Loverskitten
I bite
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I feel your pain, Wenchie. (Sort of.)
I've been in a kind of asexual period now for awhile, but for the last month or so, I've been feeling non-sexualized masochistic desires again. But I don't know anyone nearby whom I'd trust to do things to me and not try to make it about sex, so I just suck it up and try to ignore it. I know I couldn't handle some dude trying to shove his dick in my face (or other parts) right now.
See I have, kind of, the opposite issue. I've been single for almost exactly a year, and have an intelligent, experienced, respectful, friend who offered to violet wand me (something I am curious about) and also experiment with fisting (something I'm iffy about but he promised to be gentile and stop if asked) he said he has no problem keeping it nonsexual (and I COMPLETELY believe him) it would just be for my pleasure and experience..... I've thought and thought about it.
But I need and pine for that emotional attachment...That longing to please... I want the love. Stupid love. I hate love. Grrrr
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