see right through her and see right into her soul. Her body reacted in ways she did not even know possible, for a man who was giving her to whom she was sure to be the devil's advocate or the very devil himself. She did not want that she would rather die than let that man touch her she thought to herself, her fear surfacing once more at the thought. She knew more about Xenox than she wished, Xenox most people did not or refused to use his real name, he was that terrifying. She closed her eyes and tried for a moment not to think about any of what was to come when Gabriel was done with her. Her head was all over the place and she hated it.

He had one of the sexiest smiles she had ever seen, it would make any woman weak in the knees. When he asked her why, she was going to tell him, but then he started to speak and she was grateful in a sense that she did not have to speak for the moment.

He was right about that she thought to herself, she had never imagined anything like that happening to her, she always thought it would be wanted and it hadn't been, but her body had betrayed her over and over again. She was stunned by his words, maybe for him there was no need to feel shame but she did not feel that way.

Why was she blushing at his words, what in the hell was wrong with her she wondered, she felt as if she was losing her mind and herself at the same time. Then she felt hurt when he mentioned her being highly valued. She looked away for a moment not wanting to meet those piercing eyes of his once more. Twice a day she thought! There was no way she could handle this twice a day! He sounded hard to her as if him taking her ass the way he had meant nothing and why should it have she wondered to herself, she was just a price tag to this man. She feared everything, but not what he had done to her, yet at the same time, she did. This all was so confusing for her. Again she felt like some type of animal every time he mentioned training her. A fucking Harem she thought to herself, what the hell was this!? Why would anyone want to do this for a living?

The way he looked at her bothered her, don't act like you care she thought to herself her eyes going dull once more. She watched as he walked away and headed to the shower, she curled up into herself once more as she bit her lip, when she got under the water, she found herself sobbing hoping Gabriel would not be able to hear as she started to clean herself up.

 

[ERedBoyd]

Gabriel leaned on the wall outside of her room and fought to struggle with his own emotions. He had been an assassin... lost count of the bodies he had put down.... he had kidnapped and raped and destroyed lives in the past without thinking twice about it.... he was a mercenary through and through. He was heartless and defiant. Love was bullshit and the only thing that really mattered in the end was the money.

He heard the shower turn on and he rested his head on the wall clearly out of sight of her. He was struggling with the idea that he felt... something... for her. She was just another bounty for him to collect on... not someone to get tied up with. Despite that, there was something amazing about her. She REALLY was a virgin for starters and there was this innocence about her that drove him mad. He wanted to be in her presence now if only for a little while. Most women he had kidnapped and trained... were in their core... whores. They knew what they were selling in their short skirts and loose blouses and high heels and thigh highs. Whether they admit it or not, they used their sex to get what they want, even if it was just a favorable response.

Initially, when he first saw Julian, he thought she was no different from the rest... just another bag of holes to fuck and sell. Then he found out she was a fucking virgin! Who the fuck would have thought a woman as hot as her would have had the fortitude to resist selling her body off for whatever her goals happen to be? He couldn't stop thinking about that... what kind of woman was willing to resist the sex? Had he been wrong about her? Was there something more there than just a bag of holes?

Then he heard her start to cry.... and it tugged on him. He felt the urge to step back into teh shower and hold her, care for her, reassure her. What the fuck was WRONG with him?!?!

He raised his hands to his head and tried to hold back... but the crying kept going.... and he couldn't resist her anymore.... the syren song had caught him. He turned and walked back into her room and then towards the bathroom and saw her curled up naked and wet on the floor of the shower, her head resting on the wall. He saw her eyes shoot to him and then away. He had a feeling he knew what was going on, but wanted to hear it from her. He said, "It wasn't the sex that got you this way... it was being sold that did."

He saw her unresponsive to his inquiry and sighed and said, "If it is any conciliation at all, I don't want to sell you anymore.... "

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She hated feeling so weak and so vulnerable but at the same time she did not know any other way to be and or feel considering Gabriel held all the cards and she knew there was no way out what was worse however was the fact that as much as she should hate him she found herself unable to and this pissed her off more than anything else, this man was what training her to sell her to a fucking sadist she thought to herself a normal woman would fucking hate this man as much as the man purchasing her but at the same time she could not hate Gabriel. She just could not understand the type of person that could do this to another human being which is why she should want to kill him and here she fucking was feeling things she should never feel for a person like this. She hated herself really more than anyone else at this moment. Her heart was pounding and she found herself shaking all over once more she felt like she was having a panic attack she hurried and finished cleaning her body and quickly washed her hair.

