Serious question, at the time did you want to lose your virginity/were you planning on it hoping for it?
There was a time I almost lost mine, and in the moment really wanted to (actually I didn't think about virginity one way or the other, she was hot and I wanted to fuck). It didn't end up happening, and I'm kind of glad. The day after emotions might well have been more than I could have handled. Let's just say I was kind of young at the time.
Well, to be honest, I didn't know what to expect. She was SO fucking hot. She had a lot of experience, sexually. I guess I would have to say that I was hoping it would happen, but I wasn't sure it would. I do think she wanted to be the girl I fucked for the first time. She was very good about it. You are also right about the emotions. I was pretty much blown away, but I was 19 at the time, so I was able to handle it. The thing is, she had a boyfriend at the time, and I knew I would have to compete. I was doubtful that I could. She (and he) were way out of my league.