Come on breath, get it together she thought to herself, she felt as if she was completely losing her fucking mind. She wanted to just curl up and die in this moment cause what the fuck type of person was she to feel anything for this man that kidnapped her, was holding her and using her and then planned to basically toss her aside after he all but raped her and made her ready for a man that would torture and make her life hell, than again wasn’t that what she deserved. Yes she helped that evil man get off, to be able to do this to her and so many other woman, yes deep down she felt at the time what she was doing was right that she was actually helping a innocent man, she took a long deep breath and felt the sobs take over her body once more. She sunk to the shower floor and knew the hot water wouldn’t last much longer but at the same time she didn’t care, the water even cold felt good to her. She curled herself in a ball letting the cold water hit her skin almost as if she was trying to clean away the sins. She folded her arms and tried to get herself together, but now she wondered if she would ever feel together again, she knew the answer even before she asked herself the question in her head. She was trying not to think of the past, or what was happening to her now, but more so what was to come thinking about it made it real, and she was not prepared for that type of real at the moment. She knew deep down she didn’t deserve this, but than again getting Damien off proved otherwise. She closed her eyes trying to calm herself down, but it just was no longer working for her.

Julian stayed in the shower she didn’t want to come out, what made her angry though was that Gabriel should be the reason that she did not want to come out, but it wasn’t. She was feeling so many different things but each feeling only really made her hate herself in the long run, and not the people she should. She chewed on her lips she knew eventually she had to leave the safe little shower but she found herself unable to move. She closed her eyes as tears rolled down her cheeks. Taking another long deep breath as her tears turned to painful sobs. She shook her head wanting to get herself together, but the anger and pain she was feeling in this moment was almost too much for her to handle.

Fucking weak bitch I am she thought to herself, she had no one to blame for this but herself, but she really wasn’t to blame either, was she? Hell at this point what the hell did she know at this point in time. She was starting to shiver, but the cold didn’t register. She was shaking not just from the cold water, but from all of her emotions.

She found herself laying in the small shower hugging herself, anger and frustration with what and how she was feeling. She almost didn’t register Gabriel walking into the small bathroom she could hear him but her eyes didn’t want to focus on him either. She finally did meet his eyes and quickly looked away, tears still rolling down her cheeks. She shook her head, trying to will herself not to cry anymore. She wanted to tell him he was correct but at the moment she could not articulate words.

She looked up at him but had no words feeling her heart break. She was trembling and freezing now. “I understand.” That was what shocked herself the most this was a job for him nothing more nothing less… she started to cry not sobbing anymore but the tears didn’t stop…..

 

[ERedBoyd]

Gabriel reached to the shower and turned it off. He then offered a hand to her to help her stand up. As she did, he pulled a towel off the wall and said, "Here... let's dry you off..." He wrapped the towel around her and began to pat her dry as she rested on his body. He said, "I know this is a difficult situation for you... I respect that...."

He turned her to face him and continued to dry her body, even kneeling to dry her legs.... and then stood up and said, "But now I face another problem...."

The beefy man said, "You are a good girl for sure but you have been targeted by a very dangerous man. If I let you go or you were to escape, he would come after me a kill me sooner or later... and still hire another hunter to find you and bring you to him anyways. The man has contacts everywhere... I am not an easy man to locate but he managed to do so for this job. I can't think of a scenario that doesn't result in me dead and you kneeling at his feet regardless."

He hung the towel up and said, "Better?" He smirked at her as she trembled again. He said, "Go get under your blanket and warm up. I got to go think for a while on what to do with you.... I have to admit, you are not what I was expecting when they told me about you."

He had her facing him still in his arms more or less and it occurred to him how badly he wanted to kiss her just then as she looked up at him. He wanted to desperately but he couldn't. That was a bridge too far in his mind... NO... he would not kiss her. He gently let her go and watched her walk back to the bed and crawl under the blanket.

Gabriel left her alone for a little while but returned with a second blanket that was thicker and warmer. He also brought her a cup of hot tea and set it down next to her on the bed. He said, "I got to know. You defended him I am guessing in court. How could you defend a man like that? What kind of conscious did you have to provide any defense for someone like him?" It wasn't spoken in anger or accusation... just a curiosity that he needed to square away in his mind.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She looked up at him when he turned the shower off and she once again shivered. She accepted his hand softly knowing she was more and likely getting him wet now. "You're going to get wet..'' She said her voice trailing off when he mentioned drying her off as he wrapped the towel gently around her and then helped her to dry off as she held herself against his body, feeling an odd sense of comfort, no she did not want to feel anything for this man. She took a deep breath wanting to say there was no way in hell he could understand what she was going through but she didn't.

Part of her wished he would just be mean to her, but here he was in a sense taking care of her. She looked at him at the mention of facing another problem.

She knew that much to be true, she was not sure why Damien had been so hell-bent on having her, she was nothing special, or at least that was the way she felt. She chewed on her lip as she listened to him and she knew in a sense he was right, but that did not make what he was doing any easier, or any less wrong. She nodded her head, shaking it at the same time, wishing that in a sense he would just kill her, here and now she would rather die than become one of Damiens's harem girls. She understood what he was saying, but that only made this worse in her opinion. "You owe me nothing." She said with a shrug.

"Yes... thank you." She said softly as he hung the towel back and smirked at her when she trembled. Being under her blanket sounded like heaven, it was the little things she thought to herself. She was confused as to what he had meant by that, but she knew she did not want him killed, which made her wonder what the hell was wrong with her, he was training her to be someone else's, he was using her body for his pleasure, he kidnapped her! She shook her head trying to make sense of what she was feeling.

She gently looked up at him to meet his eyes, stunned at how beautiful and dark this man's eyes were a deep piercing blue. "Wow... your eyes, captivating." She said and quickly looked away. She bit her lip what a fucking idiot I am she thought to herself once again feeling her anger building more and more at herself. She shook her head wanting nothing more than to be warm under the blanket. As he let her go she walked over to her small cot and then carefully crawled under her blanket bringing it up to her neck to warm her body.

She was glad to be left alone for a little it gave her time to calm herself down and to try and control all of the racing thoughts that were going through her head and there were many of them she thought to herself. "Thank you." She said softly when he placed a hot cup of tea beside her cot. She looked at him and wondered what he wanted to know. She felt a tear roll down her cheek at his question it was the million-dollar question she thought to herself. "Well... the girl that was making the accusation made it against another man a year ago and it was found that she had lied because it was her ex that had cheated on her, he went away for six months before she admitted she was lying on tape to a friend of hers, I did tons of research and never found anything against Damien or never knew the type of person he was... know how I found out after he wasn't convicted, he whispered in my ear he fucked the bitch real good, but should have killed her to keep her mouth shut." She took a long deep breath before continuing. "I felt horrible I honestly wanted to give it up after that, I went to my bosses, but they told me that what he enclosed was confidential and I could never use it against him, I have struggled with this every day, I hate myself and I hate myself more for not helping the girl and putting the monster back on the streets, at the time I thought I was helping an innocent and good man." She admitted and looked away, tears streaming down her face once more.

 

[ERedBoyd]

"Her name was Melanie Hammonds... the one who made the accusations. Yeah... she was stupid for the false allegations and even stupider for confessing to them.... but... Damien really had raped her repeatedly... But due to your cross examination making her look like a lying skank on the stand, no one believed her. Did you know what happened to her?" Gabriel asked.

He saw her eyes shift to him as she sipped her tea... he said, "Do you really want to know?"

He could see she probably didn't want to. He said, "She was picked up by private security one night at her apartment... and never heard from again. I suspect she is a plaything in his harem now... if not in the ground. All you did... was allow an evil man free and turned a good kid into a sack of holes." The more he spoke about this, the angrier he felt. He had his own run ins with the law in the past and it was the lawyers that really made life hard. Part of the problem with this country was too many lawyers.... bar none.

He studied her reaction and could see sincere pain in her eyes... realization of her actions starting to weigh in on her. He said, "I never understood why good people protected evil men like that. I think you are a good person... in general. Was it for the money? Was it for credit or some promotion you were pushing for? What was your price for protecting an evil man and destroying a good girl?"

He didn't realize the anger growing in his own tone. Who the hell was he to speak about good an evil? He was a fucking killer and rapist and murderer himself.... which only made him wonder what kind of person would defend him in court....

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She looked over at him as he began to talk and her heart started to pound and hurt all at the same time, she knew the girl's name well, she learned it over and over again. She sighed to herself. "For one I researched everything over and over again, as did my coworkers..." She said allowing her voice to trail off. She looked at him, fighting back tears when he asked what happened to her, she had heard... but she tried to deny it over and over again.

She took a long drink of her tea but her hands were trembling as she looked at him, her eyes dark and lost.

She took a deep breath, he did not need to know everything she thought as she bit her lip, who the hell was he to judge her in the first place? She shook her head she did not need this, especially from him. She bit her lip, a good kid she thought to herself did he forget she accused a good man of rape, all because he cheated yes that was wrong but it was never something you should do she thought to herself. She had never felt this way, rage, and empathy all at the same time, he did not know what she had tried to do after the case.... how hard she tried to get a re-trial, fuck him he did not deserve to know. She looked away trying to control the hurt and the anger she was feeling at the same time. She reached up and tucked a strand of her blond hair behind her ear.

The pain in her eyes was evident, the hurt even more so. Her eyes widened she thought Damien at the time was a good man, she would have never defended him had she known differently. She looked at him incredulously no you do what you do for money she thought to herself I do what I do to help people and she thought that's what she had been doing defending Damien. She could not believe he thought this little of her, had he not just heard everything she said. Here it was with that good girl bull shit... she was angry and could not control her anger anymore.

Her heart was racing and she slammed the cup down hard on the table, she was stunned that it did not shatter. She did not care about being naked or cold anymore at the moment the rage and hurt and pain tumbled through her like nothing she had ever felt before in her life. She glared at him as she stood up the blankets falling from her body.

"You have to be the biggest fucking hypocrite on the planet, you know nothing of me! You don't know how when I found out what Damien was, how I tried to get the trial redone, how I looked for that girl myself, but at the same time you say a good girl, she took six months away from a good man, yes a cheater but a good man none the less, had she not admitted the truth he would be in jail for something he hadn't done, so instead of saying she is such a good fucking girl think about that, I feel horrible for basically defending satan but I thought he was a good man! I've always defended good people, people who are innocent or in the wrong place wrong fucking time. Look at the fucking facts dear sweet Gabriel!" She had to catch her breath but she was far from done.

She glared at him this time. "You are no fucking better than me, or Damien, or that girl! You are a fucking murderer, a fucking rapist, a kidnapper, you never think twice about who you are selling... you say I did what I did for money, no thats why you do what you do, your evil!!! And here I was fucking caring, and then you make me out to be a villain, I would have never defended him for the money if i knew how evil he was, I could not find anything on him, I make sure I do all of that and nothing!!!! But you, oh you, your pure evil, if anyone is the devil you are! You kidnapped me, you drugged me, you all but raped my ass, everything on my body is virginal and you took what you could, you train women like they are fucking dogs, without remorse... so tell me if I am a horrible person who are you." Her chest was beginning to hurt and now she felt tears running down her cheeks, and exhaustion take over and be damned if she did not fall unable to keep her balance any longer.

 

[ERedBoyd]

Gabriel let her go off on her tirade.... and knew she was justified in it. A small piece of him wanted to slap her so hard she blacked out.... but she really didn't warrant that kind of punishment. IF anything, this was pent up anger and fear finally exploding from her. And...in addition, everything she said about him was true.

IT was as she was hitting the end of her tirade that he began to worry about her as she reached to her chest and started hyperventilating, her legs starting to stagger and tremble...

He said, "Woah now... hang on..." Just as she blacked out, he reached the distance and caught her in his arms. He scooped her up into them and looked down at her as she looked up at him once more a moment... then went limp.

He laid her on the cot once more then made her as comfortable as she could be without the blankets. She had yelled at him after all and thus privileges removed. After a few minutes, he had sat back down with her, checking her pulse, dabbing a cool cloth on her forehead. He felt her starting to come too once more and he said, "Easy now... you had a panic attack... relax... you are safe with me."

As she gathered her wits about her, they shot to him and he saw her glare at him. He smirked and said, "Well... it is true... all that you said about me. I am a killer, I am a kidnapper... I have raped you. I plan on selling you to someone even worse than me. You are right... and I am not even about to argue you about it."

He offered her a bottle of water and said, "Drink... settle down... it's okay." He watched to take a sip as she continued to look at him. He said, "You would have had to be an idiot to NOT know he was a mob boss and a killer... a trafficker... Damien Xenox is a monster.... and even though you knew this... you still opted to defend him. So yes... I am a killer, a rapist, a kidnapper. But you fought in court to defend a man much worse than I. So which one of is worse? The one who accepts his role in life... or the one who defends them and pretends to herself that he was an innocent man?"

He helped her sip a little more of the water and said, "Tell me. Have you ever been in love before?" He knew it was such an off the wall question, but he hoped it would cause her to take a pause and distract her.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Why did she feel bad considering everything that she was saying to him was true, but she just could not stop once she started, she also knew deep down he was right as well. She was sure he would punish her for this but she also needed to release all this anger that she had stored since he kidnapped her and told her what was to happen to her as well as the guilt she held since that dreadful case and that dreadful day. At the moment she hated herself, she had already hated herself and now Gabriel's words only made her hate herself that much more. She deserved everything that was happening to her and so much more. Her chest was heaving and she felt a headache starting this was all becoming too much for her and she was no longer sure how much more she could take.

She felt like she could not catch her breath when she reached her chest, she had never felt anything like this before in her life, along with feeling lightheaded as well, she was scared that having a heart attack would serve her right if she was she thought to herself. She felt dizzy and her eyes felt heavy...

She barely registered his voice when she felt the room go black and felt heavy strong arms catch her. Damn, he had the strongest arms and body the kind of body anyone would want to be pressed against, then everything went completely dark this time.

In her little dark fog, she could still slightly register what was happening around her even if she did not understand really what just happened. She was breathing a little slower now obviously starting to come around. She felt something cool on her head and slowly started coming completely too. The panic attack she registered his words, and when he told her she was safe with him, she almost believed that, almost... she looked up into his eyes and didn't see anger in them even in the sense he had a reason to be.

Her eyes were dark as she glared at him, but she wondered if he could see the depths of sadness that she felt inside of their eyes to the depths of her fucking soul. She looked at him damn right it was true it angered her, but to him, this was all a job isn't that what she had done as well. "My colleagues lied to me." She said in a whisper she had never told anyone any of this before, and she doubted he would believe her. "It was my first high-profile case, I was wet behind my ears, so I was naive so I let them do the research and believed them at their word, as a lawyer I should have done my research and followed more leads, but I didn't." She was still whispering. She felt the tears start rolling down her cheeks once more as she gently looked at him, all the anger she felt was gone now just shame was there.

She accepted the water he offered her and did not expect anything more from him, this was just a moment they were having nothing more nothing less, even though no... no she could not think that way, she could not want more, something was seriously wrong with her. She took a deep breath and continued drinking the water finally starting to calm down as best as someone in her position could calm down. He was right everything he was saying was right. "I almost killed myself when I found out... stood on the ledge of my building and thought of jumping... I swear to you, I honestly did not know, I still wish I was dead, I know what I did was horrible and I will live with it forever, so whatever you plan, and whatever Damien plans, which I know is torture I deserve it." She admitted and looked away as tears rolled down her cheeks once more. "I am worse." She said that shame hurt and pain all surfaced at one time. "There was a reason they pawned the case on me...I knew why after when Damien admitted what he was." She admitted and looked down. "That was the night I almost jumped... and when I found out about the girl, it was when I tried to make it right... my partners told me it was a lost cause, I wanted to kill Damien myself, but I was a fucking coward." She said and looked away, he let her talk and she was grateful she had been holding onto this for so long now. She looked away unable to meet his piercing eyes anymore.

She fell quiet and he knew she was still having trouble calming down and she all but finished the water before he spoke up once more and asked her the strangest of questions. She could not help but meet his eyes, god but he was so fucking hot and dark and dangerous, no stop it she reminded herself. She knew confusion was in her eyes as she stared at him. "Um, no... it's why I was, am a virgin." She admitted.

She looked away her face a bright deep red.

 

[ERedBoyd]

Gabriel stared down at the floor for a while before saying, "I know."

he looked up at her as she glared at him and he smirked... "About the virgin thing... not the coward thing. Listen..." He adjusted himself in his seat to buy him a minute of time and then said, "I am buying your story. I have no reason to doubt it. You were a foolish naive woman trying to work her way up the chain.... you made yourself an easy target. That makes me... the worst of hte two of us... just makes you the fool."

He wasn't sure if this was helping her or not as he looked up at her and said, "Even fools don't deserve what is happening to you though. You are still a good person in your core. It makes this task of mine all the much harder. I want to follow through with my sale of you... but I don't." He looked at her and said, "And unfortunately, I can't let you go either because you will turn me in and I can't allow that."

He checked his time and then said, "It is time....."

He saw the confusion in her eyes a moment and he said nothing, just got up, walked over to the desk and peeled off his shirt and jacket. He kept his back to her as he stripped from his clothes. Why the fuck was he feeling guilty about doing this to her? Just sell her off and be done with it. He reached to his pants and began to undo his fly....

He didn't even see her coming as she smashed the cup that had had her tea into the back of her head. That alone wouldn't have been enough, except it had disoriented him and he felt her hands shove him into the wall... and the impact of his skull on the wall was enough to knock him out!!! He collapsed to the floor.... unconscious.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She was surprised when he said that he knows, what in the fuck she thought to herself, she did not want to feel anything for this man before her yet here she was feeling bad for what she had said to him even if everything she had said was true.

She chewed on her lip, she meant everything she was saying and more, was she perfect not by a long shot, was she to caring too trusting well yes, was that not how she got here she thought to herself as she bit her lip a little and looked away unable to meet his eyes. It was not a story she thought to herself, she did not have any reason to lie to this man, she was getting nothing back in return. She looked at him when he told her he had no reason not to believe her. "I was not foolish!" She gasped out in anger, but she was more hurt she realized than anything, and that only angered her more. Calling her a fool pissed her off even more even if he was right.

God she fucking hated the fact that he was right she had no reason to be angry at his words cause he was correct about all of it.

There was that fucking word again perhaps she did deserve all of this she had wanted to die so many times before this and now was no different but she would no allow Damien to have her she would fight, claw and scream to get away from him, she knew she would die at that man's hands and that Gabriel never thought of anyone but himself afterward. Was she though was she a good person she wondered to herself. If it was so fucking hard why was he doing this to her in the first place then she thought to herself. She looked at him almost tenderly, no... no she could not look at him in any way other than he was a monster who she felt was almost as bad as Damien if not worse, but then again she did not feel that way either. The sad and crazy part was, that she would not have turned him in, that was the stupidity of the girl she was.

What the fuck did he mean it was time, no this was not right she thought to herself, she was not could not what did he mean she felt the panic take over her once more.

Why was he taking his clothes off what the hell was he planning to do to her now, she wanted to beg him to stop, but that hadn't worked before she thought to herself. God he was hot she thought to herself as he peeled his clothing from his body, no get the fuck out of her head she told herself as she closed her eyes and tried to figure out what she was going to do, she hated him, yet a part of her didn't hate him at all. She was sure what he had planned but then again, she knew now the purpose of her being with him before Damien, he was to train her she figured that much out now. She shook her head thinking not again panic gripping at her throat, she felt she could not breathe again.

Come on Julian stop being a bitch and do something she told herself over and over again. She then looked at her empty cup of tea grabbed it and carefully walked behind him smashing him over the head, while he was disorientated she pushed him as hard as she could against the wall, she knew she knocked him out, he was bleeding and she felt bad, but she had to get away.

"Fuck, fuck fuck." She said her heart pounding against her chest, as she went to his jacket pocket and searched for the keys, then to his body the pockets of his pants and her hands were shaking, nothing she found nothing she went to the doors she could find and there was no way fucking out, tears were filling her eyes and rolling down her cheeks. She was stuck and did not think of what Gabriel would do to her when he came to her. Her chest was heaving but as she looked at him and noticed the blood coming from his head, she felt horrible, he hadn't truly hurt her yet, was he going to rape her again yes... but did he deserve this... hell she did not know anymore... but she never really meant to hurt him, not in the way he had hurt her and planned on hurting her again... what to do she asked herself.

She had to help him, fuck me she thought to herself when she pulled him to the cot as best as she could and carefully laid him down, as she looked down at him, damn you Gabriel, got damn you She thought to herself, as she touched his face gently, she looked at the rag he had used to help her come down from her panic attack, it was then she realized she would accept the punishment but she wanted him, god how she wanted him, she did not want Damien to take her virginity, she wanted it to be Gabriel god she was just as fucked up in the head then he was... this was all new to her, how... oh Jesus girl for once take control of something in your life.

She took a deep breath and found herself looking down at his cock he hadn't had enough time to get his pants off but he did have them undone so what she did next would be the easy part, she gently pulled them from him, was she not now doing the same thing to him as he had done to her she thought to herself, no this was different. She sighed when she finally got him naked, you can do this she thought to herself as she looked down at his cock, slowly she started to stroke his cock, her heart racing her small hand shaking.

She slides farther down the cock and kneels between his legs studying his face for a few seconds before she lowers her head and takes his cock gently between her lips. It is soft and warm in my mouth and I hold it still for a moment, tasting him, to my surprise he tastes delicious, her tongue flickers and dances around the tip, and instantly she can feel him growing hard for her, his cock filling her mouth more and more with every flick of her tongue. she pulls back slightly as the head of his cock starts to push against the back of her throat, but then she opens wider and takes all of him inside of her mouth.



He groans, and the sound excites her; she knows he is waking, his body coming alive for her mouth, and she reaches up and runs her hand over his chest, finding one of his nipples, circling the small bud with the tip of her finger. He stretched out beneath my touch, and she glanced up at his face; his eyes were still closed, but she knew from his breathing that he was no longer really out of it. She bites her lip knowing she has him nice and hard, this was probably not the best decision in her life... but she did not care.. she closed her eyes and crawled over him, ready to impale herself onto his cock, she was nervous and slightly sweating, not the best way to lose your virginity but at this moment it was the only thing she had control over. She grabbed his now hard cock, slick from her mouth, and placed his cock at the entrance of her wet pussy, yes she was wet wrong she knew did she care no. She slowly sunk herself onto his cock and cried out at the sudden intrusion and the sharp pain that shot through her, it subsided within a minute however, she was nervous to move against him...

 

[ERedBoyd]

Gabriel's first semi-rational thought was of a time he had been down at Tahiti on Plage du Cabonnais private beach. It had been a very different time in his life for him... he had worked as a strong arm for a local gang which brought him in a lot of money. He had killed and beat up and stole what he was told to do... He whispered, "Penelope.... god you feel so... fuc...."

She had been with him on the yacht he had rented out for a long get away with the woman he was going to marry and retire with. Her name was Penelope O'Keefe... a feisty irish sassy woman whose father had been an Admiral in the American Navy. She had caught his attention nearly a year prior and had become completely enamored for her... He had planned to taking her to this private beach with the yacht, then that evening put his knee on the ground and give her a proposal to die for... with him against the sunset and the 5 carat diamond engagement ring. He had never known anyone in his life who he would have willingly and happily taken a bullet for until he had met her. She was his entire earth and heaven all wrapped into one.... the beauty who would tame this beast....

The night had gone as expected until about an hour before when he had planned on proposing... which is when he had first heard the boats racing towards him... to change his fate forever....

"Oh fuck me... baby... god ... I have missed you..." Gabriel whispered completely convinced he was dreaming of that hour before hell broke loose in which she had ridden his body like a dream! He didn't want to wake up... please let him stay here and asleep....

Then the pain hit him from the glass on the back of his head and the bruise which was clearly going to happen from the front of his head! Penelope's body had stopped moving and she had looked down at him concerned.... then his eyes opened and reality sank in!!!

His eyes locked on Julian and went wide..."Wh... what?!"

Reality slapped him hard in the face!!! Julian was straddling him and had been fucking him good! HIs eyes shot down towards their union and he said, "n... no...." He lifted her up an inch and saw her virginal blood on his cock and threw his head back and snapped, "God damn it NO!!!"

He pushed her off him and spun off the bed and as he stood straight up, vertigo hit him and he dropped to his knees once more! He looked at her and said, "W.... what did you do?!?!"

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She knew what she was doing was so very wrong, but she was no longer thinking on a rational level anymore, hell at this rate she had no idea what the fuck was going through her head. Out the window was all of her sanity and lord help her but she had wanted Gabriel to be the one to take her virginity, even if she knew she was worth more being a virgin, that was not something she could deal with, she already knew how her life was going to go she needed to feel something before that, needed to have some semblance of control over herself and her body. She heard him moan out a name and she wondered about it but it never deterred her, it was not as if she belonged to him or that he wanted her to either, he was after all still planning on selling her, she realized how much that thought broke her heart and it was not because of where she was to go it was because she would never see him again, how fucked up in the head did that made her.

She looked at his handsome features, why did he have to rape a woman she wondered, this man could have any fucking woman he wanted anytime he wanted them... She wondered if it was just a job to him, did he enjoy this...maybe because was she not now raping him she thought to herself, god she hated herself at this moment, she was no better than him, but damn it she wanted him, he made her fucking want him and that angered her. Looking down again at the handsome as sin face her thoughts went away and all she wanted was to move against him, feel her pussy clutch and grab around his cock, she wanted to feel all of him and she did not care how wrong that was, she was a woman with needs and wants at the moment and for once in her life she was taking what she wanted. She wanted him and deep down she knew he wanted to be her first, he wanted to fuck her senseless so wasn't she just giving in to what they both wanted? She could spin it any way she wanted, really, but she knew deep down how wrong this all was. She could not help herself her nails ran along his chest as she finally adjusted to his size and her pussy was squeezing his cock like a vice, as she started to ride him ever so slowly and sensually almost as if this was not the first time she had ever done this but he already knew it was. She felt as if she were a woman possessed and all she wanted or needed was Gabriel.
What a conundrum I am in she thought to herself, she was fucked in the head for wanting the man that had raped her ass, that planned on raping her again or doing worse which is why she panicked, the man who was glad to be rid of her after he used her and than sold her to a worse rapist and killer.

She wondered whom he was dreaming about, did he once have a heart she wondered to herself, of course, he did she believed everyone in the depths of their soul had good in them wasn't that how she got here in the first place she thought to herself. Sweet, sweet Gabriel she thought to herself, she stilled for a moment enjoying his cock as she watched him a woman could get lost in a man like him, could give up everything for him... what the fuck is wrong with you Julian she scolded herself inwardly. You cannot want this man, you just cannot!

She knew he would be in pain when he came to and stupid girl that she was she just wanted to continue riding him and then take care of him after, what the fuck kind of person had he turned her into? Once more his eyes finally opened but she never stopped riding this handsome and rugged man beneath her, but then she saw what horror in his eyes, was she that bad?

She looked at him confused as he was finally getting his wits about him, he did not want her she thought as she fought back tears at the realization of this.

He looked completely appalled even more so when she did not stop riding his cock. She continued moving against him she wanted him to feel as good as she was but he only looked mortified and that crushed her spirits more than they already were. She felt horrible why the fuck should she he did the same thing to her!

She gasped when he pushed her tiny body to the side like she was garbage and she felt that way in this moment. "I---I took control for once in my life of something I wanted." She admitted looking away from him.

"I know I'm worth less now... I have money in accounts say it and it's yours... I can give you the difference I wanted you, I -- I could not bear the thought of him being my first time." She admitted tears pouring down her face.

"I am so so sorry, I will take any punishment just please... please." Oh hell at this point she did not even know what she was pleading for.

 

[ERedBoyd]

Gabriel had never... NEVER been bested by anyone... not even on the boats... but yet this simple slave whore had done just that! 'Stupid stupid stupid' he cursed to himself.....

He slowly pulled himself to his feet looking down at the virginal blood on his cock before raising his eyes to meet a terrified trembling eyes! Anger roiled in him like a tempest as he studied the helpless woman before him. He didn't care about her virginity in truth, it was a bonus nothing more. He hadn't told Damien either so he would have no reason to admit that a naked slave had bested him even for a moment. It wasn't even that she somehow dragged him to the bed, a no easy feat for a woman as small as her and then stripped him and then broke her virginity on him.... Hell... now that it was gone, that opened up a LOT of windows of training she wasn't aware of yet.

What pissed him off is that he make a critical mistake with any captive.... he put a tiny amount of trust in her and she betrayed that trust by shattering the glass on his head and slamming his head into the wall. That tiny bit of trust he had put into her... was gone... and she would pay dearly for it's loss! He stepped towards her and then jumped back as he felt his foot step on a piece of the glass from the cup. He screamed out in pain and hopped back trying to pull the little shard from his foot only to fall back onto his ass once more... the jarring of this action caused his head to bounce back off the desk once again jarring him.

Gabriel felt his eyes start to blur once more.... and then darkness hit him once more......

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She knew he was upset, but she did not understand why he had been so upset at her, she knew hitting him was a bad call on her part, but what did he expect her to not fight back, her to not try and escape it was more of him not caring to sell her to Damien after everything she was not even sure any longer if it was the fear of him raping her anymore, I mean sure that had been part of it but at the same time part of her deep down to her core had also wanted him. She had no idea what her punishment would be and she thought now maybe it would have been better if she just begged him to kill her.

She was mortified for more than one reason, one because she willingly climbed on an unconscious man and had him take her virginity, never the way she expected to lose it but she just refused to let that vile man take something from her that she held on to for so long. She gulped at the way he was glaring at her now and she bit her lip as tears filled her eyes, but it was more of the hatred he would now hold towards her, she wished he could at least see where she was coming from. She did not know what to do but her eyes were wild with fear. She looked away for a moment, god she was an idiot she thought to herself her heart pounding in her chest and her throat sore from the panic she was feeling, if that made any sense she sure as hell did not know at this point.

She could not remember how she had even got him to the bed, he was no light man, she chalked it up to her running all the time and good upper body strength or maybe it had been the pure adrenaline or the pure lust that she wanted to fuck him.

Hadn't he been able to see the fear in her eyes when he started to undo his pants, but that was not it not really she thought to herself it was more of the fact that he was going to give her away regardless of what he wanted her to trust that he would not hurt her, but in the long run he was doing much more than that she thought to herself. As he started moving towards her it was as if her feet were glued to the floor, and she could not move that, and everything suddenly seemed to be happening in slow motion for her. She wondered what made him jump back the way that he had, but then she realized what had happened. Fuck fuck fuck she thought out loud again, this time it was not her fault, but she had to help him, the broken glass had been her fault after all.

She watched as he fell back once more and knew this time she did not have much more strength but seeing him hurt suddenly gave her the strength so she helped well not helped more so dragged him to the bed as best as she could and gently laid him upon it, what to do, what to do? She thought to herself, as she looked around help him... she had to help him, she went to her little bathroom, he kept a paper cup in her tiny sink so she poured some water, and then went to the sheet that lay on the bed it took her a few minutes before she was able to tear a small piece off, she then leaned down to his foot that had been hurt, pulled the shard of glass out gently, cleaned it with some water lightly bandaged it the best she could, and then pulled his head up and did the same.

She took a deep breath, shook her head, and wasn't sure where to go from here. She knew what she had planned she had to wait for him to come to, she kneeled a few feet from the cot, and looked at again how devilishly handsome he was, and damn if she did not want him again, but this time she wanted him to want her, she wanted him to take her... she was just as crazy as he was she thought to herself. She waited on her knees until his eyes fluttered open and he looked at her a bit disoriented but she didn't waver in her plans, so she started crawling to him slowly, and then crawled over him but not taking his cock inside of her this time. "Don't hurt me... I give myself to you, I give it all to you... I didn't mean to harm you, I swear I freaked out... as much as I hate you I kind of want you too." She said as a tear rolled down her cheeks, showing him she, actually meant what she was saying.